Hi, i know i havent been updating for more than a week.
Thats because im really busy, there's so many projects, assignments, tests all on this week. I've just finished my fom presentation on tue. Quite a disaster i should say. The laptop we are using just suddenly blackout halfway, we panick, didnt know what to do, shock, scared, nervous, everything all written on our faces. Why? Coz we couldnt exceed a 30 mins, and the time still goes on. Especially me, i was the one speaking when it just auto shut. So in the end, i continued presenting without the slides after wasting a few mins. I wish i was more calm, so i wouldnt have wasted that few mins. Whatever it is, i hope our hardwork pays off, especially this time round when so many things happen, but we still put in our best effort to finish it.
Well, anw i've still got more projects waiting to be completed. Most of the datelines is the week after cny.
Sighhhhh i want a proper break, a proper one seriously.
Tml is friday. SERIOUSLY TGIF!
It has been such a tiring week, and i mean it. Trying to rush through for the datelines and everything, no joke, i had to sleep late because i need to complete those assignments, because i dont want to fail my test, because i dont want to go to class without doing tutorials.
Alright, this sat's training gonna be the last one before we break for the final year exam.
I hope its gonna be fine, hope so....
Not just training, exco interview, sighhh havent decided what position to choose. HEADACHE!
Okay okay, i think i should go to bed now, since i finished revising for my test early, i should go and sleep early.
Let's hope i get this proper break for cny, enjoy your weekends people! :D
January 27, 2011
January 16, 2011
Let things go right.
Hello people, this week is such a busy week. And next week is gonna be even busier.
This week im always staying in school doing project. Projects after projects, when is it ever gonna end?
And next week, there's so many datelines, im gotta rush, like seriously.
This is a better week i guess, i hope that things are starting to go right, rather than everything going in the wrong way.
The previous week is a bad one i should say, felt that everything is going the wrong way.
I cant do a single thing to change anything, feel so helpless, so frustrated, so alone.
But i guess things are better right now. I keep telling myself this, no matter how tough things are, its gonna change one day. It wont always remain so bad, it will be better someday, you just have to wait patiently for that day.
Cheer is fine, some small little things which i can achieve although i know there's still a long way for me, still many many things which i need to catch up with.
Well, but those small small things which i achieve can give me lots of motivation, you know?
I guess thats the sense of achievement, something i wouldnt get anywhere else.
And perhaps, sometimes if you didnt give up, and keep trying, you will get it one day, no matter how long you have to wait for that day, you know its worth it when you see the results.
Though life is unfair, though putting in 100% effort doesnt mean you will get back 100%, but it is better than not putting in any effort, and not getting back anything in return right?
Okay anw, tomorrow is gonna be damn damn busy, i've got many assignments, tutorials to complete.
And i have to rush through them tomorrow, coz my whole day today is gone, taken by cca.
Im getting so stress up coz of my projects, give me some support and motivation please.
ARRRHHHHH LAST SEM I MUST HANG IN THERE!
Okay anyway im having a flu, i hope i recover soon, coz it sucks to fall sick.
Oh anw, i keep playing a few songs coz i really like it.
Go listen to it if you havent heard of it, its really nice.
萧亚轩 - 错的人
王力宏 - 你不知道的事
蔡依林 - 小伤口
I keep playing and playing.
Its all emo songs lah, but somehow i feel that emo songs are the nicest, coz i always find their lyrics so meaningful.
只是小伤口 那又为什么
随时碰就随时痛
This week im always staying in school doing project. Projects after projects, when is it ever gonna end?
And next week, there's so many datelines, im gotta rush, like seriously.
This is a better week i guess, i hope that things are starting to go right, rather than everything going in the wrong way.
The previous week is a bad one i should say, felt that everything is going the wrong way.
I cant do a single thing to change anything, feel so helpless, so frustrated, so alone.
But i guess things are better right now. I keep telling myself this, no matter how tough things are, its gonna change one day. It wont always remain so bad, it will be better someday, you just have to wait patiently for that day.
Cheer is fine, some small little things which i can achieve although i know there's still a long way for me, still many many things which i need to catch up with.
Well, but those small small things which i achieve can give me lots of motivation, you know?
I guess thats the sense of achievement, something i wouldnt get anywhere else.
And perhaps, sometimes if you didnt give up, and keep trying, you will get it one day, no matter how long you have to wait for that day, you know its worth it when you see the results.
Though life is unfair, though putting in 100% effort doesnt mean you will get back 100%, but it is better than not putting in any effort, and not getting back anything in return right?
Okay anw, tomorrow is gonna be damn damn busy, i've got many assignments, tutorials to complete.
And i have to rush through them tomorrow, coz my whole day today is gone, taken by cca.
Im getting so stress up coz of my projects, give me some support and motivation please.
ARRRHHHHH LAST SEM I MUST HANG IN THERE!
Okay anyway im having a flu, i hope i recover soon, coz it sucks to fall sick.
Oh anw, i keep playing a few songs coz i really like it.
Go listen to it if you havent heard of it, its really nice.
萧亚轩 - 错的人
王力宏 - 你不知道的事
蔡依林 - 小伤口
I keep playing and playing.
Its all emo songs lah, but somehow i feel that emo songs are the nicest, coz i always find their lyrics so meaningful.
只是小伤口 那又为什么
随时碰就随时痛
January 10, 2011
Just the way you are,
Hi im back on my blog.
Well, life is getting pretty bored recently, its just school, school and school.
There isnt really anything much for me to blog about, but nah, im trying to blog at least once in a week.
Blogging is the time when you can say whatever you wish to tell on your blog.
So, here's the updates on how i am recently.
Well, im starting to feel the stress for this final sem.
There's projects piling up, waiting to be done, but i dont know where and how im gonna start, feel so lost.
Competition is nearing, in march, and i feel what we are achieving is kinda pathetic, we need to work really hard.
Im having muscle aches all over, with bruises here and there, from saturday's training.
Its gonna get tougher for sure, but well, everybody just jiayou alright?
Hmmm oh and anw, regarding my test results, rather satisfied with most of the modules, except for bc, business commnication, which i feel that im in deep shit.
Doing really bad for that, sigh, and the thing that pulled my marks down, a simple grammar test which we have done it before.
Just coz it is simple, i didnt pay much attention to it, im really dead, have to do well for the last proposal.
Left with pacc paper, i hope it doesnt bring me any disappointment. You know what i want, dont you?
Im looking forward to a short break, probably chinese new year, for me to take a short rest, before i charge for the final exams.
I hope things will go on well...........
Something nice about today, saw a super hot guy in sp, and he is so gentleman to hold the door for we girls to go in first. Even when i let him out first, he still stood outside to hold it for me until i walk in. Unlike some other guys who i've seen and they dont even hold the door for girls, worse still, expect girls to hold it for them.
Oh yeah, just an update, anw, bk just open its outlet in sp, haha went to bk for lunch today :D
sighhhh too many fast food outlets in sp, not healthy.
Oh oh, and i wanna get this.
Was browsing through during lessons.
Like both the colours, well but obviously, im not gonna get two.
Arhhhh i wanna get my longchamp bag, hmmm or will someone be nice to get it for me?
Lol, just jk, sighhh money please fall from the sky.
There's still so much more things i wanna get.
Oh anw, this is random, i hate to say it, but seriously, i dislike people who are ridiculous, that kind of childish act.
Not gonna mention much about it.
Okok, thats it for today, bb to all :)
Lets end off with some webcam!
Well, life is getting pretty bored recently, its just school, school and school.
There isnt really anything much for me to blog about, but nah, im trying to blog at least once in a week.
Blogging is the time when you can say whatever you wish to tell on your blog.
So, here's the updates on how i am recently.
Well, im starting to feel the stress for this final sem.
There's projects piling up, waiting to be done, but i dont know where and how im gonna start, feel so lost.
Competition is nearing, in march, and i feel what we are achieving is kinda pathetic, we need to work really hard.
Im having muscle aches all over, with bruises here and there, from saturday's training.
Its gonna get tougher for sure, but well, everybody just jiayou alright?
Hmmm oh and anw, regarding my test results, rather satisfied with most of the modules, except for bc, business commnication, which i feel that im in deep shit.
Doing really bad for that, sigh, and the thing that pulled my marks down, a simple grammar test which we have done it before.
Just coz it is simple, i didnt pay much attention to it, im really dead, have to do well for the last proposal.
Left with pacc paper, i hope it doesnt bring me any disappointment. You know what i want, dont you?
Im looking forward to a short break, probably chinese new year, for me to take a short rest, before i charge for the final exams.
I hope things will go on well...........
Something nice about today, saw a super hot guy in sp, and he is so gentleman to hold the door for we girls to go in first. Even when i let him out first, he still stood outside to hold it for me until i walk in. Unlike some other guys who i've seen and they dont even hold the door for girls, worse still, expect girls to hold it for them.
Oh yeah, just an update, anw, bk just open its outlet in sp, haha went to bk for lunch today :D
sighhhh too many fast food outlets in sp, not healthy.
Oh oh, and i wanna get this.
Was browsing through during lessons.
Like both the colours, well but obviously, im not gonna get two.
Arhhhh i wanna get my longchamp bag, hmmm or will someone be nice to get it for me?
Lol, just jk, sighhh money please fall from the sky.
There's still so much more things i wanna get.
Oh anw, this is random, i hate to say it, but seriously, i dislike people who are ridiculous, that kind of childish act.
Not gonna mention much about it.
Okok, thats it for today, bb to all :)
Lets end off with some webcam!
January 5, 2011
Do you understand?
I want to do well so freaking badly...
But i cant, no matter how hard i've tried.
And do you all understand that kind of disappointment, not just disappointment, huge disappointment, hitting you over and over again.
Falling down over and over again, do you know how hard it is to pick myself up?
Working hard isnt always the key to success, you know?
But i really tried, i wish to tell you all how much i've tried.
But from everything im showing, i dont know how i can convince you all that i've tried.
And you cant understand, how helpless i am.
And you cant understand how impossible it is.
And you cant understand everything which im feeling.
So tell me, what am i suppose to do?
What a good way to start 2011.
But i cant, no matter how hard i've tried.
And do you all understand that kind of disappointment, not just disappointment, huge disappointment, hitting you over and over again.
Falling down over and over again, do you know how hard it is to pick myself up?
Working hard isnt always the key to success, you know?
But i really tried, i wish to tell you all how much i've tried.
But from everything im showing, i dont know how i can convince you all that i've tried.
And you cant understand, how helpless i am.
And you cant understand how impossible it is.
And you cant understand everything which im feeling.
So tell me, what am i suppose to do?
What a good way to start 2011.
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