Ok hellos.
Im going out later in the afternoon. So decided to blog now.
Just finish my breakfast, so im damn damn full now.
OK, actually, this few days, i wasnt reali happy coz thr's sumthing on my mind.
Im quite affected by that, but however i guess i shall not state what it is.
But sometimes i hope people can understand me, and i dun lyk to be force to do something.
I will do it if i lyk it.
Whats the point of forcing me to do something, when im unwilling to do it?
I noe it has not been easy for them, but it isnt easy for me too.
Why cant they put themselves into my shoes, and think for me?
I dunwan to do it, coz i simply hates it.
They always lyk to compare me wif others, but I AM ME, I AM MYSELF!
Im not others. Especially in terms of emotions, others can accept it doesnt mean i can.
They can compare me in terms of studies or grades, but not my emotions.
COZ I CANT ACCEPT IT MEANS I CANT!
And dats coz i am NG LI JUAN.
Im not the same as others.
Im the only one in the world who understand myself best.
If i have a choice, i wont want it this way either.
But i dun.
And the main thing is, i've gt to solve this problem within this few days.
And i seriously duno wad im gonna do.
And i guess none of u knows how i feel.
Coz i dun tink anyone of u will be in the same situation as me.
People always says that u have to discuss and talk nicely to solve the problem.
But i dun tink it works for me.
Ok nvm, sry for me saying so much but din tell wads happening.
But i will be fine, i will be ok when im back in sch on monday.
Ok anw, bye.