Happy pill.

Too much crying this few days. I guess im really emotional recently. I need to stop those tears.
Some people said, they cried too much till their tears dried.
Yeah, if tears can really dry up, i wished mine could. I wanna stop myself from crying, it just doesnt feel good.
I wish there's a happy pill, which keeps me free from troubles and everything else. If there's one thing i want, it would be a happy pill. In this way, no one would ever need to be so emotional anymore.
Yes, but lets face reality, like what everyone told me, there's no such thing.
And i promise, i'll overcome all this that im going through, im doing it for all those who cared for me, i know, they wont want to see me like this.
And i know, im strong enough, to get through all this. Im strong enough, to get over this issue, to stop getting so emotional whenever i think about this.
And over here, i just want to say, im really thankful to those who stood by me, supported me. I was touched by everything you all said, and did for me. And over here, i wanna say, im not that weak, and i wont just give up like this. I wont want to waste all the efforts i've put in, as well as all the efforts you all have put in.
Although i would say up till now, i still cant get over this issue, but one day, i will. Because i guess all of you are right, this is reality, although reality is cruel, but we have to accept it. The world is unfair, but so what? It wont turn fair just because you're whining and crying everyday. And perhaps, i just got to accept the cruelty of life and move on. For things that i have no control over, i can only accept it and move on. And those that can be changed, i should just do it.
Though many times its not easy to accept reality, but i will try, and i have to. I guess only by facing the facts and doing what i can do, thats the only way to get over the issue. I will try.
Sorry for spamming emo posts recently, i'll get over it. I'll be strong enough to get through all this, i'm fine.