Hi all, been busy with projects recently and i finally managed to find some time to blog coz of cny holiday (:
Talking about project, im quite happy with a presentation we had on tue. Its not exactly a presentation, but we are suppose to conduct training for a group with people, which is our classmates. Our group did leadership training, apparently i got the idea from leap camp, and did something like that, explain the concepts like how the trainers explained to us. My group got the highest, im so happy!! Not trying to haolian here, but its not easy for us to do every single project, so i think we should be proud of our own results. I still got a few more projects and will clear it for this term. I think this term is super fast, after cny it will be the fourth week. omg soon its end of study week, and then come revision, then come exam, and come holidays. The first batch of itp students are going for theirs in march. Heard those going to disney will leave on 3rd march, and approximately eight months later its gonna be my turn :D
Anyway im happy with my life now, im free and have more time. Im free to do things i want, to take a break when needed. I spend more time with my classmates now and im glad i've got the chance to be closer to them. I dont want to leave poly at the third year with a really bad relationship with my class. At least things are better now. I go out with my friends if we are more free, and i dont think about the past so much anymore. I'm not really tied down to anything, i dont need to answer to anybody, and i dont need to feel uncomfortable or awakward with anything else. Im fine and happy with life now. Just that, sometimes, i still think about all those things, and... its kinda sad when i look back. The memories that were once so precious to me, the times which i missed a lot but can never go back. The regrets i have till now. And everything that happened, i know i cant forget and wont forget, but i will try to let go of everything. Coz i dont want it to affect me, even if im reminded of it.
There are people whom i treasure, who matters a lot to me, but they slowly fade and leave my life as time passes. There's this gap and this distance which just widens as time passes. Different world, different mindset, different topics. I guess things will change, i hope it wont, but you know, things like this, you cant do anything about it right? Its like we have embark on different paths, go different ways, get on with our different lives. Maybe, i hope, someday, we will meet again somewhere in our lives.
Anyway, my lecturer did this numerology thing for me. Basically i think its using your birthday to help calculate and say about your personality of life. Apparently, i have this line of frustration, which means i get frustrated really easily. He said its quite a bad thing if i dont control, really bad coz.... Haha not gonna to say this. But well, this numerology thing is quite interesting, i think the book is sold at kinokuniya, maybe i should go down to take a look when im free.
Oh and anyway, did you guys actually watch the 7pm show on channel 8? Its called 步步惊心. I think its really nice. Only the 4th episode and i already started crying. So for those who havent watch, go watch it! I think its quite a touching storyline, especially when i dont really like 古装戏.
Alright, thats pretty much all for now. And before i end,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!
Hope all of you collect lots of angbaos and have a great chinese new year! :DD
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