I make my choices

Today was a nice day.
Its simple though, just a simple lunch, and walking around randomly.
But it doesnt mean that a simple gathering/trip cant make you happy.
Initially, supposed to have lunch with weihong, shaohui, desmond and weixuan.
But desmond cant make it, and weixuan is late, expected it.
Ohh wait wait, shaohui is also late, though most of the time he is the earliest.
So actually me and weihong waited for quite some time at the mrt station?
Yeah and we had lunch at sumo house.
LOL okay, one thing about sumo house, the food there never changes, still taste as awful as before, and the music there never changes.
Well, but obviously, we went there not because of the food, but because its just a place full of memories.
Well, we only want to go there coz it has been a long time since we last went.
I still remember last time when we were in ctss, when we always cant decide what to have for lunch, we'll just settle for sumo house.
Though the food isnt nice, but thats one of the cheapest, and something which isnt fast-food.
Yeah, so we went back there and i had my usual salmon teriyaki which i think it still taste awful.
But nvm.
Alright, so we ate and chatted for awhile.
Talking about jc life, poly life and things..
Yeah perhaps jc life is kinda chaotic, but maybe it goes the same for poly?
We've just got to face the fact that we are no longer in secondary school, and hence everything have changed, in terms of the workload and the circle of friends.
Actually i feel that this kind of random gatherings are rather nice, well though its a simple lunch, but at least we got to meet up, and we get to know how each other's lives are right now.
Maybe at times when you're tired with your life right now, meeting up with your fellow friends whom you have not seen for long will make you feel better.
Yeap, and then we went to big bookshop, walk around aimlessly while waiting for wx, which is like forever.
Finally after a few hrs, she came..
And we left clementi, weihong went home and we head over to marina square.
Haha it was just random, idk why we go there, but sh has to get something, so we just went somewhere.
At marina square, we just walked around after sh got what he wanted.
Yeah, oh i have to mentioned something great that i did.
I resist my temptation of buying things!
Coz we went to num, and they have a sale over there..
Yeap, and it was like 50% storewide for any 2 items.
And i wanted to get their flipflops at first.
But the thing is i actually bought another pair of flipflop a week ago.
So if i were to buy again, its kinda a waste of money coz i dont always wear them.
But i really wanted to get it, and there was a lady there, she wanted to get one pair too and she suggested each of us could get one each.
Yeah at first i agreed, but after thinking for a while, i decided not to.
Coz i shouldnt be wasting money like that right?
Its not like i need it, its just because i wanted to get an extra one which isnt of much use to me.
So i told her i dont want it anymore, omg and when i left i feel so bad about it.
Yeah actually im always like that..
Sometimes i feel that i dont really need something, but i will get it just because its cheap, theres sale, or its within my budget, or the first look at it i wanted it.
But when i got it home, i will always regret.
Thats why i always feel that im broke, coz i spend money on things which i dont need, dont want, or sometimes dont like.
Yeah, i have to kick this habit of mine, change!

But speaking of that, i've really got lots of things i wanna get!
Many many, and the worse thing is holidays are coming, and i'll definitely spend some money during the hols :(
I need to control myself.
Hmmm lets see what i wanna get, oh yeah anw just a reminder, my birthday is nxt month, haha just in case some of you dont know what to get for me, you can consider what i want.
Hmmm, i want to get a bagpack!
Ohhh num bagpacks are sooooooo super nice.
Yeah but im seriously broke.
Haha but i dont mind jansport, dickies or anything else that is nice :D
Ermm i wanna get more nail polish.
I just enjoy painting my nails, and i enjoy collecting many different colours of nail polish.
Yeah and recently, i went into etude house and i really love the nail polish over there!
Okay next, actually i still wanna get the num flipflops!
Though i said its a waste of money, but if i have the money, then why not?
Haha, or if someone is gonna get for me, then why not?
Hahaha *hint*
Though chinese believed that you cant give someone a shoe as a present, but nvm, i wont mind, this is an exception coz i asked for it.
Hmm next, i want to get some accessories for myself.
Yeah i know accessories is like a waste of money, but girls cant do without them.
And i love those accessories from chomel, coz they've got really special and lovely designs.
What else?
Ohh i want to get another bag besides the bagpack.
Some other bag which is suitable for school and for going out, yeah and which isnt too big, isnt too small.
I know im troublesome, yeah i know, and when i always go shopping, thats the problem i have, and im always indecisive.
Ooooh and something which i always wanted to get: clothes!
More and more clothes coz i always feel that im lack of clothes!!!!!
Haha i dont mind receiving some kind of voucher for my birthday, and i'll be happily shopping away.
Yeah thats about it, for now thats what i can think of.
Hahaha so if anyone of you dont know what u can get for me, thats just a list of things which you can consider :)
Dont blame me for being thick skinned and demanding others for presents, im just saying things which i like and which i find practical.
Seriously, sometimes i dislike others giving me presents for my birthday which is not practical at all.
I appreciate their presents, but i would rather they spend their money on something else..
I mean, whats the point of getting a soft toy when all you could was to placed them somewhere to collect dust?
Or any other small little gifts which you couldnt do anything but can only placed them somewhere, in some corner, which no one can see except for you and your family memebers.
But i think the best thing that everyone wants to receive is sincerity.
I mean thats what everyone wants to see, its the thoughts that counts.
Even if there's nothing, but with just a few words that comes from the bottom of your heart, others would be grateful.
Alright, i'll stop talking about what i want.
Coz there's lots of times when you just wouldnt get what you want.
In life, we've to accept all this.
Okay, back to topic.
Yeah, so for today, we went out, and i didnt do any studying.
But i studied quite a little yesterday, i'll chiong tml.
Yeapp, i'll blog again someother time.