Last week of school! :D

Hi people, this week is gonna be my last week of school.
The next week will be revision week, still have to come back for one or two presentations i think.
Well, most of my projects are cleared, im left with the last 2 presentations and everything will be over! (For this sem)
I have 2 tests on my revision week, which is the week after this, idk how am i gonna study coz apparently there isnt much time. Its quite ridiculous coz the test is on our revision week, just right after we cleared all our projects.
Well anw, i guess this coming week shall be a better one, im really damn damn tired for the past few weeks. Because i had to sleep late, because i had to worry about my projects, because i am so stress, i get mood swings so damn easily for the past few weeks, i seemed so restless everyday. And now that its gonna be all over soon, i hope everything's gonna go back to normal.
Anw, I went drinking with my friends for the past two days. But well, we didnt go to any bars, we were just sitting somewhere randomly getting cans of beer. Anw, dont worry, i didnt turn into a rebellous girl or something.
Its just that other people told me, and i realized it myself too, when i drink, i tend to be a lot more high, a lot happier, and i talk so much more than normal. Its much much much better than the emo me. They said i seemed more cheerful this few days and more crazy in fact. Hmmm maybe true? I cant totally not have mood swing, but at least, they dont see so much of my emo side recently. And dont get me wrong, i wont end up being a drunkard drinking everyday though. I shall just assume that i was over-stressed for the past few weeks, and probably, i wouldnt be so emo after this week?
Well of course, when i drink, i definitely wont get myself drunk, although everyone said i am, but i know clearly im not. So dont worry, i wont over-drink or something. I just wanted some form of celebration since all the projects are kind of over? But anw, its quite a good bonding session with all of them. Got to know the juniors a little better, and got a bit closer with them, which is a good thing.
And anw, next week there wont be trainings until exams ended, so i'll be much more free.
Hmm anw this few days, im just thinking about something which i cant make a decision.
I think i did mention in my previous post, i didnt get my rws scholarship. So well, now im actually considering whether i should go over to usa for my 6 months itp.
I would like to go for the experience, but see, its 6 months. I feel that im gonna lose out so much within this 6 months. Which is why im struggling to make a decision. So anyone, please give me some advice, should i or should i not?
Hmmm well if i decided to, i would need to save up, coz its actually quite a lot though there's subsidy by sp.
So im actually thinking of working this holiday, any lobang people?
And i havent been shopping for really long, need some money for shopping. Not v broke recently though coz previous few weeks didnt really go out and manage to save a little.
Well anw, that will be all for now, gonna update again sometime after my test or something.
Wish me luck for my revision! :D