Dreams that never come true.

I dreamt of the same person in 3 consecutive days. Pure coincidence? Yeah perhaps it is.
I wish to say how much i wanted to approach you. But no, i dont dare to at all.
I dont know where all my courage went to, perhaps i never once had them, but i thought, i always thought i had that amount of courage in front of you. At least i could talk whatever i want.
I know if i need you to be here for me, you will. But, i have no reason to.
Everything im doing now has nothing to do with you, though i wish it does, but there's just this huge gap.
I do miss those times, when i think im not afraid to hide anything, and can say what i want to. When i have someone who can just listen quietly, even if nothing much can be done to help me.
And now that everything's over, all those times were over too.
Like those images that keep appearing in my dreams, but you know, they are just dreams, and once over, its over, they dont come true.
But still, thanks for being there, even though it was all in the past.