Who says only the weakest cry? Who says people who are strong cant cry?
Its alright to cry, but after that, dry your tears, get back up.
Crying doesnt really mean you arent strong, because you know you are strong, when you overcome what others couldnt.
But you know, its still not enough.
You not only need to be strong, but tough.
Its not just about holding back your tears, but more of having a positive point of view.
I promise, i'll learn, i'll change.
I'll give myself time, and i promise, i will do it.
Definitely not gonna give up after fighting for so long, i will and i am gonna get better.
March 22, 2011
RESULTS OUT!
Hello!
Feeling rather happy today.
My results for last sem was out this morning!
Was really shocked and surprised with some of the modules!
Hmmm rather satisfied with the results, coz i did better than what i expected. Well, at least my efforts did pay off.
Although i didnt do as well as some of my friends, but i guess as long as you meet up to your own expectation, its enough.
I think sometimes, we shouldnt compare with others, or rather, we should compare with ourselves.
Everyone is different, progressing at different speeds. I cant expect myself to do as well as others because i know im different from them. So long as i set a target for myself and i can reach that target, i should feel satisfied. Perhaps this is what they call being contented.
We shouldnt ask for too much, because in this way, we can never learn to be contented with what we have.
Alright, gonna go for my training soon, i'll blog again :D
Feeling rather happy today.
My results for last sem was out this morning!
Was really shocked and surprised with some of the modules!
Hmmm rather satisfied with the results, coz i did better than what i expected. Well, at least my efforts did pay off.
Although i didnt do as well as some of my friends, but i guess as long as you meet up to your own expectation, its enough.
I think sometimes, we shouldnt compare with others, or rather, we should compare with ourselves.
Everyone is different, progressing at different speeds. I cant expect myself to do as well as others because i know im different from them. So long as i set a target for myself and i can reach that target, i should feel satisfied. Perhaps this is what they call being contented.
We shouldnt ask for too much, because in this way, we can never learn to be contented with what we have.
Alright, gonna go for my training soon, i'll blog again :D
March 20, 2011
GUSTO CHAMPIONS!
Hey guys!
Im here to share a piece of really good news! :D
For today and yesterday, I went down to jurong east sports hall to support SP gusto, our dearest group of seniors for the Singapore national cheerleading championships 2011.
Guess what? Im so proud to announce that SP gusto are triple champions! Our seniors were champion for the group stunts, senior high category, and of course, the overall champion!
Omg, you know we were all screaming like hell.
We thought they would be double champions for group stunts and high school category, but we didnt expect the overall champion to be SP gusto! We were screaming, shouting so loudly.
I dont know, we were just so happy. Im so so so so so proud of our seniors!
Though we did not participate in it, but we could totally feel the joy when we were announced the champions, we felt so happy for our seniors!
But at the same time, there were mixed feelings. Its like i was so happy for gusto, so inspired and motivated by them to train harder, because we wanted to bring glory back to gusto next year, we wanted gusto to be a strong team. But at the same time, we were all so afraid, can we do it? What if we disappoint our seniors? What if we disappoint all the others who were so supportive of gusto? What if we let them down?
Its like they were so great, all of us are looking up to them.
You know how proud i felt, when i was sitting in the crowd, and when our seniors do their routine, someone behind me said,"why they so strong uh?"
And i was in the toilet, i heard people said, "SP gusto is full of energy."
You know we were so happy at that time, especially at the end of their routine, when it was all stunts up, we screamed!
So seriously, i guess we should really train doubly hard, because we know now, we are just way too behind them, and we dont want to embarrass our team, we still have time, we should really train!
If you dont know about the nationals, you should go to youtube, and type singapore cheerleading national championships 2011. Gusto is really awesome! But there are some other teams which are really great too! Do take a look at wildcards routine! Theirs are really great! Omg, really admire them lots!
Well, but at nationals, that kind of atmosphere, im sure everyone must be feeling so nervous, so actually, all teams that competed are really great! To be able to finish their routine, im sure they did felt a sense of achievement, and im sure all teams did their very best.
Lets hope we juniors can continue to do gusto proud. Good job to our dear seniors, we are really so proud of all of you! :D
Some pictures for today and yesterday. We took quite a lot of pictures there while waiting!
Took this yesterday after their group stunts! Hehe, from tall to tallest :D
Took this yesterday with vinnie! She's so cute right?
Took this today after the whole competition! This is our senior team! :D
And finally, before we left, we took this with our seniors!
Alright, that will be all.
Gonna go to bed soon, blog again some other time alright!
Be happy for me, for gusto! GUSTO CHAMPIONS! :D
Im here to share a piece of really good news! :D
For today and yesterday, I went down to jurong east sports hall to support SP gusto, our dearest group of seniors for the Singapore national cheerleading championships 2011.
Guess what? Im so proud to announce that SP gusto are triple champions! Our seniors were champion for the group stunts, senior high category, and of course, the overall champion!
Omg, you know we were all screaming like hell.
We thought they would be double champions for group stunts and high school category, but we didnt expect the overall champion to be SP gusto! We were screaming, shouting so loudly.
I dont know, we were just so happy. Im so so so so so proud of our seniors!
Though we did not participate in it, but we could totally feel the joy when we were announced the champions, we felt so happy for our seniors!
But at the same time, there were mixed feelings. Its like i was so happy for gusto, so inspired and motivated by them to train harder, because we wanted to bring glory back to gusto next year, we wanted gusto to be a strong team. But at the same time, we were all so afraid, can we do it? What if we disappoint our seniors? What if we disappoint all the others who were so supportive of gusto? What if we let them down?
Its like they were so great, all of us are looking up to them.
You know how proud i felt, when i was sitting in the crowd, and when our seniors do their routine, someone behind me said,"why they so strong uh?"
And i was in the toilet, i heard people said, "SP gusto is full of energy."
You know we were so happy at that time, especially at the end of their routine, when it was all stunts up, we screamed!
So seriously, i guess we should really train doubly hard, because we know now, we are just way too behind them, and we dont want to embarrass our team, we still have time, we should really train!
If you dont know about the nationals, you should go to youtube, and type singapore cheerleading national championships 2011. Gusto is really awesome! But there are some other teams which are really great too! Do take a look at wildcards routine! Theirs are really great! Omg, really admire them lots!
Well, but at nationals, that kind of atmosphere, im sure everyone must be feeling so nervous, so actually, all teams that competed are really great! To be able to finish their routine, im sure they did felt a sense of achievement, and im sure all teams did their very best.
Lets hope we juniors can continue to do gusto proud. Good job to our dear seniors, we are really so proud of all of you! :D
Some pictures for today and yesterday. We took quite a lot of pictures there while waiting!
Took this yesterday after their group stunts! Hehe, from tall to tallest :D
Took this yesterday with vinnie! She's so cute right?
Took this today after the whole competition! This is our senior team! :D
And finally, before we left, we took this with our seniors!
Alright, that will be all.
Gonna go to bed soon, blog again some other time alright!
Be happy for me, for gusto! GUSTO CHAMPIONS! :D
March 16, 2011
Not even a chance
I'm so disappointed, so freaking hell disappointed.
I just wanted a chance, even though i know i may not succeed, but just a chance for me is enough.
But i don't even get that chance, why?
Why must it always be like that. It always have to turn out like that.
I realize since i was young, i've never got anything which i really wanted, never got what i really work hard for.
Why?
I was really sad and disappointed. Others can tell me "its alright", "nevermind", "try again", "don't be sad", yes everything, i can tell myself that too. But they just didn't know how important it is to me.
I wanted to be a happy girl, not an emo girl.
But why? why? why? Everytime i decided to smile, to get over an unhappy issue, to be more optimistic, something so disappointing and unhappy must happen?
Why? It's not as if im much lousier, its not as if i don't even have the standard, but i didn't even get the chance.
Just a fucking chance, no i didn't get it.
I cried, because this wasn't the only time. It happen to me everytime.
Unfair, this is really unfair.
But why? Why is it always me?
I've tried telling myself, someday your life's gonna be better, your luck's gonna change, but when?
If you're me, being in the same situation as me, you can't smile, trust me.
Yeah, blame it on my rotten luck.
I've just got to accept it, what else can i do?
I just wanted a chance, even though i know i may not succeed, but just a chance for me is enough.
But i don't even get that chance, why?
Why must it always be like that. It always have to turn out like that.
I realize since i was young, i've never got anything which i really wanted, never got what i really work hard for.
Why?
I was really sad and disappointed. Others can tell me "its alright", "nevermind", "try again", "don't be sad", yes everything, i can tell myself that too. But they just didn't know how important it is to me.
I wanted to be a happy girl, not an emo girl.
But why? why? why? Everytime i decided to smile, to get over an unhappy issue, to be more optimistic, something so disappointing and unhappy must happen?
Why? It's not as if im much lousier, its not as if i don't even have the standard, but i didn't even get the chance.
Just a fucking chance, no i didn't get it.
I cried, because this wasn't the only time. It happen to me everytime.
Unfair, this is really unfair.
But why? Why is it always me?
I've tried telling myself, someday your life's gonna be better, your luck's gonna change, but when?
If you're me, being in the same situation as me, you can't smile, trust me.
Yeah, blame it on my rotten luck.
I've just got to accept it, what else can i do?
March 11, 2011
Lost and found?
Some little things do make you smile.
I did, i got in touch with an old friend, someone whom i have not spoken to for years.
Its like a lost and found, though my friend isnt an object.
Yeah, but the feeling of finding someone whom you have lost touch with, there's this sense of familiarity, its as if i have gone back to the old days.
So you know, friends do matter. Treasure those good friends around you.
I did, i got in touch with an old friend, someone whom i have not spoken to for years.
Its like a lost and found, though my friend isnt an object.
Yeah, but the feeling of finding someone whom you have lost touch with, there's this sense of familiarity, its as if i have gone back to the old days.
So you know, friends do matter. Treasure those good friends around you.
March 1, 2011
EXAMMMMMMMSSSSS OVERRRRR!
Hello people, i promise to blog after exams, so here i am.
Okay so how was my papers? I think i lost marks for every single paper. But oh well, whatever, i always had careless mistakes, thats like so common for me.
Okay but for my marketing paper, oh gosh, i think i lost quite alot of marks. Hope my A wont fly away please.
Okay whatever, whats over is over, not gonna think about my papers anymore.
So anw, i've finished my year one!!!!!!!
Sighhhh, yeah im glad that exams are over, glad that im having my holidays now, but.... you know holidays can be really boring.
Its only my official first day of holidays, but i can already sense how bored this whole holiday is gonna be.
Like seriously, what can i do? Im trying to get a job, yeah trying, not much confidence about it though.
And if i can, that kind of solve my problem, if not, i dont know how im gonna spend the one and a half month of holidays!
Someone suggest to me what can i do for the rest of my holidays rather than sleeping, using laptop, watching tv blah blah blah......
I kind of feel that im gonna waste my time like that, and my whole holiday is gonna be so meaningless. You see, i just woke up from bed not long ago, and im feeling so sleepy again.
So dont tell me im just gonna keep sleeping and sleeping for the whole holiday?
Whatever luhhh, i better get a job, pray that i can.
If not im gonna die this holiday, dont know where to get money from.
Yeah thats all, to those still having their papers, good luck. Spend your last few days of exams wisely, because after your exam, your are gonna be as bored as me.
Okay bye.
Okay so how was my papers? I think i lost marks for every single paper. But oh well, whatever, i always had careless mistakes, thats like so common for me.
Okay but for my marketing paper, oh gosh, i think i lost quite alot of marks. Hope my A wont fly away please.
Okay whatever, whats over is over, not gonna think about my papers anymore.
So anw, i've finished my year one!!!!!!!
Sighhhh, yeah im glad that exams are over, glad that im having my holidays now, but.... you know holidays can be really boring.
Its only my official first day of holidays, but i can already sense how bored this whole holiday is gonna be.
Like seriously, what can i do? Im trying to get a job, yeah trying, not much confidence about it though.
And if i can, that kind of solve my problem, if not, i dont know how im gonna spend the one and a half month of holidays!
Someone suggest to me what can i do for the rest of my holidays rather than sleeping, using laptop, watching tv blah blah blah......
I kind of feel that im gonna waste my time like that, and my whole holiday is gonna be so meaningless. You see, i just woke up from bed not long ago, and im feeling so sleepy again.
So dont tell me im just gonna keep sleeping and sleeping for the whole holiday?
Whatever luhhh, i better get a job, pray that i can.
If not im gonna die this holiday, dont know where to get money from.
Yeah thats all, to those still having their papers, good luck. Spend your last few days of exams wisely, because after your exam, your are gonna be as bored as me.
Okay bye.
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