Today was a bad and good day.

Today(Yesterday, since after 12) was a bad and good day.
Bad, i started with such a moody day, everything was in a mess, i was in school, i walked away alone, sat at a staircase in the middle of nowhere, and was blogging with my phone, trying to type out all the unhappiness i had.
Apparently just before i wanted to post it, idk what happen, i just didnt manage to post it. Well, im not gonna retype everything out since its all over.
But whatever it is, i was just saying i hate to do some things, and yet im always doing them. Humans are such complicating creatures, and sometimes we dont really understand what we want.
Anw, this week has been quite a terrible week for me, im so tired from projects, i've received a heartbreaking news. Idk if heartbreaking is the right word to be used, maybe its a little exaggerating, but well, it was kind of heartbreaking when i received it.
So u are gonna ask, what is it right? Fine, i'll say, i didnt manage to get the rws scholarship, the third scholarship which i've applied.
Maybe its not a big deal, yeah in fact this time round, i wasnt really keen on taking it up, coz i kinda decided i wanted to go to disney for itp.
But it was such a disappointment, 3 times, all failed.
To me, it just shows how useless i am. Its a disappointment to know that u didnt even stand a chance. When others can get it so easily, why not me?
Well, but i understand whats over is over, and anw just for your info, thats not the thing which affects my day.
Its basically coz of projects, and this time round, more reasons to it.
Its a good day, coz at least, i felt that some ppl were around to help me.
I know, perhaps its quite limited to what they can do, but they did try. I was feeling so down all along, and they did cheer me up, in some way or another.
I appreciated it, and thank you people.
I just hope next week gonna be over soon, im already anticipating the week to be a horrible one, really.