Hi all!!
It has been awhile since i last blogged.
So.... It is almost the end of july now and august is gonna come in a few days' time.
This means the start of uni, a new chapter of my life.
Oh! And did i mention that i went for nbs camp? It was so awesome really!
Well but seriously, it was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr tiring coz i only had approximately 6 hours of sleep in total for 5 days!! I felt zombified by the end of second day seriously. And when it reaches the 3rd day i couldnt even feel what i was doing. Hmm it seems like i was just following what everyone's doing. Well but i still had fun. I clearly remembered everything i did. And its like time just zooooooommm passed and there came day 5 which was the last day of camp. Well but at least we are still meeting up as a group for outings.
I really cherished this friendship coz these people are the first group of friends i've made in my uni!!
And the camp was really fun and awesome because of every single one of them!
Well but anyway, i just hope we still continue to meet up for outings and keep in touch with one another!
Another thing, its probably gonna be my last two days at work. Well, actually i really love my job and the people at my workplace are really nice. I want to earn more money and i really don't mind continue working. But i just dont want to tire myself out since idk how uni life is gonna be like. And anyway, uni is like my last stage as a student, i'm not in need of money why should i make my life so difficult right lol? So i kinda decided not to continue working.
Well anyway school's gonna start officially in about two weeks time. I havent been to school for about a year since i was on half a year internship. And i have been working all this time. So going back to school feels kinda weird but exciting at the same time. I just think that probably for the guys its even weirder since they have been in ns life and did all the tough work but now they gotta adapt back to a student life. Still, its another 3 years for me. I'm not staying in hall, i know i would be missing out a lot so i'm most probably gonna join a club. Definitely not one that needs a lot of commitment like gusto coz i really can't afford to get so stressed up again. But well, i'll go for one that really interest me. Some may ask, why don't i want to stay in hall.
Well actually a part of me wants, and a part of me don't. And probably a part of me doesn't have a choice.
The reason why i want is because i can save down the time for transporation, it takes probably 1.5 - 2 hours to travel to and fro from ntu. Another reason why i want is because i'm probably gonna have a lot of fun, and NO CURFEWS!!!! I can lead an independent and a "free" life like how i used to have in the states lol.
But, a part of me doesn't want to because i am highly certain that staying in hall will affect my results. And the first year is the most important year because if i get a low gpa, it is very very very difficult to get it up even if i do well for my second or third year. Secondly, i have to join all the clubs and participate in all the hall activities to fight for another spot in year 2. What if i can't get a spot? All the hall friends i've made in year 1?!! Well, probably will distant from them?
And lastly, the other part of me don't really have a choice. I guess if i'm gonna tell my mum that i wanna stay in hall, she's probably not gonna be pleased. I just got back to singapore in april, i've been away from home for 7 months. And now i'm gonna be away from home again for a year? Well i don't think she's gonna be pleased with that. The fact that she has already been very nice to let me go for an oitp, so i don't think i can ask for more. Well, but at least i count myself lucky for being able to feel what "real freedom" is like.
So, considering everything, nope i'm not in hall.
But oh well, someday i'll crash someone's hall. Maybe this is what all the hall 17 people should do!
(p.s. hall 17 means no hall lol)
Well thats probably about it, i'm getting sleepy time for my beeeedddd!
On a side note, i dont know why, i sleep like 11 or 12 hours almost everyday and i still feel tired!
I guess i'm still replenishing the hours that i lacked from camp.
Oh okay, i shall just sleep as much as i can. I probably wouldn't be able to wake up at 10am when school starts.
Alright, goodnight people!
