Such a busy girl!

Hi people, i'm such a busy girl this few weeks, which explains why i didnt really blog for a few weeks.
You know, i always try to blog at least once every week coz i like to take down what happened, how im feeling and many many things. Well, but these few weeks i've got quite a lot of presentations, so yeah. Actually i still have a presentation tml but i'll take some time to blog.
Okay, I'll start off with last wednesday. I had a project which requires us to do research on religion. So for my group, we are supposed to do on Buddhism. We visited a temple, interviewed a monk and i would say i've learnt quite a bit from him.
Well, there's so much things i didnt know about Buddhism. And all the teachings, it really makes sense to me, and i feel its actually quite interesting. I used to think religion is quite boring, but when i really research about it, its quite interesting seriously.
And if there's one thing that i learnt from what the monk said, it would be, "You are the result of what you are".
I guess most of you would be able to understand what it means right? Its a simple meaning, whatever you do, you will get it back. You did something good, you'll get back something good. Similarly, you did something bad, you will get something bad. The results may not show immediately, but who knows, its just a matter of time. Yeah, so i would say, its quite a fruitful trip there.

Last saturday, went for my cousin's wedding in the afternoon. And after that, met up with wx to watch you are the apple of my eye. Seriously, i think the movie is so super nice!!! Not exaggerating but i really thinks its nice. Its funny, so sweet, so touching. Yeah, so for those who havent watch it, go watch!! I actually want to re-watch the movie. Its the first time i want to watch a movie for more than once. Coz usually, i'll think its like a waste of money to watch a movie again, since you already know the whole story plot. But this time round, i think its worth spending the money. I only met up with her for a short while though, coz it was rather late when we met. So, i wished that holidays come quickly, so we can go out again :))

Okay, so for now, i think i should focus on all my other presentations till i finished them. And my mst is coming really soon, less than two weeks from now. Sighh, havent even started studying yet. I think im in deep trouble this time round, for the first few weeks, i havent been listening in lectures. So there's quite a lot of things which i dont really understand. Okay nvm, i'll study hard, hopefully i can do well. You know, now i really envy the JC people, i know there's quite a lot of you who have finished your papers for A levels. Time flies you see. I've been saying this for so many times really. Two years have passed, and they are gonna graduate soon. And here i am, still stuck at poly year 2. One more year to go before i graduate. Sometimes i would think, what would it be like if i had chosen to go to JC? I would be finishing my two years of JC education, able to go to university in a few months' time. I would meet different kinds of people, i would (maybe) be happier than now? Not saying that im not happy with my current life, just that, this doesnt seemed to be the kind of poly life i wanted, or rather, what i've expected. I dont exactly know whats the difference, but, its just different from what i thought it would be 2 years ago. Yeah true, but so what? Since we cant turn back time, i should just put all my efforts to do well for poly, and i cant wait for the last sem oitp! :D

Yeap thats about all i want to say, need to get back to work pretty soon. I guess i'll be rather busy for the next two weeks till my papers are over, so i'll blog after that. Wish me good luck for the rest of my presentations and all the papers! ;DD
Ohoh, go listen to 那些年 in the movie you are the apple of my eye. Super nice song and i just keep replaying over and over again.




I know its important to spare a thought for others, but isnt it more important to spare a thought for myself? This time round, i really hope to make a decision for myself, not for anyone else. Afterall, i'm living for myself, not for others. I'll try my best, but if i ever change my mind, i hope you will understand.