Whats right, and whats wrong?

Sighhh, i think im dead, super dead.
I cant differentiate between whats right and whats wrong.
I mean, maybe i can, just that my actions doesnt show.
Sometimes, i know, it doesnt get me anywhere if this goes on, but yet, i couldnt stop myself.
I tried hard, but i still cant.
Even if i told myself, its wrong, but i still dont know how to stop it.
Just because of this, i've lost control of everything.
Small little actions can actually hurt me, even though it doesnt mean anything to others.
Just because of this, i actually thought i meant something, just something small to you, but apparently, i didnt.
So right now, please, no matter what, stop all these.
Im reminding myself, you wont gain anything, any benefits from it.
I guess it will only hurt you at the end.
So, just stop it.