If this is a dream...

HELLO GUYS!
I've cleared one paper!
3 MORE TO GO.
JIAYOU JIAYOU I CAN DO IT!
Anws... Went back to ctss today :D
LOL, I think im quite smart today, i know twx would be late, so i came later, and yeah indeed, she's the latest.
Alright, went into the school, visited the teachers, talked a bit yeah.
In fact we didnt talk to most of the teachers, perhaps only miss toh i talked to the most?
The rest of the teachers were just like, " oh hi.. happy teacher's day"...
Well, then me, wx, and wj decided to go back to the 4d1 class.
Sadly, it is no longer the same as how it used to be... but it is still the same classroom that we used to be in, same place where we study, have gossip sessions...
It brings back lots of memories....
Then we went to the study corner, the place where we always hang out during recess, or breaks, and we always wanted to study but ended up talking and chatting...
But it seemed so weird...
Last time when we are still in ctss, we always run, jump, scream, shout around like crazy, as if thats our home....
But now, not anymore.
Perhaps its because we are ex-clementeen?
And we dont behave like how we usually do...
Yeah and people changed too, i mean it feels so weird when i see those classmates that i dont normally hang out with.
Suddenly they feel like stranger to me.
Ohhh i wanna a 4d1 gathering/outing.
Any kind souls willing to organize... i mean after all our exams/promos.
Im kind enough but i know i wont do a good job organizing, so i dont bother to.
Yeap, then after that we went pizzahut for lunch and back home.
On our way to the mrt station i was grumbling and complaining, and i keep saying i dont want to go home.
Yeah, coz we dont know when we will meet up again.
It will be like sooooooooo long for us to see each other again.

Yeah and anw, just now when i visited cityvibes, went into singtel for a while.
I took a look at samsung galaxy, and it is quite similar to iphone isnt it?
Now im considering, samsung galaxy, iphone and blackberry.
Well, actually i dont have much info and samsung galaxy, and i dont know if its good.
But whatever, still one more month before i changed my phone...

Hey anyway, i was just thinking about this.
You are who you are now, but what if, one day you woke up and realized everything that happened was a dream.
Well i know this question is ridiculous, but just imagine luhh...
Yeah and in your dream, everything about your life now...
So if you were to be back to those times... maybe when you just received the o level results, would you still make the same decision?
Whether you will or not, reflects whether you regretted your decision or not.
Idk, if everything was a dream, hahaha i think i really dont know how to make a decision.
Well nvm about this, its just something super random.
You guys know i always think of random things...

Just now, i randomly clicked upon his profile.
Went there, and took a look.
Idk, mixed feelings.
It has been so long since i last took a look at it.
I've only got to say, i guess you never change a little.
Idk if you did, but thats the impression i had.
Still as perfect as before.
I guess thats the only thing i can be proud of.

Sighh... dont blame me for all the random-ness.
I realized recently i liked to blog alot.
Coz here's where i pen down my thoughts and emotions.
And blogging makes me think through alot...
Though sometimes im sure you people dont understand what im talking about...
Alright, i'll end off here..
Goodbye people.


Stop being so naive, or you'll end up getting hurt.
To think you are such a fool, everyone know it, except you.

Exam period sucks.

Well, i've just came back from school to hand in the dbe dlt.
Sigh... quite ridiculous uh.
I've got a paper at 5, yet i have to go school just to hand up the dlt which is due before 12.
Well whatever, i came back home then since i dontwant to stay in school for so long coz i cant study in school at all.
Yupp im sorry to myself, im not studying and im actually blogging, fb-ing.
Yeah, after blogging i'll go study, i promise.
Oh no... anw im down with flu and cough.
Someone save me please.
Why am i always sick during the exam period?
Last time when i was in secondary school, its also like that ):
I really hope i recover soon.
I hate cough. Sucks, my cough always takes weeks, worse still, sometimes months to recover.
Nono, i must recover before the training camp, cruise trip....
Alright please wish me luck for later's paper.
It took me quite some time to get everything into my brain.
Alright so GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE'S EXAM!
YEAH GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF TOO! :D
I'll end off with some webcam pictures.
Im sorry, but i was too bored while studying.
So i decided to webcam and take a little break :D
PS. I wanna switch over to lj!!!
Im still figuring how to use it though.







Its times like this when i think you are so important.
Times like this when i really want to see you.
IMYsomuch.

Endure :X

Sigh.. this is such a terrible week for me.
The past few days i feel like a crippled.
Im serious, not exaggerating.
Im practically limping around.
Alright, at least my ankle is much better, and my knee doesnt hurt so much.
BUT BUT BUT,
ytd i woke up, and realized i had sorethroat.
And today morning, when i woke up, i've got a terrible headache.
Gosh, my head is still spinning right now.
Anw was doing the dbe dlt ytd, omg, it really drives me crazy.
I dont even understand a what it is talking about.
Yeah, so i crap through it and finally finished it ytd.
And today, i recap my mob.
Apparently my headache couldnt allow me to concentrate.
Well, i think right now, i should just go and sleep.
And when i wake up hopefully im feeling much better then.

Idk what to say.

Im sorry, i've got this urge to blog.
wanted to type something though idk what to blog.
Well, i'll just talk crap.
If you dont wanna waste your time skip this.
If you have too much time to waste just read on.

Okay i'll talk a little about today.
Went gymnast training but practically sat aside and did nothing.
haha, at least i talk to xing yi (:
Why?
Coz i twisted my ankle, its quite swollen.
I have injuries on my knee, quite serious.
I said i fell down in my previous post, i didnt say how serious it was.
Well, not super serious though.
But i couldnt join in for training, have some difficulty when walking.
I went to see a sinseh just now, first time went leh.
Okay, leg please recover fast!
I wanna train for the napfa test!
Alright, oh and i want to clarify something here!
I fell down coz i was careless, NOT BECAUSE I LOOK AT SHUAI GE!!!!
Omg, the instructor was telling everyone i look at shuai ge thats why fell.
Now the whole gusto thinks that way, heyhey, im not so easily distracted!
And gosh, anything wrong with my fringe?
I merely cut it, and just a little shorter.
Arhhhh why is everyone making fun of it.
Fringe please grow!
Okok, im sorry for crapping.
Well whatever, anw its my blog right, my property.
Goodbye peeps.
ps, i didnt study anything today!

Time, please pass quickly.

What a boring week.

Okay, i've predicted.
This is gonna be a boring week.
Erm, not that i predicted, but it is so obvious right.
I have a mob paper on monday, i'll definitely stay at home to study this week.
It goes the same for next week, study week ):
And thr's no cca, so its so boring.
Tml is gonna be the last gymnast lesson before exams, till our training camp.
Yeah i will miss gusto.
Alright anw, i fell down today when i went jogging.
Hmm, so careless of me.
But i still have to go gymnast training tml.
I have to stretch.
Alright, anw i've more or less did most of the mob revision, havent revise finish though.
I've got to catch up for other modules.
Yeah, just like that for today.
I'll update again some other time, when i can.
Oh and anw, i feel like switching to lj.
haha lj should use lj right?
lol sorry im being lame.
well, but i guess lj is better.
BUT tell you a joke.
Idk how to use lj.
Sorry if its not funny, yeah but i feel so retarded.
I wanna switch over but idk how to use.
Someone be nice and teach me?
One more thing before i go..
Happy birthday to MUM..
and JIRO! (:

Coming to the end of the second week...

OHHGOSH, my title is to remind me to start studying!
Its coming to the end of the second week yet i've never really started studying a lot.
Okay, i've start a little, just this little little bit.
Alright, i'll blog finish, use the com awhile, and i'll start my mob revision.
This gonna be a long post i guess?
Coz i seemed to have so much to talk about.
I'll start off with ytd.
Meet up with the two girls at vivo for a mini celebration??
Idk if its considered a celebration, or maybe i should say a meal.
Alright, we went to white dog cafe for the meal coz fecilia recommended it.







Okay, perhaps from the picture the food looks okay.
It look okay to me too, but apparently it doesnt taste okay.
Alright, i dont want to comment so much about it, but anw if you dont believe you can go try it out.
I mean it isnt so bad, but its not too good either.

Okay, then back in school, we've got training..
Ytd's training was damn sucky, well for me i mean.
Coz i injured my wrist and shoulder, and i couldnt do much during the training.
Sigh... my wrist hurt damn badly now, and idk what to do.
Alright but it doesnt matter, anw ytd was the last training before our exams, then we'll have a break and 1 month later will be our training camp.

Alright talking about training, i've got to link this to gusto.
I need to make a decision.
Gusto, a cca which i really like.
Over here, everyone is like a family.
I've got a group of caring, encouraging, helpful and lovely friends.
I remember the first time i tried shoulder stand.
Quite long ago though. I was damn freaking scared, and i've got friends encouraging me, telling me to try and jiayou.
Then there was this time i did elevator.
I fell, and my group was suppose to do push-ups.
Yeah i thought it was only my group, in the end, the whole team did the pumpings.
When i stood up, i keep on saying sorry.
But what i heard from them was jiayou.
Everytime i went out with them, there's so much laughter.
Idk, but i've never really devoted so much time and effort for a cca.
Never really like a cca so much.
Though i know im not a good flyer, nor am i a good base.
I cant really lock well, not good in flexibility, jumps everything.
But i've been trying to improve myself.
So... i never really wanted to leave.
At the start, i thought i was really determined.
But now i felt that i wasnt.
Im hesitating, whether to stay or not.
Its not that i dont like, but sometimes i just feel tired.
Idk if i can commit to it.
Sigh... i've friends telling me to stay on.
But... idk, i've to make my decision before wednesday.
Coz on wed we have to pay for our shoes, and if im not gonna stay, no point getting the shoes.

Okay, another thing, i've to take napha again.
ooommmggg!!!!
I havent took napha for a year!
Nono, dont be mistaken, the napfa is our cca test.
Not coz in poly i've to take.
Well, my sit-ups and pull-ups should be alright.
Shuttle run i've got to polish up a little till i get an A.
2.4 i just got to train and train and it should be manageable.
BUT MY BIGGEST PROBLEM IS THE FREAKING STANDING BROAD JUMP.
Oh sigh... how do i ever aim to get a C for my standing broad jump.
Mine just sucks.
I can barely pass for standing broad jump.
I guess my technique for jumping is wrong, but how do i get it right?
Arrrhhh can someone help me please?
Im not really aiming to get into seniors team.
Well, but if i can make it, it will be better.
But seniors team theres lots of committment.
Okay whatever it is, but i dont wanna fail!
I dontwant to pt and pt for the whole of october.
This really sucks lah.
Imagine going for every single training to pt, and not doing a single stunt.
Arhhh i've got to start training right now.
Erm, not now, but maybe when my wirst gets a little better.
I need to train on my legs!!!!
Enough about napha test.

Okay, and something else.
My phone gonna spoil really soon i guess.
Okay okay, i need to change it soon.
There's lots of prob with my phone recently.
And ytd, out of nowhere, i dont know why, my stylus just broke when i took it out.
WTH, this is the second time alr.
I need to change a phone!!!!
Okay, i can change it when september comes.
In one more month yay!
So now my question is...
Blackberry or Iphone?
I've heard from blackberry users saying blackberry is good.
And i've heard from iphone users saying iphone is good.
Actually personally i prefer iphone.
But iphone is far too common.
I still got one month to decide, people please give me some opinions.

And one last thing.
I was emo-ing on the train ytd.
Thanks to you guys who ask me what happen.
In fact i dont know why i was emo-ing.
Yeah, a part of it was coz im thinking about whether to stay or not.
But thats not really the reason.
I just dont know why.
I shook my head and said nothing not coz i dont want to say, its just coz thr's no reason to it.
I mean thr's sometimes when you are just emo but thr's no reason.
Thr's just sometimes when you are not in the mood to be high and hyper, and you just want to stay quiet.
Well, but sometimes i shook my head coz i dont know how to say, i mean i dont know how to start saying.
But dont worry, im alright, everytime im like this, i just have to go home and sleep, and the nxt day i'll be fine.
I find that recently i've been blogging more regularly.
Why?
Coz everytime when thr's something for me to say, i'll be here to blog.
My blog is like a place where i say everything i wanna say.
Some things which i dont have the guts to tell.
So in fact, i just need a place to say anything i want to say.

Alright, im gonna end this super long post.
I NEED TO STUDY STUDY STUDY.
MY GPA 4.0 ARHHHH.
My schedule for now is to study and train!

GYMNAST TRAINING HURTS

OMG GYMNAST TRAINING IS SUPER PAINFUL.
The stretching is like wth.
The coach really pushes damn hard.
Well, but i should say, at the end of it, i find that it benefits me.
We just got to endure through for that little while, and you will have this sense of achievement.
SO ENDURE!!! OUR GUSTO SPIRIT.
Awwww... one last gymnast training and after that, we'll have a one month break before we continue with it.
Alright, and there's still training tml.
Ohhh super duper tired this few days.
Training training go away.
I NEED TIME TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMS.
And i only got to know that our mob paper is on the 4th wk, not after the 4th wk.
Omg, i've to start studying for mob, coz i simply cant memorize everything all at a go.
Oh this is random, but i wanna meet up with twx!
Not forgetting other 4d1 peeps.
Perhaps having a mugging session next wk?
Haha miss you guys, hope to see all of you really soon!

Today is such a _____ day

Like what i type in for the title, today is such a _____ day.
Whatever word you want to fill in, boring, wasted, sucky, idk.
Well, let me tell you what happen today.
Gusto juniors are suppose to be at sengkang stadium to help out for the yog.
Yeah, we met early, went there all the way, waited for the organizer, bear with the humid weather.
Then they actually told us we are not suppose to be there.
There's quite a lot of confusion going on, coz they said we are suppose to be at kallang?
BUT only the seniors are to be at kallang.
So we just tried contacting everyone we could, and in the end, we were told that we dont need to do anything.
Sigh.... it took me about an hr to reach sengkang.
Such a long distance from my house, and when i reach thr they said we can leave.
Well, we dont really want to waste our time, so we went to watch the girls hockey match.
It was netherlands with ireland.
Well, i wasnt a fan of hockey, in fact i dont really know much about this sport.
We chose to just sit somewhere, and that was where the supporters of ireland were at.
Well, we only watch for a little while.
I guess none of us love the sport, so we left after a while.
But before we left, we just help the ireland supporters to scream a little since we are there.
Yeah, and majority of them went to watch the gymnastic at bishan.
I went home.
At first i couldnt make up my mind whether to go with them, a part of me wanted to watch, but a part of me wanted to go home.
And in the end, since my eyes was hurting, i decided to go home.
Oh about my eyes, i dont know why it hurts so much just now.
It hurts like mad, and i got no eyedrop with me, i've got to bear with it until i reach home.
Sigh... i just went out and did nothing.
I wanna watch some sports, errm definitely not hockey or soccer or wad.
Well, no offence to those fans of these sports.
I just dont like to watch this kind of sports.
Erm i prefer swimming, badminton, table tennis.
Something like that..
Anyone wanna watch? haha i have the pass, i think i can go in to those venues.
Alright then back home, im now blogging again.
I think im so dead, i havent start my revision yet!!!
OOOOMMMGGGG.
This wk thr's still gym and training.
Gosh, i have to start soon, where's my motivation to mug?
Im treating this as a holiday which shouldnt be the case.
This should be a study break.
Arrhhhh alright, and just now i webcam a little.
Hahaha, i guess im used to taking photos when i go out with gusto peeps, but apparently, we didnt take any coz our gusto photographers arent here today.
Yeah so i decided the webcam myself.
Hahaha, dont blame me, girls just love to take photos, nah in fact guys love to do that too right?




Well i guess if i dont spend so much time blogging and webcaming, i will have more time to study.
Yeah okok, i will start studying, really soon.
(:

I miss those times.....

Well, i just read wing tong's blog and she talked about the past when we were in 4d1..
About the class videos that we've made.
Yeah and i went to watch those videos again.
The perseverance one and the teacher's day one.
After watching those videos, i kinda missed the past.
Those times when our class would stay back together to film the video.
Those times when we would be so crazy and have so much fun together.
I recalled back about the memories we had as a class...
The tough times we been through together..
And then i went to look at some pictures we've taken.
Sadly, in my laptop, its mostly pictures which i've taken this year.
I can only find some which was taken in the past.
Yeah but dont worry, its still in my phone, desktop and somewhere on fb i guess.
Lets take a look at those memories that we have created...


When i just came into ctss, 1d1'06... a long time ago..


Then i went on to 3d1'08, when we just get to know each other...


I remember this was taken at lixuan's house...


That was taken on our sports carnival in 2009, the interclass game. We got first for upper level in frisbee.


And this was taken at sentosa, we were celebrating janise's birthday..


And then me and weixuan went to take a look at prom dresses when it was nearing prom..


When we went around to take pictures...


And we took this class picture on the last day of O level


I took this picture on graduation day after i came back from school.
Coz it was the last time im wearing ctss uniform as a clementeen, not an ex-clementeen.


And another class photo on prom night.


These photos brought me lots of memories.
How much i grew during the 4 years in ctss.
And i've left ctss for about 9 months?
I hope all these memories will never fade.
We've got to move on, but lets not forget those times we had together.
Yeah i do agree with wingtong, everything's so different now.
Everything have changed.
No matter how much we missed the past, there's no way we can get back.
Even if we get to hang out together, we all know, its not the same coz everyone have changed.
Alright, lets just keep the memories with us.
We'll look forward to a better tomorrow.

Just random

Alright this is super random.
Well, but i was just thinking about it while bathing just now.
Ever ask yourself what you want in your life?
Or what you are living for?
What does life means to you?
Seriously, i dont really know.
I thought about it before, but now i still dont get the answer.
Im just living life like the way it is, as long as im happy i dont really care.
But sometimes when im tired, when im down, thats when i will think about it.
For every situation, there's gonna be a negative and positive side to it.
For every amount of happiness you received, you will get back the same amount of unhappiness.
Its quite true when i think about it.
Im rather tired by all these.
I want a place where i belong, not a place which belongs to me.

A part of me ♥

Without them, my life would be imperfect.






♥GUSTO

YOG DAY 3!

Hello!
Im back with my hippo bus story.
Well, a picture speaks a thousand words.
Just look at those pics and you will know how much fun we had!
















It was fun when we have to wear the poncho, standing in the rain cheering.
It was fun when we have to tolerate with the humid weather.
It was fun when we took the horns and blow into each other's ears.
It was fun when we tried stepping on each other's shoes.
It was fun when we tap on each other and pretend that it was others who did it.
It was fun when we did stupid things and laugh at one another.
It was fun when we pose for pictures together.
It was fun when gusto peeps get to hang out together!

A super long day! (but its fun :D)

HELLO PEEPS.
Yesterday was a super long day.
Guess what time i woke up?
5am!
That was suppose to be the actual time i should wake up, but i continued to sleep after pressing down my alarm.
Yeah, and in the end i woke up at about 5.15, unwillingly.
It has been such a long time since i woke up so early.
Even last time in sec sch i dont even need to wake up that early.
I was so super tired and i slept on the way to toa payoh.
Yupp, so we had the rara thing, or whatever it is called.
Okay, at first the weather seems so nice, its so windy, not that humid.
But after a while, it began to rain.
How unlucky we are.
So we had to stand in the rain, wearing that stupid-looking poncho.
Then we shouted and shouted, cheered and cheered.
Yupp, but it was fun.
And after the torch relay, we went in and watched the seniors performance.
Hahaha very well done seniors! (:
Yeap yeap, and after that we went for some light refreshments.
And take photos!
Took lots of photos which are already on fb.
Yeah many unglam ones sadly.
Alright then we went for our lunch.
OMG i wasted so much food.
I wasnt that hungry during lunchtime, and anw there's many spicy food, so i couldnt really eat much.
Oh and anw, at MCYS, they decorated the place so nicely.
Theres so many balloons!!! (:
I love balloons, though im scared of them too.
Yupp, oh anw at first zoe gave me and jocelyn her balloon, but we have the samsung bus thinggy, so we couldnt take it.
then we gave it back to her.
Alright anw, after the performance thing at MCYS, the juniors went over to junction8.
Then we went to the arcade for awhile.
Hahaha, i havent been there for so long.
Played a little, then we head over to RI.
We are like so super bored while waiting for the bus to start moving.
And its so warm up there, everyone was squeezing here and there.
We continue taking photos, wth i've got so many unglam pics.
Alright and when the bus finally moves, we need to scream and scream.
I think i lost my voice a little, yeah but its fun really.
When you see the residents over there, they are also so friendly and high.
Waving here and there, thats really very fun.
And this thing is like once in a lifetime?
Well seriously, try waving to others on a bus, see if they will bother to wave back at you.
HAHAHA. if not coz of the olympics, we wont have this opportunity (:
Okay, after the super long ride(about 5 hrs), we reach nyp!
Thats the end of our trip, then we went for dinner and back home!
Errm, i think this is the first outing/performance/event or whatever you call that with gusto?
Hahas, but we have a lot of fun definitely.
You know why?
Coz gusto people are awesome!
Okay, i think i have about 3 more sessions of the hippo bus!
Im sure every session will be as fun as the one we had yesterday.
Alright okay, im gonna take a break for today and tml.
I have been leaving my house early in the morning and reaching late at night since last tue.
Its really very tiring.
Okay, i'll have enough rest and tue is gonna be a long day again.
Thats all. BYE PPL. I'LL BE BACK WITH MY HIPPO BUS STORY!



Say hi to merly!



Our photo at the end of the trip! (:

A busy me.....

Started off the day with our dbe.
Felt so relief after our presentation, though i think that i did a really bad job.
Well, but at least we cleared this module.
Our super heavy burden.
Alright and after school we head to clubhouse.
But then, since thr's no seniors thr we couldnt stay inside.
So decided to be at fc4, playing cards.
Well, after a while we went back to clubhouse.
Ermm i think im kind of super energetic at clubhouse, like a crazy girl.
Yeah we were playing cards all the while and yeap, i guess we are all so hyper.
Yupp. and then we went for training.
Today's training is like so super tiring.
We pt and pt and pt, and the pt is really super tiring.
Really. im so super tired now, after blogging i'll go to sleep.
So by the end of the training, i was really in the super sian mode.

Alright okay, enough about today.
Let me talk abt my schedule for the nxt few days.
Oh god, i really feel that im so busy.
Its the first time that im so busy coz of my cca.
I've nvr really devoted so much time into cca before.
Yeah, before i came into gusto.
But after which, i guess its different.
Sometimes i really feel so tired, but yet i still think its worth it coz i love gusto.
Yeap anw, tml i have gymnastic training until 9.
Thu there's normal training.
Friday have to go for some rehearsal for performance.
Sat have to go perform, oh i mean cheer(we cant really perform right now)
Sun thr's prob the monster workshop.
Monday we have our break.
Tue and wed thr's a hippo bus thinggy..
Thu thr's the torch relay.
Omg.... sighhh.........
My one week is gone like this.....
Well, but okay.
My golden word: ENDURE!
I guess i just have to endure one more week...
Yeap, then i have this small little break and then... study!
I've got so many things i wanna do during the yog break.
I wanna go out with twx, coz i havent meet her for sooooooooooooooooooooo long.
I wanna go shopping!
I wanna go to some nice nice places.............
Hahaha, alright i've got plans ahead.
But, i've still got to do my revision.
Alright, anw i've got to sleep early today.
And its NOW.
Coz tml is a long day in school, in fact for thu and fri too.
Yeah okay goodbye peeps, seeyou (:



I shouldnt think too much...
So what if you dont?
It doesnt affect me.


Isnt this picture cute?
Kind of random, but we took it after our dbe presentation (:
Thr's more of it coming up on fb!