Im stuck, in between two choices.
Im really tired of all these.
All these while, i've been trying my best, putting in all the effort, so what did i get? Anyone can tell me?
No, nothing at all.
I've only seeing more and more of the negative side, more and more, but anything positive? The only thing is them, my family.
Thats the only thing i dont want to give up.
Its painful to go on like this, not that i dont want. But im really tired. How long can i carry on like this? I keep asking myself the same old question.
And after everything which i've done, what did i get? Is it worth it or not?
Seriously, when you know that the pain you felt is much more than the joy, its the time when you know you should stop everything.
Pain in terms of physically and emotionally.
We all got to face reality, sometimes, some things just isnt suitable for you. You just cant get it, no matter how hard you try.
Its true.
Sometimes you know, the simplest thing in life are the most beautiful, they are what made you happy, smile.
Why should things be so complicated, maybe if it doesnt, there wont be so much pain.
But reality is reality, the world is just so competitive.
I really dont know what to do, how to do.
I just want to cry my heart out.
Im sorry to everyone i've neglected.
Im sorry to myself.
Im sorry to all of you, if i ever disappointed you all in saying all these, ever made you all worried about me.
All of you are my family, for now, and forever.
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