I dont know how many times i need to repeat this.
But im sorry, im really sorry.
I've tried, really tried, but sometimes, trying isnt what we all want to see.
We want to see results, i know.
Im really sorry, just because of me, we have to be stuck here.
Just because of me, you all need to compensate so much more.
I know i shouldnt be thinking in this way, but its a fact.
Just because we are together as one, wherever i am, is wherever you guys are.
And just because of that, it makes me the selfish one.
Just because there's so little that i can do, it limits your capabilities.
It just doesnt feel good.
Giving up isnt what i want, moving on isnt what i can do.
So now, im just stuck here, seriously, going on and on...
My posts are so emo recently, coz my life is pretty messed up with everything.
Last 2 weeks is a total mess, i dont know what i've been doing in school, sleeping in lectures, tutorials, getting scolded by tutor, screwing up this and that.
I hope this week would be much better, really, thats how life is.
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