I know it has been a really long time since i last blogged (and yes, i say this every single time), but yeah i'm really busy with school and stuff so......
Oh well, but at least i'm back with an entry.
So its 2014 (although already 2 months into it) and everything has been going fine so far.
Well, so for this period of time, i've just been occupied with schoolwork and more schoolwork. Group B mods are a chore. I really dislike it. I feel that mods like OB, marketing are mods that are very subjective. It all depends on your ideas and really, i don't think they are mods whereby you putting in effort will guarantee results. Nevertheless, my group still worked very hard for marketing and i really hope we can do well.
School has been alright so far, at least with people whom i know being in the same class as me. Coz at least i know i can trust them, trust them that they will do their work well.
I mean really, ever since i went into poly, i have trust issues coz i seriously don't know who's the irresponsible person who would just leave everything aside and hope that someone else will clear up their mess.
I'm glad that at least up till now, i have not met such a person in uni yet.
Life has been pretty mundane for me. I find myself going to school everyday, then coming up, rushing tutorials in the weekends, and then sometimes hanging out. But.... everything is so repetitive. Oh gosh, i need a life. I need something to work hard for (besides my studies). Guess coz i don't stay in hall, and i'm not participating much in school activities except for SH tues.
But, i'm scared. I had such hectic schedule back then in poly. Just schoolwork alone was double of others since i have irresponsible groupmates and i gotta do what they choose not to do. I had diploma plus which means i gotta study an additional module. I got gusto, which means that i had lots of my time taken up for training. And yeah, not forgetting i used to have a leadership position back then.
So, i dealt with so much stress that i end up crying every single day. Guess that's the reason why i chose not to have committments when it comes to uni. But now that i have none, i feel so.... empty?
Well recently, i've been having thoughts of going back to cheer. Probably joining outside cheerleading team if i really want. Well coz the hall cheer competitions were just over. And seeing all my friends training so hard for hall cheer, and seeing them stunt, really makes me wanna go back. I miss those times when i have something to work hard towards, and those times when cheer gave me a sense of satisfaction that i can never get from anywhere else.
But i'm still thinking about it. It's like right now even though i don't have much committments, i'm already quite busy with schoolwork. And i know its gonna be worse if i join cheer. So..... I'll consider it probably.
Anyway, just some pics from cny.
Hahaha we took so many pics. Seriously, coz we have nothing to do and we just ended up taking pictures. Many many pictures. But i shouldnt upload everything here, you guys probably would have a shock at the amount of pictures we took. But yeah, here are some that i like.
So these are taken on 初一.
And then more on 初二.
And then 初三 i actually went to teoheng with family. Its always like that coz we normally don't go house visits for so many days. So this year we decided to just head down to teoheng to sing k haha.
Yeah and that's cny.
Oh and just last weekend, i attended sophia's birthday party. It was the first 21st i attend. Omg this means i'm turning old people around me are all starting to celebrate their 21st. So what about me? I'm still thinking of what i should do sigh.
So here's a picture in a picture. Just realized we did not really took a proper photo together coz she was so busy that night!
And and here's another picture with the dtrm peeps. Had fun talking to them.
And i'm definitely glad to meet and see these familiar faces. Like really.
We just gathered around and talk about poly times. Sigh, actually i do miss poly...
Well, and that's probably about it. Its the start of recess week for me today and no, i'm not happy at all coz i have tons and tons of work to do.
So yeah jiayou to me and every other uni kid.
