I miss you guys...

Tomorrow is my last paper.
Oh well, after tomorrow, i've got so much time to slack, to take a break which i've long wanted.
But but but, after so long without cca, i miss you guys.
Awwww... when there's training and everything, its so tiring, without training it feels weird too.
Alright i rather have training.
But i dont really have the mood for the training camp.
Sighhh i dont know why, perhaps i just dont want to train and train and train like mad.
You see, its TRAINING CAMP.
For so training camp is suppose to be a camp that make you train like mad, and torture you until the very last minute when they break camp :(
Sighh, but speaking of training, i havent been training for really long, and im definitely gonna suffer terribly during the camp....
Ohhhhh gossshhhh, i feel that my ankle still havent really recover.
Whats worse, my wrist starts to hurt again.
Ohhh mannn, you see i really wanna start training for napfa, in fact i wanted to start like few weeks ago, but unfortunately i fell down and injured myself.
Okay, but my ankle has been much better, i dont care, im gonna go for jogging almost everyday after my exams.
This is really bad, just now i tried my standing broad jump, what the shit, its like super terrible.
I guess im afraid that i will injure my ankle again, and i dont really dare to jump, and the distance is freaking short.
OHHHH GOSSSH, I NEED TO REACH AT LEAST 174 FOR STANDING BROAD JUMP.
WHAT CRAP?!
Okay although im still 16, but just to be safe, i need to target 174.
But, its still so far from the actual distance that i always jumped.
Sighhhh, how to improve on standing broad jump? Its my worse station ever :(
Nah, i guess the only thing i can do is to keep jumping, and keep praying.

Alright, anw recently i've develop interest in baking :D
Hmmm, maybe not recently, actually all along i've got interest in baking.
I would love to bake cookies, cakes and stuff like that.
Yeah and i've just got an oven, though its rather small, but still able to bake cookies.
Yeah im gonna try that after exams.
Anyone wants to be my guinea pig?
Okok sorry, its too early to say this now, wait till i have my first attempt.

Ohhhh and wish me luck for my last paper tml, its econs.
Oh yeah speaking of that, i went to blackboard and wanted to print some past year papers, apparently there is only the previous year uploaded.
And i already did that one, i've got nothing to practice for econs.
ACtually i dont really know how to study for econs though, i often just read through the notes, memorize some definitions, and read through tutorials.
Alright whatever, i dont wanna have high expectations for the papers.
I just hope for an A, thats not too much to ask for right?
Lol, for some modules i actually hope to get full marks, but actually we wont even get to know our marks, we will only know our final grade.
And anw, so what if i get full marks? I mean in the end, the computation of the gpa is by the grade and not the marks.
Why set such high expectations and stress myself out?
No expectations, no disappointment.
True, often when i have high hopes on something, i often get so disappointed in the end, get so hurt, and blame myself for being so gullible and foolish.
Okay, i dont wanna screw my last paper, in fact i dont want to screw any papers, but at least, i dont want to feel that my efforts have been wasted.
Pray hard for my last paper, oh yeah and there's still the cruise briefing tml after the paper which is like so late?
I thought we should be out enjoying ourselves after exams?
Okay whatever, anyway we have lots of time to do that.
Goodbye i have nothing more to say.