Hi ppl. Ok. IM NOT HAPPY TODAY. LIJUAN IS NOT HAPPY TODAY!!! So juz now grace was telling me dat she's very happy today. And i told her im not. Lol. Ytd im happy, but she doesnt seem to be. Today she's happy and im not. Anw today during bio, ms wong cut the sheep's kidney. Sad. We din haf a chance to do it. But she said we will, juz dat i duno when. So all of them was saying thr's a smell. But den i juz couldnt smell anything. Haizz.. anw today gt back the maths test paper. At first so excited to get it bac. But den when i get it, not so happy with the marks. Coz thr are some careless mistakes which can be avoided. Yeah, so i find the marks rather disappointing. But at first there's still an error, den after dat i spotted it, but im not too sure. Coz ms toh says if somebody juz approaches her without any errors with the marking den she's gonna minus 1 mark from the paper. But in the end i still went over. And luckily i did. Ok, den after dat during eng, we din do much. Juz had some spelling and testing on our vocabulary. I think we seems like some P1 kids studying.. Den after dat she din teach, so we do our own things. And i saw weiheng, using jing wen's marker, he went to paint his spectacle's frames. And den it was lyk black in colour. Lol. dat was rather lame lah. and he was wearing it. from far seems lyk he wearing shades, and when u go near, you'll think dat what he is doing is rather stupid. lol. no offence. Ok, den after sch thr is that "breaking down barriers" talk. Oh my, so long lah. From 1.50 to abt 3. Last wk alr very long liao, den this wk even longer. Dats nth special.
Haizz.. i think im suffering from mood swings uh. lol. seriously, ytd and the previous day before ytd i can be so damn happy and hyper. But today i suddenly like not happy. I mean im not emo, juz dat im not happy. Ok lols. Zzz. Nvm. I'll cheer myself up. coz i hate to stay emo.


It doesnt feel nice when you avoid or ignore me. And it doesnt feel nice to see you concerning abt everyone else except me. But i bet you'll never understand. Coz you wont even take a little bit of ur time to think abt it as you dun even noe that i love you. I realised im juz lyk a normal friend to you, one of so many that you had. My presence doesnt mean anything to you, and my absence wont make any difference to you either. But its all a one-sided love from me, therefore i cant even expect anything in return. And if u ever came across and read my blog, would u even noe dat you are the person im talking about?