Our memories - DTRM cruise trip :D

Hello people!
Im back from my 4D3N cruise trip to phuket and langkawi :D
Well, this trip obviously is fun though i wasnt looking forward to it at first.
Yeah, but i did enjoy myself when i went there, just that our schedule is quite tight, and when we went over to phuket and langkawi, we had to rush, but i still managed to do a little shopping! :D
Alright, this post is full of photos(definitely), i've still got lots of them which i need to upload to fb, these photos over here are just a small part of all that i have taken.
I've spend quite a lot of time doing the photos, yeah coz i dont think you guys will know how is it like if this is a wordy post. But, you guys wont be able to tell how fun is it just by looking at the pictures either. So, warning: this is a really long post, spend some time reading it, coz i spend lots of time blogging :D

Alright, so presenting to you superstar virgo, where i've been on for the past 4 days!



I decided to keep this as a memory for part of the cruise. My access card/ room card.



So this was when we were waiting to be check in at harbourfront. We were really bored coz we waited for 2 hrs or so? Yeah but obviously we walked around a little.



Yes, and after the few hrs which is like forever, we finally made it in, and we went to our cabin. Anyway, for ours, there's 4 person in a cabin. It may be a little squeezy for 4 persons, but actually it isnt as bad as i thought.



And then we went out of our cabins, and explore around. We were like country bumpkins there. LOL, we just went all around and took pictures almost everywhere, wherever we think its nice.



There's more of it....



Alright, this is a picture of the water. Obviously this isnt the water of singapore coz its clear blue. It's really nice, i dont think we get to see the blue waters in singapore.



Around the cruise...



Alright, we reached phuket on the second day in the evening. So we head over to phuket fantasea, a theme park over there. Its quite beautiful at night, when you see all the lights. And we watched the show, i must say, its really nice. Though there are some parts which are slightly more boring, but most of it was nice, especially the elephant part. Lol, they are really cute. Yes, i mentioned before, we are like country bumpkins.



And on the third day, we reached langkawi, and head over to a resort, four seasons resort. We explored around the place, this is what tourism students should be doing. Its really pretty over there, but the rates are expernsive too!



Over there, their suite with the lowest price is about 5800RM per night, which is about 2400 plus sing dollars. And its the lowest price. They have a royal suite, which is 21000RM per night, omg thats crazy. The pictures over here are the suite with the lowest price, but its already very nice. Cant imagaine how comfortable the royal suite would be. Alright, so they have a walk-in wardrobe, jacuzzi, indoor and outdoor shower and lots more... The outdoor shower is really cool, dont worry, no one will peep. But its really nice. Luckily i am a tourism student and i have this opportunity to step in there.

Yes, and just because of this, i've decided to get a really rich husband in the future. Either my husband has to be rich, or i have to be rich. But i rather enjoy life by letting my husband be rich. Well, im not money-faced, coz tell me who doesnt want money?
Well but if im materialistic, i admit it. But who doesnt want to enjoy life isnt it? True, but money arent everything, so there's gonna be this guy who's rich and who's nice too. Yeah i wish i can find, maybe in my dreams.



And this are the food for gala night dinner. There's the appetizer, soup, main course and dessert. Well, the food isnt really wonderful, but its not that bad either. In fact, all our food on board was pretty okay.



Alright, then there's many many pictures for gala night, more of it which i didnt upload here. I guess everyone made the effort to prepare for it though its just a dinner. Okay, everyone looks stunning last night :D








And over there, we made friends with some australians.
They are really friendly, oh and humerous too. Enjoyed chatting with them. I think we chatted for quite long, till about 1 or 2 am. The restaurant was about to close and i think the staff were just waiting for us to leave, we were the only customers there.

So after our dinner, we went over to galaxy of stars, sat there, talk a little, and look at others playing games. As in those kind of games when they would invite couples up on stage, and ask some questions, or ask them to dance together. And actually we arent allowed to stay after 11 if we are under 18, but we didnt speak, they didnt ask. Yeah and after the games, they opened the dance floor. At first we didnt join in, but after a while, all of us joined in and dance. Was quite fun though i didnt know how to dance, i just remembered myself being so crazy, twisting, turning and laughing, grabbing others to dance with me.


Then there's our last day over there, we grab hold of the opportunities to take the last few photos we could.



And finally, home sweet home. Back home feeling super tired. But i didnt sleep surprisingly, im still awake now.



Okay so in all, this cruise trip is fabulous!
I really like the feeling of being on a cruise, when you can go out to feel the sea breeze whenever you want, and go back to the cabin when you're tired.
This 4 days definitely left some memories for all of us.
And its an eye-opener for me especially when i visited the phuket fantasea and four seasons resort in langkawi.
And i've also made friends from other countries! :D
Well, not forgetting the food over there.
We can have 6 meals per day, but obviously we didnt eat that much. But its still quite a lot especially when there's the buffet on board, and their serving is for non-buffet restaurants are alot.
I really feel as if i had gain 5kg. OMG, i've got to slim down this holiday, got to do some exercise!
Yeah thats pretty much for the cruise trip.
Oh anw i've got napfa test tml, my greatest fear - standing broad jump.
Im not really prepared, i just came back today, and i didnt do anything for the past few days.
Gosh, but im gonna try my best. And yes, have confidence in myself, I CAN DO IT! :D
That's about it, im still gonna go upload photos on fb, yes do remember to check out my photos on fb, its much clearer over there since the photos are bigger, and there's more of it!
That's it, bye!

Leave everything behind,

Hi just one more post before i leave for my cruise trip tml.
I have to reach school at around 9 tml, so i have to sleep early.
Alright, just a quick one i hope.
Im just rather pissed off just now, coz i was trying to stuff all those things into my small little pathetic bag.
Well at first i wanted to bring a luggage over, but the luggage is seriously too big.
Even my mum said its big, and it will be so weird to bring it there.
I mean im just going on a 3/4 days cruise trip, and im bringing such a big luggage there? Others will think im crazy.
Okay, so i decided to bring another smaller bag, but i had such a difficult time putting everything inside.
Yes finally i did it, but there's still some things which i need to squeeze inside tml.
Seriously, im not really looking forward to this cruise.
Idk why, but im still gonna be more positive, hope its fun.
I'll just take this trip as a time for me to relax?
An opportunity for me to leave all these shit problems behind, have a little fun, and hopefully when im back in a few days time, im perfectly alright.
Yeah im telling myself to let go of all these shit, no problem for me.
I'll come back and update about the cruise trip alright?
Yeah, and i went for a mani today, just to pamper myself a little before the cruise.
And also coz i have a gala night, a dinner, on the 3rd day.
Since i didnt really get myself anything for gala night, i decided to go for mani instead.
Alright, i dont really have the time to upload some photos, coz i think i need to slp if not i will be so sleepy tml.
Okay see you guys after a few days! :D
Oh yeah, the day right after my cruise is my napfa test, wish me luck please.
Okay, im off, dont miss me too much! :D

After so long,

Hello, i'm kind of busy recently, but im still kind of bored.
Idk why, haha if im busy, i shouldnt have any time to be bored right?
Lol there's just something wrong with me.
Alright, i went shopping with my sis on monday, bought some things :D
Haha i think i havent been buying things for quite some time!
Oh yeah speaking of that, mum just bought a new wardrobe for my room.
Yeah finally, i've got a new wardrobe, i mean to replace the old one..
At least i got more place to hang my clothes, my previous one is like damn pathetic, and i've been using that for really long.
The wardrobe will be delivered over this afternoon, which should be here soon, and i'll be busy packing my stuff.
And there's also training later on, yeah finally after such a long time there's training.
I mean a proper training, not the training camp :D
Okay, i think im dead, i havent start packing my stuff for cruise.
Not that im kiasu, but i always take a damn long time to do the packing.
Even if im going for camp, i will take a few hrs to finish packing when others can do it in an hr or so.
Yeah i think i'll start packing tml, and im gonna get my mani done on saturday! :D

Oh yeah something proud for me to mention about.
My standing broad jump!
I've seen improvements this few days.
Im getting closer to the requirements for a C.
Hey im not haolian-ing over here, but just mentioning.
But i've put in effort for that, and i should be proud of my own improvements.
Yeah, have more confidence in myself, it helps.
Haha i realized training camp really taught me alot, and kind of changed me?
Yes yes yes, i believed that i can and i will be able to do well for this napfa! :D
Yeah that'll be all for now.
:D
I'll continue to work hard for my sbj, not forgetting other stations, coz i dontwant pt pt pt pt pt!
Jiayou to myself!
Byebye.

Letting go is part of life.

Life doesn't allow us to have to everything.
In times, there's a need to let go.
No point holding on to the wrong person, because he'll never be there by your side.
You have to let go of the wrong person before meeting the right person.
Love beats jealousy.
When you said you love someone, its not about having the person.
Its just that you want the person to be happy with whoever he loves.
And letting go makes you stronger, it allows you to learn


BY2-爱上你
爱上你不需要理由,你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
爱让我想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

We are gusto!

Okay guys im super tired now.
I just came back from camp not too long ago, just had my "dinner" which is like supper.
Alright, my eyes are about to close, but my hair isnt dry, so after blogging, i'll just off my laptop, lie on bed, this time it wont take 1-2 hrs for me to slp, i think within 5 mins i can fall asleep.
Okay so about camp, i'll just make it a short one, coz everything that happens can just link to a few main points that i wanted to talk about.
This camp is tiring, really super tiring, my body is aching everywhere, but, i didnt regret coming though, coz i really learn and experience alot.
Not just on stunts, true we learn alot of new stunts, but about what is a team.
More about what is gusto, and im sure everyone benefited from that.
This camp is really unforgettable, i guess its the most unforgettable and tiring camp which i've been true. Oh, and tense too.
But, all this time have not been wasted, when i saw the tears of our teammates at the end of the debrief.
Our tears just flowed out the moment coach told the seniors to stop acting, and give us a big hug.
I dont know why, but the tears just flowed.
Yes gusto, i know we are all tired from this camp.
Especially yesterday, we had like 11 hrs of training i think, i counted, yes its really tiring, and also with all the problems we faced.
But we endure through it didnt we?
Alright, so im sure we'll be able to work better as a team, improve our team spirit.
And also really thanks to all gusto peeps, yes all gusto peeps, no seniors or juniors, we are all from gusto, thanks to everyone, we are all able to learn so much within this 3 days.
Okay but but, something bad happen ):
I fell down again, and injured the same spot which i injured the previous time.
Okay i mean i fell down lots of times, its from stunts, not jogging, alright but sadly, i fell down from the stunt and my knee landed on the floor.
Apparently the wound didnt fully recover and it split open.
So now its quite painful, yes but i endured, i still did stunts.
Oooohhh but i didnt do well for my routine, my chair wasnt up, and i step out of the maps omg ):
Okay, i learnt my mistake, i was too nervous, didnt get the timing right, next time i'll do a better job, and i know i can! :D
Yupp thats about it, bye!

It wont make a difference,

My current mood now: Bored
Yeah i know i've been compaining how bored i am.
And i seriously am.
Today afternoon, i was so bored that i went out alone to buy lunch back home.
Okay, not a big deal though.
But i dont normally like to go out to buy something alone, even if im having lunch, i will have lunch with someone.
But but but, im seriously bored of staying at home, facing the laptop, surfing the net, using fb.
Okay alright, enough of all these.
My main point is, there's camp tml.
Sighhh actually i really love camps alot, if only i can have much more time to bath, and if i dont need to rush here and there, run everywhere, it will be better.
Okay but anyway, idk why this time round i really dont have the mood to go.
And whats more, im having muscle aches right now, which is really bad.
Idk how im gonna train arrhhhh.
Okay nvm, endure, since i've endured for so long, this isnt a problem to me right?
Booooohooooo but the sad thing is, i cant go ctss mid autumn sighhhh...
Last year they dont have it, this year they have it and i cant go ):
Okay enough of all these, whatever it is, i still have to go for my camp.
Alright, i have not start packing my stuff yet, i'll pack it later on, i dont want to do it last min tml.
Goodbye, i'll blog after camp, and i'll complain about how tired i am ):

Perfectly imperfect,

Okay, i've changed the theme of my blog coz i've received complaints, no i mean a complaint that the pinkness of my previous blogskin is too bright.
Okay fine, haha well anw i've got nothing to do, so i just spend some time editing it.
Oh gosh someone save me please, im really bored at home.
Sighhhh and im too broke to go out ):
Booooohooooooo.....
Yeah although hols is boring, but i rather have hols than exams.
Haha, seeing others whose exams are not over, i feel so lucky as compared to them.
At least if i have nothing to do at home, i can just sleep.
But they still have to study and study.
Ohhhhh... i want to go out shopping!
Money please fall from the sky!
Yeah its impossible i know, so i should be more practical, look for a job instead.
Sighhh but idk how to look for a job, there's definitely gonna be cca during the hols, prob on tue and thu?
So in a week, i cant work for two days?
Which job allows me to do that?
Yeah if im lucky i may be able to find.
And anw, i think i've decided to change to blackberry.
I hope i wont be fickle minded again, i dont want to change my decision.
Yeah thats about it, i seriously got nothing to blog about but im really too bored ):
Ending with a little webcam,
life's too boring without pictures.

Just let me do it,

Im sorry, im gonna vent all my frustration and anger here.
I really dont know what to do, and im freaking pissed off with myself.
Wth, i tried my standing broad jump just now, and i swear i did at least 20 or 30 times.
But what shit, there isnt even one time when i can reach the target.
You cant imagine how angry i was just now.
No matter how hard i try, i still cant get it.
I told myself to use all my strength, and just give it a good one, but no, still never.
Worse still, when i the distance gets shorter and shorter.
AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Im just so super frustrated coz i've been trying for really long, not just for today, but since dont know how many wks ago, and after my ankle recovered.
But no, i didnt even jump over 170 for once, just this once.
I jumped till my feet hurts badly, but no not even for once.
Yeah all of you must have been wondering why the hell this is so important, and why the hell am i always getting so frustrated and stressed out coz of this fking standing broad jump.
I know this isnt the first time i've mentioned about the standing broad jump, at least a few times.
Yeah its v important to me, in fact this napfa test is really important to me.
Coz i dontwant to pt and pt for the whole month.
When i was in sec sch, i cant do well for standing broad jump too.
Even if i did well for other stations, i cant obtain my gold coz my standing broad jump can never get a freaking C.
Yeah, so i gave up, at that time, i was like thinking...
Its good if i can achieve my gold, but if i cant, then thats too bad.
But now, no its not the same.
I WANT TO AND NEED TO GET A C FOR STANDING BROAD JUMP.
OMG IM REALLY SUPER TIRED WITH THIS.
At first im having lots of confidence with myself, i keep on saying I CAN, I CAN AND I CAN DO IT!
But seriously, i just dont see myself doing it.
Im not losing confidence, but im really tired...
I need help, i really do.
Its no point even if i do so well for other stations but just fail at this stupid ass station.
Gosh, i really feel so useless after so many attempt.
But i doubt you guys know how important this test is to me.
I really dont wanna get a D for any stations.
Yet when mum see me jumping so many times and fail, she told me fail then fail lah, why jump so many times and injured myself. if i really dont have the ability then dont stay in gusto lah.
Oh gosh, she really dont understand, dont understand that i really love gusto, dont understand that this napfa is really important to me.
Its not only about pt, but at least through this test, i want the results to prove to me that my efforts for the past few months in gusto have not been wasted.
:(

Memories are the nicest part of life...

Was rather bored just now, so i actually went to my shoutmix account, which is my tagboard, and read through all the tags again...
Yeah im really super bored thats why i did it, i went to read through those entries which i posted 2 years ago?
It brings back lots of memories, when i read through all those..
In the past, I always blog about how's school and the lessons i had on that day/week.
I would be talking about test, exams, how i screw up my tests and blah blah blah...
Talking about who bullied or make fun of me during lessons.
And when i read through the tags, they are so super funny, the way we make fun of each other...
Yeah, though i removed my tagboard from my blog, i didnt delete the account.
All these memories are the best part of life.
Sigghh, do you all know why i remove the tagboard from my blog?
Coz i realized there's many silent readers, and even with the tagboard, some ppl wouldnt tag, so why should i have it there and make my tagboard seemed so dead?
Well, i mean its such a waste of space, since the purpose of a blog is just to let others read, and no one says that when you blog, ppl must tag, so i shall just let others read, and dont make it compulsory for them to tag.
Okay, im not blaming silent readers, and im not saying they are at the wrong.
No offence, im not pointing my fingers at anyone.
Okay, i guess there's always a reason why silent readers dont tag.
Some people might not know you well, but they are just curious or have nothing to do, so they read your blog, but they dont want to tag since they are not close to you.
Some people just want to remain silent, not that they want to stalk you.
Okay yeah, i dont blame them, coz i am a silent reader for some ppl's blog too.
And i know why i silent read, coz sometimes idk what i should tag, and sometimes i feel that its weird to tag.
Yes its okay, im alright with silent readers reading my blog, but i will appreciate if you could at least leave me a comment.
Well, but maybe one day i will consider putting the tagboard up again?
Perhaps when people feel like tagging, they will.
:D

I miss you guys...

Tomorrow is my last paper.
Oh well, after tomorrow, i've got so much time to slack, to take a break which i've long wanted.
But but but, after so long without cca, i miss you guys.
Awwww... when there's training and everything, its so tiring, without training it feels weird too.
Alright i rather have training.
But i dont really have the mood for the training camp.
Sighhh i dont know why, perhaps i just dont want to train and train and train like mad.
You see, its TRAINING CAMP.
For so training camp is suppose to be a camp that make you train like mad, and torture you until the very last minute when they break camp :(
Sighh, but speaking of training, i havent been training for really long, and im definitely gonna suffer terribly during the camp....
Ohhhhh gossshhhh, i feel that my ankle still havent really recover.
Whats worse, my wrist starts to hurt again.
Ohhh mannn, you see i really wanna start training for napfa, in fact i wanted to start like few weeks ago, but unfortunately i fell down and injured myself.
Okay, but my ankle has been much better, i dont care, im gonna go for jogging almost everyday after my exams.
This is really bad, just now i tried my standing broad jump, what the shit, its like super terrible.
I guess im afraid that i will injure my ankle again, and i dont really dare to jump, and the distance is freaking short.
OHHHH GOSSSH, I NEED TO REACH AT LEAST 174 FOR STANDING BROAD JUMP.
WHAT CRAP?!
Okay although im still 16, but just to be safe, i need to target 174.
But, its still so far from the actual distance that i always jumped.
Sighhhh, how to improve on standing broad jump? Its my worse station ever :(
Nah, i guess the only thing i can do is to keep jumping, and keep praying.

Alright, anw recently i've develop interest in baking :D
Hmmm, maybe not recently, actually all along i've got interest in baking.
I would love to bake cookies, cakes and stuff like that.
Yeah and i've just got an oven, though its rather small, but still able to bake cookies.
Yeah im gonna try that after exams.
Anyone wants to be my guinea pig?
Okok sorry, its too early to say this now, wait till i have my first attempt.

Ohhhh and wish me luck for my last paper tml, its econs.
Oh yeah speaking of that, i went to blackboard and wanted to print some past year papers, apparently there is only the previous year uploaded.
And i already did that one, i've got nothing to practice for econs.
ACtually i dont really know how to study for econs though, i often just read through the notes, memorize some definitions, and read through tutorials.
Alright whatever, i dont wanna have high expectations for the papers.
I just hope for an A, thats not too much to ask for right?
Lol, for some modules i actually hope to get full marks, but actually we wont even get to know our marks, we will only know our final grade.
And anw, so what if i get full marks? I mean in the end, the computation of the gpa is by the grade and not the marks.
Why set such high expectations and stress myself out?
No expectations, no disappointment.
True, often when i have high hopes on something, i often get so disappointed in the end, get so hurt, and blame myself for being so gullible and foolish.
Okay, i dont wanna screw my last paper, in fact i dont want to screw any papers, but at least, i dont want to feel that my efforts have been wasted.
Pray hard for my last paper, oh yeah and there's still the cruise briefing tml after the paper which is like so late?
I thought we should be out enjoying ourselves after exams?
Okay whatever, anyway we have lots of time to do that.
Goodbye i have nothing more to say.

I make my choices

Today was a nice day.
Its simple though, just a simple lunch, and walking around randomly.
But it doesnt mean that a simple gathering/trip cant make you happy.
Initially, supposed to have lunch with weihong, shaohui, desmond and weixuan.
But desmond cant make it, and weixuan is late, expected it.
Ohh wait wait, shaohui is also late, though most of the time he is the earliest.
So actually me and weihong waited for quite some time at the mrt station?
Yeah and we had lunch at sumo house.
LOL okay, one thing about sumo house, the food there never changes, still taste as awful as before, and the music there never changes.
Well, but obviously, we went there not because of the food, but because its just a place full of memories.
Well, we only want to go there coz it has been a long time since we last went.
I still remember last time when we were in ctss, when we always cant decide what to have for lunch, we'll just settle for sumo house.
Though the food isnt nice, but thats one of the cheapest, and something which isnt fast-food.
Yeah, so we went back there and i had my usual salmon teriyaki which i think it still taste awful.
But nvm.
Alright, so we ate and chatted for awhile.
Talking about jc life, poly life and things..
Yeah perhaps jc life is kinda chaotic, but maybe it goes the same for poly?
We've just got to face the fact that we are no longer in secondary school, and hence everything have changed, in terms of the workload and the circle of friends.
Actually i feel that this kind of random gatherings are rather nice, well though its a simple lunch, but at least we got to meet up, and we get to know how each other's lives are right now.
Maybe at times when you're tired with your life right now, meeting up with your fellow friends whom you have not seen for long will make you feel better.
Yeap, and then we went to big bookshop, walk around aimlessly while waiting for wx, which is like forever.
Finally after a few hrs, she came..
And we left clementi, weihong went home and we head over to marina square.
Haha it was just random, idk why we go there, but sh has to get something, so we just went somewhere.
At marina square, we just walked around after sh got what he wanted.
Yeah, oh i have to mentioned something great that i did.
I resist my temptation of buying things!
Coz we went to num, and they have a sale over there..
Yeap, and it was like 50% storewide for any 2 items.
And i wanted to get their flipflops at first.
But the thing is i actually bought another pair of flipflop a week ago.
So if i were to buy again, its kinda a waste of money coz i dont always wear them.
But i really wanted to get it, and there was a lady there, she wanted to get one pair too and she suggested each of us could get one each.
Yeah at first i agreed, but after thinking for a while, i decided not to.
Coz i shouldnt be wasting money like that right?
Its not like i need it, its just because i wanted to get an extra one which isnt of much use to me.
So i told her i dont want it anymore, omg and when i left i feel so bad about it.
Yeah actually im always like that..
Sometimes i feel that i dont really need something, but i will get it just because its cheap, theres sale, or its within my budget, or the first look at it i wanted it.
But when i got it home, i will always regret.
Thats why i always feel that im broke, coz i spend money on things which i dont need, dont want, or sometimes dont like.
Yeah, i have to kick this habit of mine, change!

But speaking of that, i've really got lots of things i wanna get!
Many many, and the worse thing is holidays are coming, and i'll definitely spend some money during the hols :(
I need to control myself.
Hmmm lets see what i wanna get, oh yeah anw just a reminder, my birthday is nxt month, haha just in case some of you dont know what to get for me, you can consider what i want.
Hmmm, i want to get a bagpack!
Ohhh num bagpacks are sooooooo super nice.
Yeah but im seriously broke.
Haha but i dont mind jansport, dickies or anything else that is nice :D
Ermm i wanna get more nail polish.
I just enjoy painting my nails, and i enjoy collecting many different colours of nail polish.
Yeah and recently, i went into etude house and i really love the nail polish over there!
Okay next, actually i still wanna get the num flipflops!
Though i said its a waste of money, but if i have the money, then why not?
Haha, or if someone is gonna get for me, then why not?
Hahaha *hint*
Though chinese believed that you cant give someone a shoe as a present, but nvm, i wont mind, this is an exception coz i asked for it.
Hmm next, i want to get some accessories for myself.
Yeah i know accessories is like a waste of money, but girls cant do without them.
And i love those accessories from chomel, coz they've got really special and lovely designs.
What else?
Ohh i want to get another bag besides the bagpack.
Some other bag which is suitable for school and for going out, yeah and which isnt too big, isnt too small.
I know im troublesome, yeah i know, and when i always go shopping, thats the problem i have, and im always indecisive.
Ooooh and something which i always wanted to get: clothes!
More and more clothes coz i always feel that im lack of clothes!!!!!
Haha i dont mind receiving some kind of voucher for my birthday, and i'll be happily shopping away.
Yeah thats about it, for now thats what i can think of.
Hahaha so if anyone of you dont know what u can get for me, thats just a list of things which you can consider :)
Dont blame me for being thick skinned and demanding others for presents, im just saying things which i like and which i find practical.
Seriously, sometimes i dislike others giving me presents for my birthday which is not practical at all.
I appreciate their presents, but i would rather they spend their money on something else..
I mean, whats the point of getting a soft toy when all you could was to placed them somewhere to collect dust?
Or any other small little gifts which you couldnt do anything but can only placed them somewhere, in some corner, which no one can see except for you and your family memebers.
But i think the best thing that everyone wants to receive is sincerity.
I mean thats what everyone wants to see, its the thoughts that counts.
Even if there's nothing, but with just a few words that comes from the bottom of your heart, others would be grateful.
Alright, i'll stop talking about what i want.
Coz there's lots of times when you just wouldnt get what you want.
In life, we've to accept all this.
Okay, back to topic.
Yeah, so for today, we went out, and i didnt do any studying.
But i studied quite a little yesterday, i'll chiong tml.
Yeapp, i'll blog again someother time.

Just one more,

Hi im back with an update.
Yeah i've just cleared my stats paper today and im left with one last econs paper :D
Sighh... some people already ended their exams.
But well lets not compare with others, since im in different schools, different course as them.
And lets not forget, some people just started their exam.
Alright, phew, luckily, today's stats paper was manageable i guess?
Not as difficult as i think.
Lesson learnt: Listen during your tutorials and lectures.
For stats, sometimes when im happy i'll listen, and sometimes when im bored i wont listen..
Yeah, so i end up knowing some topics, and end up not knowing some topics..
And for those topics that i dont know, i have to struggle through to understand...
Yeah so from next semester, i shall listen attentively during classes, i mean i will try my best, coz sometimes lesson is really boring..
Okay, so im just left with one last econs paper,and hopefully i'll be well-prepared.
I've not touch econs for v long, seriously need to refresh my memory.

Honestly speaking, im like in a holiday mood right now..
Lol, got this kind of feeling which is like during our o levels.
Remembered that time during o levels we had the last two mcq papers, and even before we took the last two papers, everyone was already in holiday mood.
Sighh, this is the disadvantage when you have all the papers spread out to different weeks.
Well, actually time passed really fast.
My 3 papers are all down, left the last one...
Yeap and maybe i should start planning how i should spent my holidays.
Hahaha. alright, im going off now.
I cant sleep though, i'll surf the net a little while more.

I dont feel alright now...

Sigh... im rather troubled now..
That time i twisted my ankle, after i removed the bandage or whatever thing, it seems better.
But that time my ankle is still a little swollen.
it has been a week alr, now its still swollen.
But it doesnt hurt when i walk...
Just that when i press on it, it hurts.
And when i twist my feet to another side, it hurts.
Idk if its normal to be like this after you twisted your ankle...
Im thinking if i should see the sinseh again..
Zzzz.. but if its just normal, then isnt it a damn waste of money?
And it is so troublesome to wrap my ankle with that bandage thing.
What the, so uncomfortable somemore.
Idk seriously, am i being over-sensitive?
I dont think so, its my leg, how would i get it wrong?
And im most worried about my napfa test.
Initially, i thought my ankle was recovering well.
And i could spend the rest of the time preparing for the napfa coz i wasnt really able to do anything when my ankle and knee was injured...
But now... oh no i really dont know.
Sigh.... stupid ankle, clumsy me.
If i wasnt so clumsy i wouldnt have injured myself ):
Alright, i'll come to a decision whether to see the sinseh or not.
Meanwhile, talking about my revision....
Ermmm so far its still alright.
But im quite worried about my sb paper on wed.
Pray hard, haizz, i regretted not listening to spss.
Now i dont even know a single shit about it.
Haizz... i can only try my best for that..
Alright i'll update sometime again.