My last week of holiday :((

Hi people, just some updates for my previous week.
Had training camp over the weekends. You know, having been through this year's training camp, it sort of reminded me of ours last year. How nice would it be if everyone was still around, how nice would it be if all of us could be back to that time. I guess our dear juniors would probably have learn something from the training camp, and i really hope they will remember it hard.
Went somerset with wx for a little shopping, and we went to watch johnny english reborn. Heard that it is a pretty good movie but havent had the time to watch it until mon. Htht a little, and it kinda make me feel better to have someone listening.
Went fareast with ys today and wanted to buy something initially. But end up being empty handed.
Sighhh, dont know whats wrong with me. Recently i havent been able to get anything i want when i go shopping. Not as if i've got no money to spend, just that i cant spot anything i like :(
Oh well, i just wanted to spend some money to pamper myself for working so hard you see.
And plans for tml? Nope, just wants to stay at home and pack my room a little. School's gonna start and i'll have no time for packing.
As for friday, gonna have outing with my ipoh A friends. Well im quite lookng forward to it and i hope it will be a success! Wish that this friendship of ours would last because they are definitely people whom i've had fun with for that 4 days in ipoh.
And for weekends? Working. Im currently working during weekends coz i need to save up for my oitp. I know it will be kinda busy for me when school reopens, but well, i'm not any fortunate kid and definitely have to work towards it myself. But well, i find joy when im working too! At least i've got to learn new things, and i feel happy when i earn the money myself :D
And this is my last week of holiday. Sighhh 6 weeks passed by really fast, i was just telling ys today, i dont wish for school to start. As in, i really got a v reluctant feeling. Im feeling so sick of school. For my 6 weeks of holiday, i had a good enough break. Sometimes i go out with friends, have a nice htht, sometimes i'll go shopping, sometimes go for training, sometimes go for work, i've got an overseas camp which allowed me to make awesome friends, been through a training camp, have enough time to rest at home. And now, i dont even want to start school.
I feel that life at school is so meaningless. Im doing everything over and over again, repeatedly. Monday to friday, lessons, i'll have all the tutorials, projects, then comes weekends, then repeat itself again. I mean im doing the same thing repeatedly, but i dont see the point. Maybe it was because of last sem, when i actually put in so much effort, struggled so much, and i didnt really see results up to my expectation. Im sick of doing all these, im afraid of going back to face all the projects and schoolwork you know?
But no matter what i've said, i know, i've got no choice. Face it, 2 more semesters, hang in there, and for the last sem i'll go for my itp, probably gonna have lots of fun overseas?
Alright, thats pretty much what i want to say, gonna update again someday, dont know when, perhaps when i've got something to say.
So goodbye :)



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