What is wrong?

Hello guys, I'm taking some time off to blog because apparently i'm not really in the right mood to get to work. Have been feeling rather down for the whole day today. Well why? I dont really know the reason, but i guess its because of projects. I dont know why, but i am like so tired of projects. Though my projects submission dates are mainly next week and its almost done, but i just feel, so tired. I know i have been ranting about this since like 10000000 years ago. And everytime i said i'm busy/ stressed, its always because of projects. But i really am. I feel so exhausted. Not physically exhausted, mentally exhausted. I dont know how to describe this kind of feeling. Sleep doesnt help. I guess i have enough hours of sleep every day. But still, every day, i dread the thought of going to school, dread the thought of doing project. I just feel so tired and restless. So not motivated for anything :( Perhaps this is normal, or maybe, i've become lazier? But still, yes i really am tired. Its like, this kind of stress, tiredness have been accumulating for so long, and it doesnt help even if you allow me to sleep. Gosh, really but please, time pass really fast please. My motivation now is disney. Keep telling myself this is gonna be over real soon, and in no time, i'll see myself in America. Yes, hoping this is true, so time, please pass really quickly. I just dislike doing projects, dislike having to worry about this and that, dislike having to redo all my work over and over again just because it isn't good enough, dislike having to think so much and kill so much of my brain cells, dislike doing so much and in the end i've got so disappointed, dislike getting so stressed up!!!!!! I dislike the insecurity that is lying within me, dislike the low confidence within me, dislike feeling so inferior. I hope i can do more than this. I keep thinking that whatever i did wasn't enough, but what is enough? Who can tell me how much of efforts are needed to be enough? I'm tired of having to feel that i'm not being my best. Tired of feeling that i'm not doing enough. Maybe i'm too afraid to be at my best, too afraid to do too much because i'm just too afraid of disappointment. I hope i can be better, or is this my best? I know i'll pull through this, but... I just need someone to assure me, tell me i'm good enough. Someone who understands how i'm feeling, to tell me they know i've tried. Because i feel insecure about everything, because of the lack of confidence, i often don't have enough courage to do the best of what i actually can. Perhaps, to do better than what i'm currently doing. I'm trying to change this personality of mine, trying to be more confident with myself. But this doesnt comes easy you know. Hopefully, i'll end off this semester well, and it will allow me to see some potential in myself. Coz now, i just feel that i don't live up to my name. I'm not worth all the positions and status given to me.