Somehow we are all unique in our own ways...

Hi all, I'm here to update after a little while.
Actually i wonder who still comes to this space of mine to read, but well, this space of mine is where i talk about everything and anything, so it doesn't really matter who reads it.
Well, holidays are over, and i just started on the last term of my poly life.
Time passed scarily fast, three years of poly, now its left with the last lap. And so i'm running my last lap, hoping that i will passed through all obstacles with good results.
Mst results are mostly out except for gom, well so far so good. Though rm was not the case, but well, i'll just have to face the fact and work harder for the exam. Was quite happy for smit knowing that i did rather well, but it was a surprise really. Didnt expect to do well, so you see, when you dont have expectations and you got good results, the joy you received is so much more. I rather have surprise than disappointment.
These three days were rather good to me. And out of three days, there were actually two days. It was such a coincidence, and well... hopefully it will prove to me that its not just pure coincidence.
And oh well, something really _____ happened today. Gosh, i dont know what words to put in, but whatever u want to intepret it as. Irritating? Childish? Frustrating? Whatever, just nothing good.
Well sometimes i wonder what's wrong with some people's mind? I mean, hello? You are the one being unreasonable in the first place, and yet you still think of ways to deal with others?
Enough of all these seriously, grow up.
Don't get me wrong, i'm not affected by all these, but i just dont see the point why people have to go to such extend? I didn't even want to waste time arguing because its not gonna make any difference. But seriously, it just shows everything about you. How sad. So this is how shallow you are. I don't really want to hear those bullshit, so keep it all to yourself. And even if i heard it, its gonna come out from the other ear of mine. Okay but how can someone talk like its so normal but yet lying. Okay maybe i witness for myself whats called 睁眼说瞎话. Okay, enough about all these. It doesnt concerns me for now and ever. The pics with my newly bought camera.

That's it for today. Goodbye. Hoping that the rest of the week will be good! :D

Freedommmmmmm :DDDDDDDDDD

Hello everyone!
I'm free nowwww damn free nowwwwww!
I got all the time in the world to do my projects, take a break, hang out with friends, buy the things i need for america..... and so on........
I quited from my job and i think that's the best decision i've ever made in my life.
Alright i'm not gonna type the whole story down here coz it's too long to be said.
But whatever, im just gonna say, i'm not the one at fault, i will never apologize for something i didn't do,  neither am i just gonna admit defeat and listen to you.
I actually saved up enough money for disney already i guess. I just wanted to work more and bring more money so that i can have more to spent.
But seriously, if i'm suppose to work in such condition and under such unfair treatment, no thanks.
I would rather eat bread at there everyday, scrimp and save, and i dont even want to be humiliated and insulted like this.
Hello, so just because of that pathetic few hundred bucks i've gotta listen to you and being treated so unfairly?
No thanks.
Yes yes yes, your rank is above mine, you are the supervisor. Yah yah we all got to listen to you.....
You see, you arent worth the respect and so why should i listen to you? Well, i will listen if its right, but its just so unreasonable, so why should I?
Just keeping my mouth shut and not saying anything doesnt mean you can take advantage of me.
I'm not a pushover. I just didnt want to argue for it but if you are gonna cross my line, fine.
And do you know what is human resource management by the way?
I studied this module. In order to retain your employees and allow them to be productive and efficient at work, you got to treat them right. Just because you are of higher rank doesn't mean everything you said is right. Now you know why so many people who work under you aren't productive? Now you know why so many ppl who work under you like to come late for work? And now you know why so many people who work under you just left the job after a while? You aren't even setting a good example, and you don't even know how to treat your employees well and fairly.
And i dont care who you are, whether you are my supervisor or manager or boss. If you got a good reason to scold me, if im at fault, i allow you to scold me in whatever way you want. If you are just trying to be unreasonable and scold me for nothing, no way. I'm not just gonna keep my mouth shut and get scolded for nothing. This is my principle. And that's just what i'm gonna do from now onwards. As long as its not my fault, i'm just gonna speak up for myself.
That's just how "good" you are. When you need other people, you ask them for help. When you don't need them, you treat them like dirt. Everyone makes mistake isn't it? And a few days ago when i made a mistake, i apologized for it knowing that its my fault.
And previously for all the other events, i did whatever i was told to do coz it was reasonable, it was part of my job scope and everything else.
So now that something went wrong, all the blame is pushed to me? Wow that's just how great you treat your employees uh.
This is my first time ever that i talked back to someone of higher rank than me. First time ever that i promised others i would work for the entire period and quitted halfway. And definitely the first time ever that i just walked off from a job like that. I'm not someone who will talk back so directly. Not someone who is just so irresponsible to leave everything behind and go off like that. I always tolerate and bear with others if i can. So now you see, the fact that i did all these, all of you should know how pekchek and angry i am.
In fact thanks so much for letting me go, i've got so much more things for all the things that is undone.
Okay enough of that, my blood still boils when i think about it but im just not gonna let it affect the rest of my holidays.

Alright updates on my recent activities.
I went to it fair the other day to buy a camera. Its a digital camera, wanted to get a mini pro initially, and really have the urge to buy it when i was trying it out. But the mini pro is like double the price of the digital camera, and the fact is i don't often use camera! Usually when i go out i will use my phone, or friend's phone or i will have friends bringing dslr which is so much better than my camera! I just wanted to buy it for disney coz i know i'll definitely take tons and tons of photos!!!
So i decided not to get one that's too expensive coz it isn't worth it uh. And im not a professional in photography, i'm just using a camera for fun. So, oh well there goes my mini pro. But nvm, i'm still in love with my red digital camera!
Okay and also on the same day, i went to sit for my lcci paper. Gosh, those questions which i have so much confidence in wasnt even tested. And the questions that were tested are the ones that i'm not v confident with. It's not really a problem for me to pass the paper. But i dont want to just pass it, neither do i want a credit, i want a distinction and i really hope to get it. But.... just not very sure if its possible :X
Okay and now i'm very very busy with projects. 7 projects this term arrrrhhhhh have already started on them. I hope everything goes smoothly please please please i wanna enjoy my last pathetic term for poly.
Yessssssssssssss like i said last term for poly. I think its only 10 more weeks and then bye bye to SP. I'll consider myself graduated since i'm not gonna study there anymore.
I'll be off to US for my long awaited trip. I'm just gonna go crazy there and enjoy my life to the fullest to make everything worthwhile. For this whole period of time i've been working and working just for the trip, i'm not gonna waste it just like that.
Oh well, that's just about all for today.
BYEBYE! :D

Awful day

I didn't know what to name this post as, and decided to name it as awful day, coz it was such a horrible day for me. I woke up at 6 plus, to go to work at 9am, and ended work at 11pm, still awake at 12.30am waiting for my hair to dry till dont know what time, and go to sleep, then have to wake up at about 6 plus again tomorrow. And you know what? I just ended my mst yesterday and i am working straight away the next day. And this is the same routine for my next 23 days till my school reopens. Sometimes i kinda think my life is so pathetic. I mean, tell me.. this holiday is a break that i have been wanting for so long, and finally it comes, and then i scheduled work on almost every day of my holiday, and then i complained i'm tired. I know it sounds contradicting, but i didn't want to. I sometimes wonder why im working so hard for. I'm working because i want to earn money for disney, but is that the main reason? I mean, so what if i have lots of money? Okay, i know no one gets my point here. But, i just dont get it why i always have to make some sort of decision and then regret it after making them. Okay i don't know if anyone understands this feeling. I just think that i didn't manage to protect myself, didn't manage to stand up for myself, and i really hate it. As in, i clearly know i wasn't feeling quite right, i know i'm rather unhappy, yet i kept my mouth shut and didn't do anything. Okay, i feel like a joke. I think if i were to tell others, they would think i'm such a joke. I have this kind of unexplainable feelings within me. Well, i really just don't know how to say, but i just have to urge to type out whatever that comes to my mind. Haven't really been feeling this way for quite some time, with too many negative thoughts of my mind. I've got this feeling that if im gonna tell someone about this, they aren't gonna understand how it feels. How terrible it is. I dont know if anyone knows this has been a really heavy burden for me, one that i have yet to let go even though i thought i did. Is it really others who are trying to make me fall, or is it me who has been stopping myself from moving on? Okay, like i say, i dont think anyone understands this. Everyone will just find it funny. If you want to move on, just move on. Why would you stop yourself from moving on? The burden is just too heavy that i can't help being affected everytime i think about it. Like those people who have judged me. I bet you guys don't know how heavy it is for me to be carrying it all on myself, and to walk till this far. I've always been thinking about those people who judged me. What right do they have? Try being in my shoes, tell me if it is easy. Okay, i guess i'm just in this really bad mood for today and thats why i started scolding people even though i didn't want to bring the past up. But still, i'm really moody now and i'm trying to cheer myself up in some way. And sometimes i wonder if it is wrong to be a nice person. Is it true that when you are nice everyone takes advantage of you? I mean is it really necessary to be mean to others? 好人真的没有好报吗？ I've got too many questions which i cant find the answer to.