I dont have a choice.

Disappointment, damn damn disappointment.
Sighhh, yeah maybe its not that important, but still, its a huge disappointment.
Thinking of it now, im still disappointed, sad over it.
Im telling myself it doesnt matter, but still i cant help feeling so disappointed.
Sighh, dont worry, im not disappointed about anything else, just for myself.
Neither am i angry or sad about anything else, its just about myself.
Well, but whats over is over, stop thinking about it alright?

Some things are just so unpredictable.
I thought i told myself it will never happen, yeah thats what i had always thought, but now, it happened.
I cant explain why, but i just know, i have to stop this shit before everything goes wrong.
Idk how to, but somehow, i need to stop.
It doesnt feel good to carry on like this...
But you see, i dont have a choice. Dont have a choice in so many things, this is life....