Hello people, just a short post before i get on bed.
Well, fom project for this term is over! Handed in report today, had presentation today!
Alright, take note of my previous sentence, i said, fom project for this term.
Meaning, next term thr's another one, which is coming really soon, and we have to start it during the hols...
Alright but for this term, at least we've cleared one module, nope maybe two.
Had role play for bc last friday, pretty alright i guess, and grammar test on monday.
Felt so stupid for not revising through the grammar package on bb, coz most of the things are mainly the same.
Hmmm, so mst next week, i've just started on a little, just a little revision ytd, for my econs.
I did my dip plus tutorial just now, which is really so shit.
Dip plus is just like a maths, yeah. But sadly, that particular topic wasnt taught in a maths last time, but i think jc ppl do learn it.
Im like stuck at it, and the teacher teach really fast, i couldnt catch up.
So basically, i was so frustrated, coz i spent about 2 hrs just to do that few pathetic questions?
Reminds me of how i deal with o's in the past.
Alright nvm, nothing is impossible, just gonna try and try.
Hmmmm, tml sch will end at 11! I wanna feel how it's like to go home so early, havent been going home early for really long.
In fact, every wed, my lessons end at 11, but i got gymnast at 7.30, so in the end, even if i go home, i still have to be back in school, so it doesnt make a difference.
Shall make full use of my time tml to revise my work! :D
November 30, 2010
November 27, 2010
Just a little more,
Omg im finally done with the stupid shit fom report, though i think we still got to do some editing on monday.
WTF, im really freaking hell tired, this few days, i've been busy doing this stupid fom thinggy, which is so damn difficult, need tons and tons of information, i need to be freaking thick skinned and walk into the shop to ask the manager, need to do survey and many more things.
I've been sleeping rather late, and everytime i said i wanted to sleep earlier, nope i cant.
Yeah and im telling myself, just 2 more weeks, i hope things get much much better.
Hate this kind of busy life, when i cant even slack down for a little while, coz im so afraid i dont have the time to complete my work!
2 weeks later shall be the end of mst, this coming week will be so super hectic, seriously, im gonna chiong my revision like mad!
Well, so i had training today, coz of that report, me and fec have to do it in the first half of the training, and we cant train, and we miss out quite a bit.
Alright, but we joined in during the second half, coz we cant possibly go to school just to do that report and miss our whole saturday training right?
Training was fine, well at least not that bad.
But today was rather fun at the end, did some stunts which we normally wouldnt have the chance to.
Well, the sense of achievement i've got after completing the stunt, well i know i didnt do a good job at it. The 221, is rather cui, for my side, but at the v least, i managed to hold it there.
Alright my last training before mst, two weeks without training, finally a break!
Then after training, at first wanted to go home straight to complete report and ppt.
But but but, they keep saying its the last time we can go vivo, before our mst, if not we'll have to wait till so long later...
I was influence by all of them, so decided to go in the end.
Thats why i finished my report so late ):
Alright nvm, i'll just do up my ppt, try to rush things tml.
And concentrate on this coming week! Revision, revision and revision.
Omg jiayou to me, hang on there, just 2 more weeks!
WTF, im really freaking hell tired, this few days, i've been busy doing this stupid fom thinggy, which is so damn difficult, need tons and tons of information, i need to be freaking thick skinned and walk into the shop to ask the manager, need to do survey and many more things.
I've been sleeping rather late, and everytime i said i wanted to sleep earlier, nope i cant.
Yeah and im telling myself, just 2 more weeks, i hope things get much much better.
Hate this kind of busy life, when i cant even slack down for a little while, coz im so afraid i dont have the time to complete my work!
2 weeks later shall be the end of mst, this coming week will be so super hectic, seriously, im gonna chiong my revision like mad!
Well, so i had training today, coz of that report, me and fec have to do it in the first half of the training, and we cant train, and we miss out quite a bit.
Alright, but we joined in during the second half, coz we cant possibly go to school just to do that report and miss our whole saturday training right?
Training was fine, well at least not that bad.
But today was rather fun at the end, did some stunts which we normally wouldnt have the chance to.
Well, the sense of achievement i've got after completing the stunt, well i know i didnt do a good job at it. The 221, is rather cui, for my side, but at the v least, i managed to hold it there.
Alright my last training before mst, two weeks without training, finally a break!
Then after training, at first wanted to go home straight to complete report and ppt.
But but but, they keep saying its the last time we can go vivo, before our mst, if not we'll have to wait till so long later...
I was influence by all of them, so decided to go in the end.
Thats why i finished my report so late ):
Alright nvm, i'll just do up my ppt, try to rush things tml.
And concentrate on this coming week! Revision, revision and revision.
Omg jiayou to me, hang on there, just 2 more weeks!
November 24, 2010
If i had a choice,
Rather stressed with projects and cca recently.
Seriously wtf, idk what is wrong with me. I havent even started revision, its coming to the end of week 6, my mst is week 8. There's like not much time left, about 1 more week, and i havent started revising a single shit.
I hope i wont screw up my papers, i dont want to ):
Im just freaking busy with schoolwork, cca.
Thats all i have recently.
Well, so basically, just one marketing project is enough to drive me crazy. Coz we're all not so sure about what to do, and how to do it.
Sighhh i dont even know how i used to handle 3 or 4 projects in a week last sem.
Luckily i dont have to do that this sem.
Sighhhh im seriously so stress up, coz im so short of time.
I wish i have more than 24 hrs a day, sighhh...
Alright enough of my complaints, i shall make full use of my time, done a little part of the report, but im seriously freaking tired, so right now, im not gonna think about anything else, and i'll just shut my laptop, and go to bed, tml is a super long day.
I hope nothing unpleasant will happen tml, im already in such a bad mood this few days, dont worsen my mood please.
Im so fucked up with you, seriously, it's such a pity.
Seriously wtf, idk what is wrong with me. I havent even started revision, its coming to the end of week 6, my mst is week 8. There's like not much time left, about 1 more week, and i havent started revising a single shit.
I hope i wont screw up my papers, i dont want to ):
Im just freaking busy with schoolwork, cca.
Thats all i have recently.
Well, so basically, just one marketing project is enough to drive me crazy. Coz we're all not so sure about what to do, and how to do it.
Sighhh i dont even know how i used to handle 3 or 4 projects in a week last sem.
Luckily i dont have to do that this sem.
Sighhhh im seriously so stress up, coz im so short of time.
I wish i have more than 24 hrs a day, sighhh...
Alright enough of my complaints, i shall make full use of my time, done a little part of the report, but im seriously freaking tired, so right now, im not gonna think about anything else, and i'll just shut my laptop, and go to bed, tml is a super long day.
I hope nothing unpleasant will happen tml, im already in such a bad mood this few days, dont worsen my mood please.
Im so fucked up with you, seriously, it's such a pity.
November 21, 2010
Its just about taking the first step
I've thought a little.
In the past, i've always mentioned it, but i didnt really give it a serious thought.
So now, maybe its time, when i should seriously think about it.
I keep avoiding this, because i thought that things are gonna get better, i thought that i really cant bear to do it.
But, its just about taking the first step right? Maybe it isnt as bad as i thought.
I dont want to, i seriously dont want to, because its not easy for me to get right here. But, the question is: What's the point of all this?
I wont get anything right? I know, because i understand myself.
And this few days, i've been feeling much better.
There's really an impact on me, on my life.
So, should i or should i not?
In the past, i've always mentioned it, but i didnt really give it a serious thought.
So now, maybe its time, when i should seriously think about it.
I keep avoiding this, because i thought that things are gonna get better, i thought that i really cant bear to do it.
But, its just about taking the first step right? Maybe it isnt as bad as i thought.
I dont want to, i seriously dont want to, because its not easy for me to get right here. But, the question is: What's the point of all this?
I wont get anything right? I know, because i understand myself.
And this few days, i've been feeling much better.
There's really an impact on me, on my life.
So, should i or should i not?
November 19, 2010
In a split second,
Im blogging now coz im not in a good mood. Well, im not saying im in a bad mood, im just not in a good mood alright.
Its even weaker than i thought.
I'm not angry, not sad, but just disappointed.
If that was all that you meant, fine.
I forgot something, its human nature to be selfish. They didnt change, they just hide their flaws. We cant see it, doesnt mean it does not exist.
Its either everything or nothing.
And nothing, just says it all.
Just the same as others, totally the same.
Well, so we've seen everything.
Disappointment, is the only word for everything i've seen.
It is better to be thought of as a fool, rather than open your mouth to remove all doubt.
Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.
Its even weaker than i thought.
I'm not angry, not sad, but just disappointed.
If that was all that you meant, fine.
I forgot something, its human nature to be selfish. They didnt change, they just hide their flaws. We cant see it, doesnt mean it does not exist.
Its either everything or nothing.
And nothing, just says it all.
Just the same as others, totally the same.
Well, so we've seen everything.
Disappointment, is the only word for everything i've seen.
It is better to be thought of as a fool, rather than open your mouth to remove all doubt.
Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.
November 18, 2010
If things were much simpler,
Hey people, im back for a post.
Alright, im still sick btw, especially when im coughing quite badly.
I always takes v long to recover from cough.
Well nvm, whatever, i cant do anything about it either.
Anw, i was rather pissed off in class today.
Shouldnt really say everything in details, but let me ask, hows the feeling of being accused by others?
And the thing is, when its not the first time someone ever said so, in the presence of other people, worst still, the whole class.
Freaking hell angry with it, not like i did something wrong.
Can i ask, in Singapore, in such a fast-paced society with advanced technology, which kid/teenager will not use their handphone in lessons? I mean even if its just a short while?
Whats more, if you already done what you are suppose to do, anything wrong with using the phone? And the most important thing is, I HAVE ALREADY DONE WHAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD TO DO.
I've been concentrating, listening whenever she speaks, i merely used it after i've completed the questions, when there's no one speaking.
Am i not concentrating when she speaks? If you insist on saying it, fine, check your eyesight, i bet there's some problems with your eyes.
It just sucks when you get scolded for no freaking hell reason. And this is not the first time, seriously, i dont know whats the problem.
I dont understand why she has to pick on us, oh you mean there's no one else in the class using the handphone? No one else in the class eating? Its not like we arent paying attention to her.
Freaking pissed off seriously. I was quite okay just now, but thinking about it now makes my blood boils.
Seriously, you arent worth my respect, coz if you want others to respect you, you should know how to respect others in the first place.
Okay fine, i'll stop talking about it, not gonna let it affect my mood since tml its friday!
Sigghhh, anyway, num has the one-for-one sale again. Recently, they got lots of it.
There's one halloween special which was over not long ago, and now they have the christmas special.
Okay, i think i'll just get it since i wanted it, let me just spent a little more, and i promise, i wont spent until the christmas sale.
I really wanna go shopping! Preferably next monday, but we have to do our project ):
Sighhh hope can finish it early.
Alright, now is week 5, going to week 6, mst is on week 8, 3 more weeks to go. Not much time left, got to start revision really soon. I must do well for this mst!
Hmmm, sometimes you will feel so troubled about things, especially when you dont know what to do right? Coz you know how much it hurts, you wont want it to happen. Sighhh, then tell me, what should i do? Gonnna think think think about it, hopefully i'll get an answer.
Hmm well that'll be all for today, im going to bed soon (:
Alright, im still sick btw, especially when im coughing quite badly.
I always takes v long to recover from cough.
Well nvm, whatever, i cant do anything about it either.
Anw, i was rather pissed off in class today.
Shouldnt really say everything in details, but let me ask, hows the feeling of being accused by others?
And the thing is, when its not the first time someone ever said so, in the presence of other people, worst still, the whole class.
Freaking hell angry with it, not like i did something wrong.
Can i ask, in Singapore, in such a fast-paced society with advanced technology, which kid/teenager will not use their handphone in lessons? I mean even if its just a short while?
Whats more, if you already done what you are suppose to do, anything wrong with using the phone? And the most important thing is, I HAVE ALREADY DONE WHAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD TO DO.
I've been concentrating, listening whenever she speaks, i merely used it after i've completed the questions, when there's no one speaking.
Am i not concentrating when she speaks? If you insist on saying it, fine, check your eyesight, i bet there's some problems with your eyes.
It just sucks when you get scolded for no freaking hell reason. And this is not the first time, seriously, i dont know whats the problem.
I dont understand why she has to pick on us, oh you mean there's no one else in the class using the handphone? No one else in the class eating? Its not like we arent paying attention to her.
Freaking pissed off seriously. I was quite okay just now, but thinking about it now makes my blood boils.
Seriously, you arent worth my respect, coz if you want others to respect you, you should know how to respect others in the first place.
Okay fine, i'll stop talking about it, not gonna let it affect my mood since tml its friday!
Sigghhh, anyway, num has the one-for-one sale again. Recently, they got lots of it.
There's one halloween special which was over not long ago, and now they have the christmas special.
Okay, i think i'll just get it since i wanted it, let me just spent a little more, and i promise, i wont spent until the christmas sale.
I really wanna go shopping! Preferably next monday, but we have to do our project ):
Sighhh hope can finish it early.
Alright, now is week 5, going to week 6, mst is on week 8, 3 more weeks to go. Not much time left, got to start revision really soon. I must do well for this mst!
Hmmm, sometimes you will feel so troubled about things, especially when you dont know what to do right? Coz you know how much it hurts, you wont want it to happen. Sighhh, then tell me, what should i do? Gonnna think think think about it, hopefully i'll get an answer.
Hmm well that'll be all for today, im going to bed soon (:
November 16, 2010
Taking big steps,
Hi all, i realized its almost a week and i didnt blog, got the sudden urge to blog so here i go.
Alright im sick, im coughing quite badly.
Not having a fever though, i think its pretty much got to do with the weather nowadays.
There's so many people falling sick.
LOL, when i went for my saturday training, actually im already sick, but i bought drink, and i shared with so many people.
And i think i spread my germs to so many ppl too, and in the end, so many ppl fall sick too.
Sorry to those whom i spread to, well, those that didnt, i shall say, your immune system is strong enough! :D
I wish my body immune system is strong too, i realized im quite weak, always falling sick, every few months there's gonna be once.
Alright, lets not talk about my sickness, spoils the mood.
Hmmmm, anyway coz im coughing quite badly today, i decided not to go for training, and i have the mc okay, not just skip for fun.
Yeah but i feel rather bad, coz tml is ph, no gymnast, sat i have a wedding to attend, not able to go also.
Well, nvm just take it as a break for me since i always claim that im tired.
So hows school? As usual, lessons are boring. Okay, but i've been paying much more attention during lessons.
Oh talking about school, dont know why, recently saw quite a few hot guys in sb, i tht there isnt much hot guys in sb lol.
Hahaha, fine, i'll stop saying it, but seriously, thats what i observe recently as compared to last sem when i always dont see any in sb!
Anw, tml is ph, it will be a day out!!!
Finally, there's another ph, gonna spend the day with sh and wx, well, wanted to go marina barrage for picnic, but wx said its the monsoon season, might be raining, so we drop the idea.
Well, so we just decided to head to any shopping mall, eat, chat, camwhore or whatsoever, well, it doesnt really matter where you are going, what matters is who you are going out with isnt it?
Im sure tml's gonna be fun coz it has been a long time since i last saw them!
Alright anw, im suppose to do my fom research now, arrrrrhhhhh im quite frustrated with fom, i dont seem to be able to find the info that i need.
Even if i spent hours trying to find the info on the net, sigghhhh but i dont want to do badly for the CA1, i know i've been slacking this term, but i dont wish to screw up my mst and pbl, its really important to me.
COME ON, BUCK UP NLJ!
IM GONNA DO WELL FOR THIS CA1, GONNA BE TOTALLY PREPARED FOR IT.
Having said so, i should be doing the research now, but but but, im seriously feeling so tired after taking the medicine, i think i'll just go and sleep first.
Well, not that i want to slack now, but im seriously tired, i think i'll wake up earlier to do tml, or wait till i come back home tml.
I'll definitely find time to do it alright!
Okay, goodnight and goodbye, im going to my dreams.
Alright im sick, im coughing quite badly.
Not having a fever though, i think its pretty much got to do with the weather nowadays.
There's so many people falling sick.
LOL, when i went for my saturday training, actually im already sick, but i bought drink, and i shared with so many people.
And i think i spread my germs to so many ppl too, and in the end, so many ppl fall sick too.
Sorry to those whom i spread to, well, those that didnt, i shall say, your immune system is strong enough! :D
I wish my body immune system is strong too, i realized im quite weak, always falling sick, every few months there's gonna be once.
Alright, lets not talk about my sickness, spoils the mood.
Hmmmm, anyway coz im coughing quite badly today, i decided not to go for training, and i have the mc okay, not just skip for fun.
Yeah but i feel rather bad, coz tml is ph, no gymnast, sat i have a wedding to attend, not able to go also.
Well, nvm just take it as a break for me since i always claim that im tired.
So hows school? As usual, lessons are boring. Okay, but i've been paying much more attention during lessons.
Oh talking about school, dont know why, recently saw quite a few hot guys in sb, i tht there isnt much hot guys in sb lol.
Hahaha, fine, i'll stop saying it, but seriously, thats what i observe recently as compared to last sem when i always dont see any in sb!
Anw, tml is ph, it will be a day out!!!
Finally, there's another ph, gonna spend the day with sh and wx, well, wanted to go marina barrage for picnic, but wx said its the monsoon season, might be raining, so we drop the idea.
Well, so we just decided to head to any shopping mall, eat, chat, camwhore or whatsoever, well, it doesnt really matter where you are going, what matters is who you are going out with isnt it?
Im sure tml's gonna be fun coz it has been a long time since i last saw them!
Alright anw, im suppose to do my fom research now, arrrrrhhhhh im quite frustrated with fom, i dont seem to be able to find the info that i need.
Even if i spent hours trying to find the info on the net, sigghhhh but i dont want to do badly for the CA1, i know i've been slacking this term, but i dont wish to screw up my mst and pbl, its really important to me.
COME ON, BUCK UP NLJ!
IM GONNA DO WELL FOR THIS CA1, GONNA BE TOTALLY PREPARED FOR IT.
Having said so, i should be doing the research now, but but but, im seriously feeling so tired after taking the medicine, i think i'll just go and sleep first.
Well, not that i want to slack now, but im seriously tired, i think i'll wake up earlier to do tml, or wait till i come back home tml.
I'll definitely find time to do it alright!
Okay, goodnight and goodbye, im going to my dreams.
November 10, 2010
Uncontrolled emotions,
Im in no position to say anything, i know.
Yet, i just cant help it.
I dont think you would even bother whether i shed a single tear or not.
Perhaps im doing too much previously, and now, i dont know whats wrong.
I dont know why it turns out like that, i cant help getting depress over it.
But i know, you wont care, its just that i have no right to say anything else, no right to blame you at all.
You arent oblige to care for me.
Yet, i just cant help it.
I dont think you would even bother whether i shed a single tear or not.
Perhaps im doing too much previously, and now, i dont know whats wrong.
I dont know why it turns out like that, i cant help getting depress over it.
But i know, you wont care, its just that i have no right to say anything else, no right to blame you at all.
You arent oblige to care for me.
Keep going on...
Today is such a bad day, hmm maybe i should say its an unlucky day.
Oh no not today, i just realized the time now is 1 plus, so i mean yesterday.
Yesterday's training was ermm... really tiring i guess, idk why so tiring.
And the bad thing is, i fell down countless times from the stunt.
Falling down is alright, but i landed on the floor for many times too.
I hit my head once or twice, got punch on the forehead and lips ))):
My lips is really painful coz when i got punched, my teeth bit the lips and it started to bleed.
Alright but now its okay.
Well, not others' fault though, its my fault for leaning back too early.
And accidents do happen, so its alright :D
Okkayy, lets just stay strong and endure through all these.
Tml there's gymnast, sighhhh lesson start at 9, end at 11.
Gymnast start at 7, 8 hours in school!!!! WTH!!!
Its has been like that for the past few weeks, but first two weeks im busy with doing the props, last week i've got homework to occupy me.
And for tml, nothing much to do, coz i already did my tutorials, and i only need to study for a short quiz on thursday.
Omg i seriously think im wasting my precious time.
Well but i think the rest of the week is gonna be quite alright :D
Off topic a little.
Nvm, you people wont understand what im trying to say either, just that i need to say it out.
Actually all these while, i've been trying.
Everytime i tried, i've failed, but i told myself, i cant continue on like this, i've got to do something.
Yeah, so right now, i dont know whether what im doing is right, but i know, it doesnt feel good.
I dont know what else i can do, coz it wasnt even right in the first place.
I dont know if you ever care, perhaps you do realise, just that it means nothing.
So im telling myself, keep trying, till its all over.
And when its all over, perhaps thats the time when everything will be back same again.
Back to topic, yeah, so now, im really tired.
I revised a little for my quiz on thursday, anw i've got two quizzes on thu, not much percentage but fine, im just kiasu alright.
Perhaps coz i've been slacking too much for the past two weeks, and i seriously feel that i should compensate to it.
Okay alright, im seriously tired, just waiting for my laptop to be fully charged and i'll just shut it down and get to bed straight away.
Okay, i should prepare first, go wash up and everything.
Goodbye people! :D
Oh no not today, i just realized the time now is 1 plus, so i mean yesterday.
Yesterday's training was ermm... really tiring i guess, idk why so tiring.
And the bad thing is, i fell down countless times from the stunt.
Falling down is alright, but i landed on the floor for many times too.
I hit my head once or twice, got punch on the forehead and lips ))):
My lips is really painful coz when i got punched, my teeth bit the lips and it started to bleed.
Alright but now its okay.
Well, not others' fault though, its my fault for leaning back too early.
And accidents do happen, so its alright :D
Okkayy, lets just stay strong and endure through all these.
Tml there's gymnast, sighhhh lesson start at 9, end at 11.
Gymnast start at 7, 8 hours in school!!!! WTH!!!
Its has been like that for the past few weeks, but first two weeks im busy with doing the props, last week i've got homework to occupy me.
And for tml, nothing much to do, coz i already did my tutorials, and i only need to study for a short quiz on thursday.
Omg i seriously think im wasting my precious time.
Well but i think the rest of the week is gonna be quite alright :D
Off topic a little.
Nvm, you people wont understand what im trying to say either, just that i need to say it out.
Actually all these while, i've been trying.
Everytime i tried, i've failed, but i told myself, i cant continue on like this, i've got to do something.
Yeah, so right now, i dont know whether what im doing is right, but i know, it doesnt feel good.
I dont know what else i can do, coz it wasnt even right in the first place.
I dont know if you ever care, perhaps you do realise, just that it means nothing.
So im telling myself, keep trying, till its all over.
And when its all over, perhaps thats the time when everything will be back same again.
Back to topic, yeah, so now, im really tired.
I revised a little for my quiz on thursday, anw i've got two quizzes on thu, not much percentage but fine, im just kiasu alright.
Perhaps coz i've been slacking too much for the past two weeks, and i seriously feel that i should compensate to it.
Okay alright, im seriously tired, just waiting for my laptop to be fully charged and i'll just shut it down and get to bed straight away.
Okay, i should prepare first, go wash up and everything.
Goodbye people! :D
November 4, 2010
Its a break!
HELLO!!!
Its public holiday tml, we've got a longer weekend!
Yay, whats more, there's no training on saturday!!! HOORAY!!!!
Alright, let me just talk a bit about this week.
This week is much much better coz the cheer for the woman event has ended, and we are more free now, not so stress anymore.
Hmmm, at least this few days i've been sleeping earlier, and i've not been falling asleep in lectures and tutorials anymore!
I rmb, i slept at 9 plus on sunday and monday, coz i said i want to get back all my sleep, have more rest!
Alright, but anw, this week is so much better, indeed i had enough rest i guess.
And seriously, i did all my tutorials this week! Im so proud of myself, i managed to find time to do them!
Hmm, so training was on as usual on tue, i was so emo on tue too, just by looking at the posts you will know. I guess most of you should know why, coz i couldnt do the stunt well, i keep wasting my bases' time and i keep injuring them.
Yeah, but now im fine, i should just try harder, a lot more harder, if i dont want to injured them, dont want to waste their time, dont want to slow down their progress, i should train harder! So jiayou to me!!!!
Okay then wednesday was gymnast. Gymnast is so much better than training, coz its so slack, just that stretching was painful.
Omg, something damn stupid happened!
I know its damn funny, coz everyone laughed at me at that moment.
Coz the coach was helping me to do bridge, i went down, and i was about to come up.
He was pushing my waist up to help me get up, but the thing is, one of his leg was actually stepping on my hair and i didnt know, until the moment when he pushed me up.
And all i felt was PAIN!
Omg, then i've got so mnay strands of hair on the maps, coz he stepped and my hair got pulled out!
I swear its damn freaking pain, and everyone was laughing, lol even i was laughing.
Omg my hair is so important to me in order for me to remain as a jellyfish :D
Alright and for today, a super long day, i didnt go for training coz i had dip plus.
Econs tutorial was much better than expected, at least i listened to her, didnt get scolded.
Hmmm, we were all slacking at fc4 while waiting for my dip plus and their training.
Lol, love the times with gusto! :D
Oh and dip plus was quite awkward, coz there's this guy behind who doesnt have the tb, so i shared with him.
And it feels weird la, quite awkward coz i dont really dare to talk to him and he dont really dare to talk to me.
Lol, nah whatever.
Alright, i'll be going shopping tml!
I havent been shopping for so super long coz im damn broke.
But this few weeks i've saved up a little, so its shopping time! Also time for me to relax coz im really stressed out recently!
Okay, i'll blog again some other time, goodbye people! :)
Its public holiday tml, we've got a longer weekend!
Yay, whats more, there's no training on saturday!!! HOORAY!!!!
Alright, let me just talk a bit about this week.
This week is much much better coz the cheer for the woman event has ended, and we are more free now, not so stress anymore.
Hmmm, at least this few days i've been sleeping earlier, and i've not been falling asleep in lectures and tutorials anymore!
I rmb, i slept at 9 plus on sunday and monday, coz i said i want to get back all my sleep, have more rest!
Alright, but anw, this week is so much better, indeed i had enough rest i guess.
And seriously, i did all my tutorials this week! Im so proud of myself, i managed to find time to do them!
Hmm, so training was on as usual on tue, i was so emo on tue too, just by looking at the posts you will know. I guess most of you should know why, coz i couldnt do the stunt well, i keep wasting my bases' time and i keep injuring them.
Yeah, but now im fine, i should just try harder, a lot more harder, if i dont want to injured them, dont want to waste their time, dont want to slow down their progress, i should train harder! So jiayou to me!!!!
Okay then wednesday was gymnast. Gymnast is so much better than training, coz its so slack, just that stretching was painful.
Omg, something damn stupid happened!
I know its damn funny, coz everyone laughed at me at that moment.
Coz the coach was helping me to do bridge, i went down, and i was about to come up.
He was pushing my waist up to help me get up, but the thing is, one of his leg was actually stepping on my hair and i didnt know, until the moment when he pushed me up.
And all i felt was PAIN!
Omg, then i've got so mnay strands of hair on the maps, coz he stepped and my hair got pulled out!
I swear its damn freaking pain, and everyone was laughing, lol even i was laughing.
Omg my hair is so important to me in order for me to remain as a jellyfish :D
Alright and for today, a super long day, i didnt go for training coz i had dip plus.
Econs tutorial was much better than expected, at least i listened to her, didnt get scolded.
Hmmm, we were all slacking at fc4 while waiting for my dip plus and their training.
Lol, love the times with gusto! :D
Oh and dip plus was quite awkward, coz there's this guy behind who doesnt have the tb, so i shared with him.
And it feels weird la, quite awkward coz i dont really dare to talk to him and he dont really dare to talk to me.
Lol, nah whatever.
Alright, i'll be going shopping tml!
I havent been shopping for so super long coz im damn broke.
But this few weeks i've saved up a little, so its shopping time! Also time for me to relax coz im really stressed out recently!
Okay, i'll blog again some other time, goodbye people! :)
November 2, 2010
To be stuck in between,
I dont know how many times i need to repeat this.
But im sorry, im really sorry.
I've tried, really tried, but sometimes, trying isnt what we all want to see.
We want to see results, i know.
Im really sorry, just because of me, we have to be stuck here.
Just because of me, you all need to compensate so much more.
I know i shouldnt be thinking in this way, but its a fact.
Just because we are together as one, wherever i am, is wherever you guys are.
And just because of that, it makes me the selfish one.
Just because there's so little that i can do, it limits your capabilities.
It just doesnt feel good.
Giving up isnt what i want, moving on isnt what i can do.
So now, im just stuck here, seriously, going on and on...
My posts are so emo recently, coz my life is pretty messed up with everything.
Last 2 weeks is a total mess, i dont know what i've been doing in school, sleeping in lectures, tutorials, getting scolded by tutor, screwing up this and that.
I hope this week would be much better, really, thats how life is.
But im sorry, im really sorry.
I've tried, really tried, but sometimes, trying isnt what we all want to see.
We want to see results, i know.
Im really sorry, just because of me, we have to be stuck here.
Just because of me, you all need to compensate so much more.
I know i shouldnt be thinking in this way, but its a fact.
Just because we are together as one, wherever i am, is wherever you guys are.
And just because of that, it makes me the selfish one.
Just because there's so little that i can do, it limits your capabilities.
It just doesnt feel good.
Giving up isnt what i want, moving on isnt what i can do.
So now, im just stuck here, seriously, going on and on...
My posts are so emo recently, coz my life is pretty messed up with everything.
Last 2 weeks is a total mess, i dont know what i've been doing in school, sleeping in lectures, tutorials, getting scolded by tutor, screwing up this and that.
I hope this week would be much better, really, thats how life is.
November 1, 2010
I dont have a choice.
Disappointment, damn damn disappointment.
Sighhh, yeah maybe its not that important, but still, its a huge disappointment.
Thinking of it now, im still disappointed, sad over it.
Im telling myself it doesnt matter, but still i cant help feeling so disappointed.
Sighh, dont worry, im not disappointed about anything else, just for myself.
Neither am i angry or sad about anything else, its just about myself.
Well, but whats over is over, stop thinking about it alright?
Some things are just so unpredictable.
I thought i told myself it will never happen, yeah thats what i had always thought, but now, it happened.
I cant explain why, but i just know, i have to stop this shit before everything goes wrong.
Idk how to, but somehow, i need to stop.
It doesnt feel good to carry on like this...
But you see, i dont have a choice. Dont have a choice in so many things, this is life....
Sighhh, yeah maybe its not that important, but still, its a huge disappointment.
Thinking of it now, im still disappointed, sad over it.
Im telling myself it doesnt matter, but still i cant help feeling so disappointed.
Sighh, dont worry, im not disappointed about anything else, just for myself.
Neither am i angry or sad about anything else, its just about myself.
Well, but whats over is over, stop thinking about it alright?
Some things are just so unpredictable.
I thought i told myself it will never happen, yeah thats what i had always thought, but now, it happened.
I cant explain why, but i just know, i have to stop this shit before everything goes wrong.
Idk how to, but somehow, i need to stop.
It doesnt feel good to carry on like this...
But you see, i dont have a choice. Dont have a choice in so many things, this is life....
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