Things just keep going wrong.

I thought everything was over.
yet i was wrong.
Just when i thought that things are alright, something would happen again.
But in this world, you just cant have everything you want isnt it?
You just cant have a say in everything.
But i just dont get it, is it wrong to be a selfless person?
Dont others appreciate it?
We all dont want to make things ugly isnt it?
But yet, we have no choice.
Why must unhappiness be the result of all this?
I thought we can talk things out nicely, so that everyone is happy with the solution.
Why cant peace be the solution to all our problems?
If everyone can just spare a thought for one another, the world would be so beautiful.
yet we all understand that it is impossible.
The world is never beautiful enough.
Coz its human nature to be selfish.
Who would actually spare a thought for others when you want something yourself?
Im wrong, very wrong.
Things wont get better.
I dont want it this way either, but do i have a choice?
Yes, maybe its true.
In this world, nothing is fair.
Everyone will just have to fight for your own rights.
I think my perception of this world have changed.
I thought everyone can be there to care for one another, help one another.
Sometimes, some things just make me feels that im all alone.
Coz none of u are in the same situation as me, you dont understand.
The way i struggled to make a decision, to solve the problem.
Seriously, im tired of all this.
I just dont know how im gonna continue.
And wad im gonna do.
I know my posts recently are all very emo.
I didnt want that either.
Who would want to be emo all day?
I dont know, my only motivation now is in my studies.
Im pinning all my hopes there.