No expectations, no disappointment

Blame myself for having such high expectations, i shouldnt have expected anything at all.
Results were out today, quite disappointing.
I didnt do really badly, but it just didnt meet my own expectations.
Im just really disappointed, i've put in so much effort for dbe, is this what i deserve?
Yeah, i've said, this world is unfair, the sad thing is, sometimes you dont reap what you sow.
Putting in effort doesnt always mean that you can get what you want. But what can i do? Whats over is over, i can only work even harder, hoping that my results will be better in the next sem.
But the feeling, when you know that you should deserve something better yet you dont get it, that kind of feeling is really disappointing and discouraging.
Back to those same old posts, if only i am still on cruise, i dont have to face reality, and all these shit problems......
Sighhh, i dontwant to say my results here, but if anyone want to know, i can tell.
I just dontwant to say it in my blog, as if announcing to the whole world.
Anw, i've got nothing to be proud of. One dbe which i had put in so much effort but dont see the results. Another onow which is like character education and by right i shld have done well, but dont see the results too.
Yeah thats pretty bad, in poly its like this. Projects are like this, doesnt mean putting in effort will allow you to get good grades.
Whereas secondary school is like, if you study, mug like mad, u can do well.
Maybe in jc, thats the advantage over poly, except for their pw, the other subjects, if you are really mugging like mad, its still possible to get good grades.
But poly, it all depends on your tutor....
Sighh... at first i told myself, whatever the results are, dont be sad, dont be disappointed as long as i know i have done my very best.
But i cant help feeling sad upon seeing this kind of results, which i thought i would have done better....
Especially dbe, seriously, i've always got headache when i have projects for this module. Nevertheless, i've spend lots of time, effort in it.
But....
And moreover, econs and pacc are not included in this sem's computation of gpa, sighhh...
Let's just hope for the better....