Had a simple birthday celebration, a mini surprise by some gusto friends and thanks to twx for coming all the way to sp to find me.
Well although its a simple birthday celebration, but it doesnt matter to me. Since young, i've never thought of birthday as some really special day, to me, its just a day when you were born. So i dont really need to have big surprises, many presents, or whatever. A simple one will do, and i really appreciated the efforts by my dear friends to make my birthday a happy one. Twx came to sp to have lunch with me, wished my happy birthday, and bought a cake for me. And then in the afternoon, i've got a mini surprise by some gusto friends and received a present and cake from jocelyn, fecilia and sophia. And then at night we went to have buffet. Super fattening day coz i've eaten two chocolate cakes and buffet :(
And on wed kind of have an advance birthday celebration. Well maybe not really celebration, perhaps half outing half celebration alright. Went to watch paranormal activity 3 in the afternoon, went to plaza sing and walked arnd, and went to sing k at night. Thanks to them for spending the day with me. I know i dont appear really happy that day, but yeah i enjoyed my day and am so thankful you guys took the time to come out even though the both of you are so busy. And thanks so much, i've got a really cute pooh that adds on to my pooh collection, now i have 4 poohs on my bed! :DD Super duper cuteeeeee!
I know this few weeks isnt pleasant for me, there's too many unhappy things happening, too much for me to take. Not afraid to say, i've kind of been breaking down in school, and im just feeling really down recently. But i guess i've sorted out my thinking, and also thanks to my dearest friends who have always been there for me, listened to me and everything.
I guess i'll take this birthday as a turning point for me, i've received so many texts from my friends and most of them told me not to emo anymore and be a cheerful girl. I replied to them saying i'll try my very best to, and yes, i will really try my very best to smile, laugh, joke around and be a cheerful girl alright?
So what i just wanna say is, thanks to those people who stood by me and celebrated my 18th birthday with me. Really appreciate everybody's efforts, even to those who wished me on fb, or wished me by texts.
Sometimes, you wont really understand how it feels unless you experience it.
Now that i know how it feels, im really sorry towards you. And thankful towards you too.
I think you have been so nice and thoughtful, just that i didnt realized.
I was too self-centered and only thought about myself.
And for now, i just hope we are back to friends. Any mistakes i've made, i apologized coz i guess im still like a little girl and am still having an immatured mindset.
So, since i've sorted out my thinking, im actually feeling much better.
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