CCA SHOWCASE

Yay, went for cca showcase today and ytd.
Erm wrote down my names for a few cca.
Dont want to say which one now, juz in case i didnt get in then damn paiseh.
Hahaha.
Alright, i hope i do get in to those that i really wants.
Erm, i guess now i am starting to look forward to sch again.
Ermms, sorry for those emo posts previously.
Haha, i should stay optimistic :)
Okayys.
Looking forward to the busy poly life.
When there is cca, school, tests, projects.
Im not sick, haha but i like to have a busy schedule.
Hahaha.
Okay, blog some other time :)

Things just keep going wrong.

I thought everything was over.
yet i was wrong.
Just when i thought that things are alright, something would happen again.
But in this world, you just cant have everything you want isnt it?
You just cant have a say in everything.
But i just dont get it, is it wrong to be a selfless person?
Dont others appreciate it?
We all dont want to make things ugly isnt it?
But yet, we have no choice.
Why must unhappiness be the result of all this?
I thought we can talk things out nicely, so that everyone is happy with the solution.
Why cant peace be the solution to all our problems?
If everyone can just spare a thought for one another, the world would be so beautiful.
yet we all understand that it is impossible.
The world is never beautiful enough.
Coz its human nature to be selfish.
Who would actually spare a thought for others when you want something yourself?
Im wrong, very wrong.
Things wont get better.
I dont want it this way either, but do i have a choice?
Yes, maybe its true.
In this world, nothing is fair.
Everyone will just have to fight for your own rights.
I think my perception of this world have changed.
I thought everyone can be there to care for one another, help one another.
Sometimes, some things just make me feels that im all alone.
Coz none of u are in the same situation as me, you dont understand.
The way i struggled to make a decision, to solve the problem.
Seriously, im tired of all this.
I just dont know how im gonna continue.
And wad im gonna do.
I know my posts recently are all very emo.
I didnt want that either.
Who would want to be emo all day?
I dont know, my only motivation now is in my studies.
Im pinning all my hopes there.

LIFE SUCKS.

Life sucks so much, seriously.
I dont even know why all this is happening.
Wads wrong with my life man?
You all dont understand.
WTF. I seriously hate to say, but im juz sick and tired of everything
Perhaps i juz made the wrong choice.
Shld have listen to everyone's advice in the first place.
Seriously, i need a break from all this.
SUCKS.
I miss ctss, and everyone there.

SCHOOL STARTED!

Hello hello hello.
School started already.
Lol, ytd's lesson was interesting.
TO ME LOL
Maybe coz i havent been attending lessons for a few months and i simply miss school too much.
Went home and guess wad i did?
STUDY.
Haha i guess many ppl would think im crazy, first day of school so mug.
But im not, i juz miss studying lol.
Oh yeah, today's lessons were all right too.
But lol, got one tutorial on DBE, one lecture on DBE, and one project on DBE.
Haizz... i seriously dont understand wad DBE is all about.
Then there is the accounting lecture....
Lol. many ppl were saying that was damn boring.
Errr.... okay lah, i guess.
Hahaha lets all jiayou together k?
Ok this is quite random.
Haizz. but dont you all hate double-faced ppl.
But i guess everyone is double face.
And i simply hate it.
I hate being one.
Haizz. Telling lies and everything.
Can someone help me pls?
Oh no.........

BACK TO CTSS!!!

Hello.
Sorry this post is a little late.
But anw, went back to ctss on friday.
Go for speech day and received my award.
Lol. Saw so many sec schoolmates.
Yeah then after we received our awards we all zao halfway during the performances.
Lol.... damn funny, we want to zao then dont dare.
In the end dont know who took the lead, then most of us zao out of the hall.
Yah den at first wanna have a class dinner. But no one is moving, so we decided to eat as a small grp.
Okay so have dinner at LJS with huiling, wing tong, wx and wijohn....
Haha has been such a long time since we ate LJS.
Oh yeah, i think some fotos up on fb.

End of orientation

Hi ppl.
Its the end of my orientation.
Okay, as promised, i need to blog abt it.
And i will.
K first day we had registration first.
Stupid me dont know that we had to register before going.
Went straight to the theatre and went all the way back to register.
Omg then the queue was damn damn long.
After that we played some games, yeah, and got to know one another's names.
Well. Thats abt it for day 1.

OKAY DAY 2
Day 2 was quite fun coz we had amazing race!
But before that, we had to sit in the convention centre and listen to a super long talk by the director and the principal.
Alright, this year we are early, the principal is late.
Okay amazing race was quite nice coz we went around the school.
SP IS BIG.
Alright the games are simple though, but they also need us to have class spirit in order to finish the whole game.
Well, I rmb, we went a long way back to do forfeit, and end up realizing we dont need to do it.
Alright, though our class didnt get into top 5 for amazing race, but we did a good job, isnt it?
Haha well done DTRM 06 :)
Okay, then we had a briefing for flag day after that.

DAY 3
Had SPICE training in the morning.
Then played some games in the afternoon.
Games = Some forfeit.
There's definitely someone gonna do forfeit.
Lol. Okay, then we chose our chairperson, vice chair, and treasurer.
Thanks to Qamil, Gerald and Alicia for that.
Okay, thats basically what we did for 3rd day.
Then after that went to plaza singapura for ice monster.

And for today....
The most tiring out of all.
Had flag day early in the morning, I woke up at 5.45...
Reminds me of sec sch lah.
Took a bus to bugis.
Oh yeah, i rmb our GL told us not to be late, and they ended up late?
Hahaha.
We are so unlucky, coz sch of engineering is there too.
Haizz. so many ppl at bugis, it is so difficult to find someone to help us donate.
Okay, i did a v bad job.
Only got $40.20 :(((((((
Totally lost to the highest in class by $140 plus.
OMG lah, seriously dont know how they get ppl to donate.
Alright, we are the highest among DTRM right?
Yeah, thats a good thing.
Okay. then at first we all wanted to go party.
After realizing no one in class is going, we all sian.
But in the end still went to take a look, erm but left after abt 10 mins.
Went tiong with jocelyn and peter.
So so so sorry for pangseh-ing.
But im seriously not in the mood for movie.
Okay, anw, nxt time lah.
Yeah then end of orientation.
Hope everyone had fun.
Yeah, i had. And of course, got to know my classmates better.
Wow time flies, my orientation is over, nxt mon gonna start sch officially.
Im gonna be same as jc peeps, MY SCHOOL IS STARTING!!!!
I DONT NEED TO ROT AT HOME ANYMORE.
Haha, oh yeah, not forgetting Clay and Pei Yi for guiding us throughout the orientation.
Yes, we had fun. Both of you are great leaders :)
Errr. though i dont know if both of you will see it. Haha.
Alright, thats about it.
Haizz. end of orientation, should i be happy or not?
Mixed feelings.

Oh yea, tml going back ctss collect prize.
Wish to see all the 4d1 peeps.
Yay, see you all tml.
Oh yah. and clique outing on saturday.
Hahas.



Keep in contact alright.
I hope, coz i dont want disappointment anymore.

2nd day of orientation!

Hahahaha hi everyone!!!!!!!
Its the 2nd day of my orientation.
Haha. Im not gonna talk alot about that.
I will say in details when the whole orientation is over.
Alright but anw, find the orientation quite fun up till now :)
Yeah. Oh yah. I HAVE TO MENTION THIS!!!
I SAW A SENIOR IN SP AND HE REALLY REALLY REALLY LOOKS LIKE WEI HONG.
You know i almost went up to my senior and ask him if he has a younger bro.
Hahaha, though i know they are obviously not related.
Anyway, one of them is Seow, and he is Tan.
Okay well anyway. Thats all for now.
Blog again after the end of the orientation.

Oh yeah. Do visit my FORMSPRING and ask me qns :D

OMGOMGOMG!

OMG OMG OMG.
Tml is my orientation.
Something which i have waited for few months!
OMG OMG OMG.
Im so scared and excited.
Wish me luck.

Shopping trip (:

Went out with wx to bugis today.
Haha. actually we went out yesterday too.
Both of us bought a bag from fareast plaza, same design, different colour.
So today i bought a wallet and pants.
I DECLARE THAT I AM SERIOUSLY BROKE NOW!
OMG. I've been buying and buying lots of things recently.
Perhaps its because sch hasnt start yet, so the only way to get rid of boredom is shopping i guess.
Gosh. Alright i promise i will try not to buy more things until GSS.
Haha. I mean its GSS, so thats an excuse for me to spent.
Anyway today is such a great day.
This coming monday gonna be my orientation.
OMG. Im looking forward to it, but im so nervous too.
Its from monday to friday.. I hope it will be fun.
Anyway, im also looking forward to the dinner on tue/fri.
Haha. and looking forward to go back to ctss on friday.
Well. school is starting soon. Time to switch from the relax mood to the study mood (:

Counting down....

Counting down...
7 more days to orientation..
14 more days to the official first day of school.
Hahaha.