Finally.
After waiting for so long, in about 6 hrs' time, i'm gonna be on the plane and heading to california.
Mixed feelings now. I'm excited (really) and nervous now.
You know, i think i didn't really mention to alot of people before why i decided to to disney for itp. Initially, i didn't decide to go to disney because i wanted to, i decided to go to disney because i wanted to escape from some problems. Yes for half a year, and i stupidly thought that by going away for half a year, i would solve the problem. But no, some things you can't escape no matter what. Thankfully, my itp was in semester 2. It was destined for me to face the problem. And yes, to think about it, how foolish i was at that time. But after everything was over, i decided, i still want to go to disney for an experience. You know, there's not much people who get such opportunities, shouldn't i cherish it? Yes true, i would be very broke when i come back, but life's short, shouldn't we do what we want to and live life to the fullest?
This trip to US, i hope to see a change in myself. Change to what exactly? I don't really know. I just feel that, my personality needs a change. Perhaps a change in environment could help me change. I hope to be a more independent person by the time I'm back. Definitely, i hope to be a much stronger girl (:
Actually all i want to say is, there's many things that are unexpected in life.
I'm going for half a year (about 7 months to be exact), its not too long, but its not too short either. We won't know what's gonna happen during this period of time right? I mean... some say 2012 is the end of the world (though many people don't believe) but..... we never know. So, we just won't know what's gonna happen. (touchwood) But, all i want to say is, I guess i'm someone who would rather lead a fulfiling life, get to experience what i want, and if i really want something, i would just do it. I won't want to not do it and regret it for the rest of my life. So, if, i mean really if something were to happen, at least i'm happy for being able to experience what i wanted.
Anyway, thank you to all those who wished me before my trip! And thanks to all the small gifts too! I appreciate it.
Well anyway, here's some pictures with the girls i met up with yesterday! Thanks for the farewell lunch (:
Thank you girls!
And don't worry to those who are reading, I will take good care of myself. And i certainly believe i am capable of doing so!
Sooooooo, see all of you back in Singapore in April i guess?
Will be updating this space as often as i could.
If not.... i guess fb will be spammed with all the pics!
Alright about 2 more hours and i will have to leave for the airport!
So, all the best to my other coursemates doing ITP, i hope all of you will enjoy your ITP too!
Goodbye! :DDD
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