HARRROOOOO!!
I'm here to update this space a little bit because i realized it has been quite some time since i last posted.
Okay its nearing the end of september, and we're gonna welcome october soon!! My favourite month, hehe because its my birthday month!!! *HINT HINT*
Haha but anyway how's life for everyone? Me? Hmm I'm pretty occupied with schoolwork and everything. School's fine i'm coping well, at least not as stressed as poly. Well but maybe because this is the first year. And time flies, 6 weeks of school passed, just one more week will come recess week.
School's a 4-days week for me since i dont have lessons on friday (Well but sometimes i still have to go to school for projects).
Life's good so far. Hanging out with my og peeps most of the time. But sometimes also with my tutorial mates. My project group mates for different modules are all rather responsible (and i definitely hope it stays that way), so right now there's no problem of free-riding. Well, i guess everyone knows i hate that! And if i know of anyone who's gonna do that again, i'm not gonna let that person off so easily like how i did in poly. Definitely not gonna take all the responsibilities again and stress myself up.
Well anyway continuing about school, hmm joined a club, wsc, which stands for welfare services club. Why suddenly go into welfare you may ask? Hmm have been joining rather active ccas all the while, as in high participation level and also physically active in a way. I just think that uni's workload is gonna be heavy, i don't want more stress from a cca. And i'm kinda sick of competition, its already enough competition in the area of academics, there's no need to seek more competition in ccas. So yup, shall dedicate my time to the community. HAHAHA i'm not that noble, but just think that yeah, its something meaningful, i do it once a week, so why not?
Yeah that pretty much sums up my school life so far. Trying to get more occupied with schoolwork so i can rely lesser on him.
Has been almost half a year since i got back to singapore, we still talk, but, not like how we used to.
And i know for sure, things will change, people will change. Just that, i'm still emotionally relying on him and everytime i'm unhappy, the first person i ever want to talk to will be him. But yeah, it has been 6 months. It doesn't do me any good to be clinging on so tightly to someone who's in my past, and will probably never be part of my future. Probably, hopefully, when school gets real busy, i wouldn't even have the time to think about all these.
Well not trying to be emo here, just.... pouring out my thoughts.
Alright i still have morning classes tomorrow, gotta go to bed soon.
Have a good week everyone! :)
