Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain.
But you can't have a rainbow, without a little rain.

March 20, 2012

Results

My results were out today.
Sigh, really shouldnt have any kind of expectations. Led to so much disappointment. But still, i thought i was really confident for that paper you see. HRM HRM HRM!!! I'm still so super angry now!
It was just so close to my expecations, why my results always like that!!!
Okay fine, i should think of the positive side, at least my dip plus did well, from C+ to A.
Arrhhh okay suan le, shouldnt think about it already.

Anyway, one year ago from this date, i promised myself something.
But i broke this promise, coz i couldnt take it.
Well, one year really passed by so fast.
I left not with the thought of giving up, i just didnt want to hold on to something which doesnt seem possible to achieve, and making me feel so damn miserable.
Perhaps all my reasons seemed like excuses in your minds, but still, i would say the same thing, you arent in my shoes, you dont know how i feel.
I've tried, but its too much for me to take. I dont want to get so affected again and again. And now that i've let go, i know i did make the right choice because life doesnt just revolve around one thing, there's always other things for me to look forward to.
But anyway, its just a few days more to go, goodluck and all the best to all of you.

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