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February 20, 2011

Finally, its gonna be over sooooooooonnnnnnnn!!!!

Somehow i couldnt believe how fast time flies.
Yeah somehow ever since i came to poly, time passed by really fast, you know its the last one or two weeks of my year one in poly? After all my exams, after 4 papers, im gonna finish year one, and go on to year two.
Alright, i know i should be studying now instead of talking about all these things which have not happen yet. But but but, i have studied for quite long today, and im only spending like a little while for blogging, this isnt too much right?
Alright, you know im soooooooooooo looking forward to after exams, there's so much time for me to relax, though i think i still have to go for training.
And anyway, i really want to go shopping!!!! Arrhhhhh wth, but im like freaking broke.
Yeah yeah my angbao money has been deposited into the bank, coz i havent been saving up for the previous few years, and i feel kinda guilty, so i put most of it into the bank, left with a little little, yeah really little.
And wtf, i think im such a muddlehead, coz previously i bought this opi nail polish from a blogshop owner coz apparently they came to sp to sell, and then, it was out of stock so she refunded me the money. She transfer the money to my bank acc, together with my friend's refund, and wtf, im soooooooooooooooooooooooooo careless to actually gave the wrong acc number! Freaking angry with myself. Coz i actually refer to one of the transaction receipt, and the number i gave was one of a blogshop's acc number. Wtf, and i have to contact the blogshop owner, hoping that she will be nice enough to verify it and transfer back to my account. If not, i will not only lose my refund, and i also have to pay for my friend's refund! Oh gosh, why am i so stupid? Sometimes i really wish my brain can function better.
Okay enough of it, no point talking so much about it, i guess i can only pray for the person to reply back to me uh. Im so broke and some shit like this have to happen, makes me even more broke, sighhhh, well i can only blame my stupid brain.
Okay, and i guess i seriously need to find a job in the holidays. Yeah, but im not sure if training is still on, if we're going for competition, definitely we have to go back for training. And if we're not, i think we still have to go back.
So tell me, how am i gonna work? Sighhhhh, nvm im gonna find a way, really need money! I need to spend, like seriously, i really wanna go shopping!
You know sometimes i really envy those rich kids, who dont even need to work and their money just came from their parents. Yeah maybe you may say they are so dependent on their parents, but the point is, they just dont need to go through hardships.
So you see, why am i always complaining on my blog, complaining that im so freaking broke, because i really am.
Im not those kids who stay at home, and their money just fall from the sky. They dont need to worry about every single thing they buy, whereas for me, whenever i go shopping, just one single item i have to think really long, coz i dont want to waste every single cent and dollar of mine.
Okay whatever, the point is, i really need to work alright. Maybe you will think im so stupid, to go and work just for shopping. But it isnt all for shopping, there's more to it. Much much more reasons why i need to work.
Enough of money, seriously, im always broke.
But seriously, speaking about shopping, i really feel like going overseas. Especially thailand, like seriously, the stuff there are so cheap. But wth, i think i can just wait slowly, i wonder when's the next time my family will go for a holiday uh. I think will be faster for me to save up myself and go with my friends luh.

Alright, and something so unlucky happen to me.
You see, i wanted to go for a swim or a run today. Finally, after thinking for really long, im so determine to go running. I got changed, prepared, and left the house. The moment i step out of my blog, it started raining.
I was so unlucky coz it didnt rain while i was changing, it didnt rain before i left the house. It just rain the moment i left the block.
Yeah whatever, used to it. Im always that unlucky.
Well anw, gonna go to bed soon.
Accounting paper on monday, please please please let me do well for it. I've got high expectations for accounting, partly because i took poa in secondary school.
But im so afraid of disappointments, just like during the o levels, i thought my poa would be able to get an A1, but i got an A2.
So please, dont leave me with disappointments alright? I did work hard for this whole year, and for this paper.
And obviously, for other papers too. My last paper is next next monday, and then it will be freedom. Then i'll go and think about how the hell im gonna earn more money.
Yeah thats all, good luck to those having their papers next week too, and also for those who already started their exams.
Blog again after all my papers, goodbye :D

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