Actually i just realized, life isnt as unfair as what we always thought.
Though i wasn't given wisdom nor luck, though im not a really smart girl, but im given lots and lots of determination and hardwork.
And i certainly believe that hardwork and determination will go much further than luck and wisdom. Agree?
Not trying to brag here, but i usually have the determination when i do things.
So, keep going, perhaps sometimes you may think life is so unfair, but you may not always be the one losing out.
February 23, 2012
February 12, 2012
The end poly year 2
Cant believe how fast time flies. Especially in this term. It really seems super short. It was just the first week of the term and start of new year, and then came chinese new year, and then all my presentations, and then, friday was the last official school day of year 2. Kinda starting to miss school now, omg i dont want poly to end!!!!
I think this semester has been much better for me. I've got a new project group, and despite all the differences between us, we still managed to work things out. And really, with this new project group, i dont feel as stressful as the previous semesters anymore, when there's only 2 persons to clear all the shit from the projects.
But anyway, this coming week is my study week. And next week is the exam week.
I have 3 papers for this exam, okay actually 5 papers but apparently the other 2 are called test not exam -.-""
Abit redundant right? Since all are papers, and i have to study for them also, so whats the different between exam and test? Trying to cheat me right, its just the weightage for exams a little bit higher. But still, they are written papers.
Alright i have a paper tml, but wondering why im here blogging? Apparently i've finished studying for that paper. Don't think that im too confident, im really not confident at all, but im giving up for this module. Sigh, its mice, apparently i really dont have interest in it, dont know what to study.
I studied what i think are relevant, and im leaving it all to fate. Bless me please.
Okay holiays are coming, and im looking for jobs again. Havent been working for this 2 months during the weekend, i think i really need to rest. I know i need to save up for disney but look, its my last semester in poly next sem, i dont want to make myself so tired. I just want to enjoy my last semester, nothing wrong right? And you know those periods when we have tons of projects to do, its really tiring for me to go to school from mon to fri, and work during weekends. I think i need time to rest, im not a robot seriously. So if i've already decided not to work during the weekends when school reopens, this means that i seriously need a job during the holidays.
Actually im reconsidering if disney is what i really wants. Fickle minded? Yes i am. But, suddenly there's so many things that i need to consider about.
...
So near yet so far.
Yes, i've gained a lot of things, but i lost a lot of other things.
I'm happy with my life now, but i still have some regrets.
...
I think this semester has been much better for me. I've got a new project group, and despite all the differences between us, we still managed to work things out. And really, with this new project group, i dont feel as stressful as the previous semesters anymore, when there's only 2 persons to clear all the shit from the projects.
But anyway, this coming week is my study week. And next week is the exam week.
I have 3 papers for this exam, okay actually 5 papers but apparently the other 2 are called test not exam -.-""
Abit redundant right? Since all are papers, and i have to study for them also, so whats the different between exam and test? Trying to cheat me right, its just the weightage for exams a little bit higher. But still, they are written papers.
Alright i have a paper tml, but wondering why im here blogging? Apparently i've finished studying for that paper. Don't think that im too confident, im really not confident at all, but im giving up for this module. Sigh, its mice, apparently i really dont have interest in it, dont know what to study.
I studied what i think are relevant, and im leaving it all to fate. Bless me please.
Okay holiays are coming, and im looking for jobs again. Havent been working for this 2 months during the weekend, i think i really need to rest. I know i need to save up for disney but look, its my last semester in poly next sem, i dont want to make myself so tired. I just want to enjoy my last semester, nothing wrong right? And you know those periods when we have tons of projects to do, its really tiring for me to go to school from mon to fri, and work during weekends. I think i need time to rest, im not a robot seriously. So if i've already decided not to work during the weekends when school reopens, this means that i seriously need a job during the holidays.
Actually im reconsidering if disney is what i really wants. Fickle minded? Yes i am. But, suddenly there's so many things that i need to consider about.
...
So near yet so far.
Yes, i've gained a lot of things, but i lost a lot of other things.
I'm happy with my life now, but i still have some regrets.
...
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