Hello, i'm here for a short post before i head to bed. I've got work tomorrow so i can't stay up too late.Just here to blog about my feelings for a short while.
I'm glad this week ended off so quickly, time just passed by so fast. But somehow, i didn't want the week to end either.
Okay fine i don't know why i'm feeling this way.
Coincidence. We met so many times coincidentally. Just when i least expected, and we did met.
Just when i thought perhaps it would be good to have met, we did met.
Okay i pretty much just take it as pure coincidence.
I seriously had a shock of my life yesterday. (Okay maybe i should use the word surprise instead) But well, i guess i'm asking for too much again.
Sometimes i do hate myself for expecting so much. I mean, expectations lead to disappointments and more disappointments. I knew of this long ago and i still don't know why i always expect something.
Greedy. Yes I am. Perhaps its human nature? I don't know... But I've got to change this mindset of mine.
Well, okay that's just what i felt for the entire week.

And another thing...
What would you do if someone who is once close to you met with some kind of trouble (well maybe not very serious, i mean just feeling rather down), but both of you aren't close anymore.
I wished I was of some help... even though i know there's nothing much i can do.
I kinda have this sad feeling, its like you want to do something for them, yet you can't.
Not because i can't, maybe i should say i don't dare to.
I don't dare to approach, don't dare to ask, don't dare to help. But still, i want to...
Alright i know i sound contradicting, and this is me. I'm just always like this. Gosh, i wish i can change, change, change!
But whatever it is, i hope the tough period will be over soon for you. And things will get better, I'm sure for you it will. You can manage it, and you definitely will get through it.
And hoping that for me, it is the same too. May this tough period be over soon. Finish up all the projects and i'll be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Alright, i guess i'm heading to bed really soon.
Goodbye, goodnight and seeyou soon! :D