Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain.
But you can't have a rainbow, without a little rain.

December 29, 2009

Li Juan is so super sad.
Why must people lie?
Or maybe i should say why must people make empty promises?

December 23, 2009

NO, I CAN'T.

November 20, 2009

Hi..
Its the end of our class chalet
Super duper tired.
Slept on the mrt.. I thought i would come home and slp.
But i din, instead i used the com.. LOLS
Okay anw, class chalet was not bad.
Went on the first day and stayed throughout.
Went there by cab, from pasir ris mrt station.
OMG. THAT WAS SO TERRIBLE.
THE DRIVER DROVE US TO COASTAL SANDS RESORT AND TOLD US THAT WAS ALOHA LOYANG!
So in the end we have to cab again from coastal sands to aloha.
First day we had barbeque.
Yeah, was playing blackjack in the room.
Erm, i think i won a little?
And after a while i decided to leave the room and go down to play mahjong.
OMG that was such a terrible decision.
I told them that i will not slp until i win at least 1 round of mahjong.
And yeah, i tink we started playing at 2 plus, all the way till 4 plus.
They were all so evil, everytime they win they will high-five.
And yeah, i couldnt slp. But at 4 plus i cant take it anymore.
So i juz went to slp.
Oh yeah, we had midnight barbeque too. That was interesting haha....
Yeah. so i slept at 4 plus and woke up at 7.

And second day, when i woke up, i went down to play mahjong again.
Finally after a few hours, i won for the first time.
I remember it was janise who let me win the game.
Haha thanks a lot janise.
Yeah. then duno why. after winning that game, den i consecutively won a few more rounds.
Lol. many ppl was sitting there waiting to play lahh.
Yah, den we keep going to the arcade coz there is nothing to do.
Yupp, den we decided to leave and go out for lunch.
At first wanted to go tampines mall, but in the end i stayed at white sands.
Okay, so we had our lunch and went to buy some more food back to the chalet.
Cab back to the chalet coz it was raining damn heavily.
Yah, so we decided to barbeque with the aluminium tray instead.
Yupp. den after that most ppl went for night cycling.
I didnt go coz i was afraid i couldnt take it at night.
Too tired or something.
But at night, i regretted it coz it was damn sian at the chalet, nothing to do coz most ppl left.
Yeah, but maybe i was lucky enough.
Coz at abt 12, we were so tired that while talking, we all just fall asleep.
And when they came back, most of them was so super tired.
Yeah, maybe i made the right choice by not going.

And today, last day, did some clearing.
Left the chalet at 10 plus and have lunch.
Yeah den took the mrt, and back home.
Okayys, perhaps this is the last class gathering and we would have to wait till nxt year before we can see one another.
Yeah, but this class chalet is fun lahh. though a little sian.
Dont know, but we might have a christmas party or something...
Hope so, yup.
Thats all.
Bye.

November 18, 2009

HELLO!
I think its quite random for me to blog late at night.
Yeah, but i juz wash my hair and its wet so i cant slp.
Dats why i took the time to blog.
Okay, this post may be a little longer, coz im gonna like summarise my grad day, prom night and my 4 years in ctss into it.
So for those who is reading now, please read on.

Okay, let me start by talking about today. ( erm i mean ytd since it has past 12 )
Early in the morning was grad day.
We had our rehearsal, and seriously, i thought it was super boring.
Yeah and today it seemed the same too for the grad.
But seriously, i was quite touched and sad when after seeing all the video clips and stuff.
Yeah and all the messages by our teachers.
But i didnt cry, i duno why.
Supposedly i thought i would.
Okay then there came the prom preparation.
I went home and used the com, thinking that i had lots of time.
But i ended up rushing coz i totally screw up my manicure.
Yeap, den met up with janise and qian hua. went over to the studio and do the makeup plus hair.
Well, their service is really good.
Coz it was raining quite heavily, and they actually took umbrella for us so that we wouldnt get wet.
Yah, but i still got wet coz of the rain.
Upon reaching there, i guess all of us were busy taking photos.
And i really thank some of your who took the photo with me.
Coz i guess we were not that close, and perhaps your are willing to take the photo coz its like the last day?
But i really wanted to take a photo with that guy.
Err. not for any reasons, juz to keep it as a memory.
Yupp, but i think it will be rather weird. coz i duno him except for his name and class.
And he duno me.
Maybe if i had approached him, he would agree.
But he might be thinking in his mind, like who is this crazy girl whom i dont know?
Or maybe he will juz walk away.
I dont know. But i made a mistake like this before.
And i guess the person was rather pissed off.
I regretted doing that, seriously.
If not, we could have been friends.
Yah, so i dunwan to do it again.
Okay anw.Yah, i dun really like the food, except for the last dessert.
Anyway, some of your were asking me why i so emo.
Thanks for the concern, yeah i will tell you why.
Firstly, im juz thinking if i should take a photo with that guy.
Secondly, im juz tired coz i dun usually stay up late.
Yup, so dun worry, but i still tink the prom is not bad lah.
Yeah, so thats about prom.

Let me continue on with my 4 years in ctss.
Since today is grad day, i guess i should juz talk about my life in ctss.
1D1`06 was the first class i went to.
My first impression of it was not so good, but i guess after a while, i really like the class.
My 2 years in lower sec was quite meaningful.
Coz i guess i received lots of help from the people of 1d1`06 and of course, 2d1`07.
Perhaps i dont really talk to my lower sec classmates nowadays, but yeah, after seeing the video clip today, it juz seems to me that my lower secondary days was really memorable.
Okay then 3d1`08.
Seriously, i really dont like this class when i first came in.
But after going through our sec 3 aspire camp, i tink things got better.
I realised that people from this class are actually quite nice.
Yes, and after a few months of studying together, i really develop feelings for the class.
Especially in our secondary 4 year....
So actually, i just wanna thank all my lower and upper sec classmates.
Whether you are a close friend of mine or someone whom i seldom talk to.
Whether you are one who always help me, or someone whom dont even know if im in trouble.
Whether you are one who dont really likes me, or someone who i can get along with.
Whether you are one that always read my blog, or someone who dont even knows i have a blog.
Really, thanks alot.
I know perhaps your might not be reading this.
But i just want to tell all of you how i feel.
Its everyone of you that creates the memories for my 4 years in ctss.
And for those who really help me alot, my lower or upper sec classmates, thanks a lot too.
I guess i dun have to say out the names one by one, yes but if you have help me, you should know right.
Someone who always lent a listening ear to me whenever im feeling down...
Someone who always encourages me whenever im disappointed...
Someone who always help me with me work whenever there is anything im unsure of...
Yah and more....
So my 4 years in ctss is really meaningful.
And let me thank everyone who had taken a photo with me today.
Coz all these can be kept as memories.
Perhaps 5 years or even 10 years later, i can look back at these photos.
Well, so again,
I want to thank all my classmates for the 4 years, and other schoolmates.
I love 2d1`07 and 4d1`09.
YOU ROCK.
LIJUAN WISHES EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ALL THE BEST :)

Okay, anw it is 4d1 chalet tml.
I really hope everyone can go, if you have nothing on.
Its like the last time where we can get together as a class.
Yes, lets have fun tml.


ps. all photos will be uploaded in fb after my chalet.




This is specially for you:
Thanks alot though you might not even realize my presence.
I might not know you well, but i think you are really very nice.
You may not know how much you have influence me,
but seriously, i guess i kept working hard because of you.
And i would always rmb your smile, and how you encourage people.
I may not be able to see you once i graduate,
but i guess its enough for me, i should really be contented.
Thanks, my world revolves around you.
But i guess there will never be the day, when both of us meet again.
If there is, i really hope i can say thanks to you personally.
Someone i admire the most.
Continue to inspire others, coz i know you can do it.
If there's ever a chance, can we be friends?
Whether or not, thanks.
All the best to you.
goodbye HJTJ :)

November 13, 2009

ITS THE END OF O LEVELS!!!

HELLO HELLO.
IM SUPER DUPER HIGH NOW!

Time flies, really.
It has been so long since i last blog.
At first we were still counting down to the number of days till o levels.
Then there is the first paper, english.
So i was super scared on the first day.
Yes, but after a few days i guess i wasnt so scared.
So today is the last day already.
Yeah but i tink maybe we all wasnt as happy as we think.
Coz i guess many of us already regarded last friday as the end of o levels?
Since its over, i guess no point thinking of whether it will turn out good or bad.
Yeah and its time to relax really.
The past few weeks or months of mugging finally came to an end.

Yupp. anw, still got upcoming activities that im looking forward to.
In fact, maybe i should say most of us are looking forward to.
Prom, chalet.....
Yah, den can stay at home and slack. Lots and lots of things to do.
Probably dont have to touch the books for the next few months?
HAHAHA.
Okay yup so thats all for today, perhaps since its after o levels, i can blog more often?
Wont make my blog so dead lah.
So this is to everybody : HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!


September 21, 2009

Its an awesome day today, coz there's no school.
Okay anws, on friday, we've alr gt back some prelim papers.
erms... okay some were up to expectation or better, while some were juz utter disappointment.
well.. but whatever, i've did my best, there's nothing i can do to change it.
Erm anw, i guess this is gonna be my last time using com before o levels. (unless for checking out some stuff)
IM SERIOUSLY GONNA MUG ALL THE WAY!
Yes o levels is lyk erm35 more days?!
And seriously, we dun have so much time for revision.
I done my revision plan, and for each subject, i've only got less than a day on average!
Coz we have to minus off our time for sleep, time in school and blah blah blah.....
SO YES, MUST MUG EVEN HARDER THAN USUAL.
Im seriously looking forward to after o levels.
Work hard everybody!

Bye. Till the next time i blog again, which is after o levels.
:))

September 17, 2009

Hello hi.
I'll try to make this a short post.
Today is the last day of prelims, poa paper.
This time round i guess its a little bit more difficult or demanding?
Coz it takes a longer time for most of us to do finish the paper.
Well okay prob tml we will start getting back the papers.
Okay today is a super duper fun day out at the beach.
Building sandcastle, taking pictures, cycling, playing ball games, going into the water (though the water only reach my knee).
Yeah. i din want to get myself all wet coz i tink it kinda troublesome. still got to bath and change yeah.
So i only went in a little bit.
But sad, its lyk drizzling in the afternoon.
Well, but i tink everyone still enjoyed the day right?
Okay, arrhh. but i got sunburn. its so painful.
and my leg starts to ache, i tink its coz of the cycling?
Yeah but wadeva, it doesnt matter.
In short, today is just a SUPER DUPER FUN DAY OUT.

Yeah, and so thats all. bye.

oh yeah, i wont upload any pics here. all pics in fb :)

September 4, 2009

Remember what you once said?
If you do, den reflect upon yourself.
Bitch, betrayer, backstabber.
So which one suits you most?
I guess everything.
You got no right to tell others what to do,
coz you arent even doing the right thing.
So stop telling others to do it your way.
Hide your smiles, i dont need it.
Show your true self, coz i already knew it.
Hello..
I know it has been a long time since i blog.
Yeah today is the last day of term 3.
so we will take a short break and continue on with our prelims.
POA paper today.. erm quite okay.
And i hope for the rest of the papers it will be okay too.
O levels is nearing, really nearing. erm to be accurate, it is 52 days more.
So yeah continue mugging, though it is tiring. but work hard now and i'll play hard after o levels.
So since it is so close to o levels, after today, i'll probably blog once more after prelims and wont blog anymore until o levels is over.
i feel so super bad to my blog, abandoning it. nvm, i'll come back to you after o levels.

yeah. here comes the end of the term.
yeah, talking abt this, it reminds me of my allowance, and yah my financial problems :(
omg, im super broke now, seriously, and hol would meant that i have no allowance unless im going out.
oh gosh, wad am i going to do?
so many presents to be bought this month, arrhhhh.
(so ps lx, i might not be able to go..)
so this is my consequence for not saving up.

okay, so let me update on wad happened recently.
erm... actually this few days was kinda bored. coz after exams den go home mug..
nth much lah.
erm, oh yes, i made my contacts on tuesday..
haha i guess some ppl would tink its rather weird, coz i seldom wear specs, so wad for waste my money?
yeah, dats wad my mum thought, but i still have to wear specs when im in school.
so i went for a checkup on my eyesight. it is super duper horrible!
i always thought my degree was abt 100-200 plus....
and dat day when i went, it was actually 300 plus for both. omg.
i rmb starting of this year when we have health checkup in school, i asked the nurse abt my eyesight, and she said it has improve.
and wth, it actually increase so much.
so i had no choice, i've got to wear specs if i dun make my contacts.
so i made it, and i have to be in my contacts or specs wherever i go.
i guess my degree increase so much prob coz i always din wear my specs.
haizz.

well. this hol, no fun.
prob only can have 1 or 2 days for relaxing, and the rest of the days, study study study!
No choice, life of a sec 4 student.
Yah, but it will be over soon.

Okays, i guess there's nothing much. okays bye.



Let me forget u pls,
dont affect me now, at this point of time.

July 20, 2009

Hello.
Long time nv blog alr..
Today bio paper. last paper of term 3.
Lol. actuali i din take much papers lah.
sick for past few days din take papers.
Anw....
Wed chi lc last one.
clear that one and chinese o levels is cleared.
Hope i meet my target for chi o level lah, den dunnid retake.
today had oral 1 to 1.
waited for very very long.
almost fall asleep.
et say i look v bu shuang.
err.. got meh? not really lah, juz super sian.
coz one person takes v super long.
yah. omg i tink i reali need to practise a lot a lot for my english oral.

Yeap. and tml i shall take a day off. probaby will slack for a few days before mugging again.
YAY. NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!

Yupp, i shall end here.
It will be quite long before i blog agn.
So see you, bye.

July 3, 2009

Hello.
In a good mood. no special reasons. juz happy.
Today is such a nice day.
Nicer than ytd which is so screw up.
Haha, first period was english.
Super nice, we continued with writing the cards.
Hahah, but the thing is we cant finish it in eng lesson.
so we continue during TPI.
Hahas. my card was full of " LJ "
Nah, im used to ppl calling me that.
And lols. juz find it nice to read all the comments lah.
some were so funny.

okays. den during chi was so slacking.
den me, wijohn, bili and lx decided to go find ms ng.
During lesson, lol. seem so fun to juz sneak out lyk dat.
Yeah. but we couldnt find her den went back to class.
Yup, and after sch had lunch at subway with wx, hl and lx.
Omg, so regretful.
I said im broke and i said im suppose to save money.
Oh no. and i went thr. but i din finish it.
Gosh... should juz eat something cheaper rite?
OMG, who was the one who suggested going subway?!
Yeah. but i still enjoyed the meal though, coz i dunwan to get affected by...
Yup. i should stay cheerful.
coz wt wrote in my card dat when i am down, rather diff to cheer me up.
Yeah, so i shall not create such " difficult " task for ppl.
But to tink of it, reali very hard to cheer me up meh?

Okay if dats the case, maybe i should change.
Coz emo-ing is not good.
Oh yah. anw monday is a holiday.
Wow, long weekend.
Hmm. but long weekend isnt super good also.
This means that u will have to spend more time for revision.
Yeah. but its suppose to be lyk dat.
Life of a sec 4 student...
Nvm, abt 4 more months.
Everything's gonna be over!
Optimistic. hahas.
Yeap, and dats all for today.
Mug, mug, mug and MUG!

oh yah ps tml got BOF. hahaha. super duper happy :)



July 2, 2009

Totally screwed up.
DISAPPOINTMENT.




I wonder how you are,
how you feel.

June 23, 2009

Hello, i noe i havent been blogging for quite some time.
Yeah, so lets talk abt today.
Erm today got up at 8 plus and went to school.
Actually dunwan to go school, but i already book the appointment wif ms toh, so no choice.
And oso i promise lx to go sch with her to see ms tan, yeah so cannot break promise.
Yupp, but someone... didnt turn up in school coz she was too lazy.
And i bet the someone should noe who she is.
Yupp, den reach school, and was listening to ms tan teaching chem.
Err.. after dat slack for a while.
Erm. den ms toh came and taught us maths.
Omg i tink im so stupid. got so many qns i duno.
How am i going to take my term 3 exams lyk dat?

Actually i tink today i go school a bit waste time lehh.
Coz its lyk i dun tink i did anything much.
so i simply went thr and did ask qns when i din do finish the paper :(
oay after dat left school and took BUS.
Yay. i din take mrt, i took bus.
Yupp, so i took bus with May Ee.
I duno why, but i juz enjoy taking bus, prob coz i can sit thr and listen to the music while enjoying the air-con.
Okay, den went for hair cut.
Or maybe i should say fringe cut?
Okay, i cut my fringe.
And its super ugly, coz i din rebond it.
OMG! I duno wad im gonna do when sch reopens.
My fringe seriously looks super weird.
Anw, the hairdressser was telling me i shouldnt cut too short.
But i insisted for her to cut shorter, if not sch reopen i will get caught for my hair agn.
Omg omg. i din listen to her, and now it reali looks weird.
Someone tell me what to do.
Okay, i guess now i can only wait for it to grow longer, hopefully it will looks better.

Yeah and sch gonna reopen in 6 days' time.
And i still have many many hw undone.
Gosh, wth am i doing for the whole of last wk.
I duno. slacking. taking my own sweet time to do work. thinking dat i have the luxury of time.
But im not gonna do hw today luhh.
And im going out tml.
Omg. terrible me.
Well, this is gonna be my last break.
Im gonna chiong right after june hols.
NO MORE SLACKING.
Yeap. jiayou to everyone. for those mugging.
Okayys. bye.

June 12, 2009

Hi.
Today is a bad day.
There's just something wrong with me today.
Well. but thanks to everyone who comfort me today.
Seriously, thanks alot. and im perfectly fine now. dont worry.
Ermms. anw. today is considered the last day of school for us.
Err, so tml is the official school hols.
Its so super unfair, others have 1 month hol, we only have 2 wks.
And it doesnt even seem lyk a hol, the amt of hw is lyk piling up.
And wth. How are we even gonna do our revision when thr's so much hw?
Gosh, i bet the term 3 exam will be screw up.

Okay but anw, though im so super busy this hol, im still gonna go out a few days and have fun.
Its not call slacking, its call relaxing.
Need time to relax, coz i dunwan myself to go crazy.
Yeah, but i bet most of the time would be use for studying lahh.
Oh yah. so ermm. im juz gonna use the com for a while.. err. which is lyk maybe few hrs?
yeah and den go do my english summary.
coz i havent do a single one for this week.
i dunwan to accumulate. coz by den it would be so super tiring.
Yupp, so those who are accumulating ur summaries, an advice to you : settle it as soon as possible.
Yeah. okay and dats all.
I'll try to take out time to blog. if not my blog will be so super dead.
Oh yah. and before i forgot, have to go plan my timetable.
Must sent it before monday, or at least on monday.

Yupp, okay bye ppl.




imissyoualot.

June 8, 2009

WTH. WHY? I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW.

I seriously duno wads wrong with me. And why?
Even i myself want to know why.
I feel terrible, really.
The kind of feeling really sucks.
I juz feel lyk screaming into a pillow and cry for all i can.
Or maybe juz bang my head against the wall or wadeva.
I really dunno wad i am thinking.
This shouldnt be the way.
Isn't it like that all along, but why at this point of time?
I couldnt take it, i really couldnt.
I couldnt juz pretend.
I hate it. Really hate it.
Please go away. Get away from me.
I had enough, seriously.
Its juz that at this point of time, i really dont know why.

May 31, 2009

Hello.
I tink u all must be wondering why im so weird.
On usual days dun wan to blog, but blog on the day before chi o levels.
Hahas. Ok dats because i dunwan to give myself too much stress.
I tink i'll probably juz recap through.
Yeap. Anws..
Tml is chi o levels.
Must JIAYOU.
I must get my A1.
OK and oso to everybody.
Good luck to all for chi o levels.
I hope everyone can get wadeva target ur have set for urself.
Yeah. coz this is our first official paper? I mean excluding the spa and wadeva not.
So must do well for the first paper!
Yeah. so jiayou to everyone! including myself.

Oh yeah and ytd i was watching boys over flower.
I tink im super addicted to it.
But i juz refused to watch online.
Yeah. so i have to wait till nxt wk.
Haha. i tink its super nice.
Coz the guys are super shuai too rite?
Yeah. many ppl will agree with me.

Ok yah. and dats all.
I shld use my com for a while more.
Den back to studying.
Yeah. but not to stress myself too much.
Den at night have a nice dinner.
Okays. bye :)


黄丽娟,加油!

May 22, 2009

Hello to all.
Firstly, happy birthday to wijohn.
I know i havemt been bloging for very long.
So since im free today i decided to blog.
Hmm.. but anw thr's mth much to be happy abt.
OK i still owe wijohn a bdae present.
And i have been tinking vry long, i still duno wad to buy.
Thr's lots of homework to be done.
Eng exam on monday, chi o level in abt a week's time.
I have to get my A1. HAVE TO.
JIAYOU NG LI JUAN!!!!

Yes so im prob gonna mug for the nxt few days till chi o levels.
Haizz.. den thr comes the term 3 exam.
WTH. one after another, when the hell is it gonna end?
Yes, all the way till o levels.
Still a long way.
Im tired, really.
The mock exam juz ended, but thr's more coming up,
And i gt this feeling dat im gonna screw up every single paper from the mock exam,
im serious.
And when im gonna blog the nxt time, its gonna be damn long later.

Ok, and today i juz realized something.
Some things can be so unexpected.
It can be so shocking, when u are still enjoying ur life, something would juz happen.
U wont noe when, juz anytime.
Always cherish, dun take for granted,
Coz u nvr noe when u are gonna lose it.
People always say its so near yet so far,
But life and death is so far yet so near.
U cant do anyhing to stop it.
Its juz lyk dat, only got to accept.
Sometimes, i juz duno why.
Things are unfair, but its juz lyk dat in this world.
Things are gonna change, and nvr be the same again.
So cherish.
Everything around u is important.
Seriously, i duno wads gonna happen.
But its reali unexpected, but why?
I dun understand, why?



I will pray,
All the best.



April 18, 2009

Hello to everyone.
I decided to blog today since we had the carnival.
I'll try to make it shorter.
Coz i dunwan to tok abt every single thing dat happen today.

Anw. im super duper happy agn.
The reason is very simple.
Coz i get to see him again.
I wonder when is the nxt time.
Or will thr even be a nxt time?
Ok wadeva.
Anw. i brought $30 and its nt enuff.
So me and wx each bought $5 more.
Den i sprayed my hair, did styling, did manicure and blah blah.
I super love my nails.
Coz its painted by ms wong, and we havent get back bio test. So i have to super love it.
Yup and im so thirsty today.
Duno why. Went to our class stall to buy 4 cups of soda.
Omg rite. At first wanted to buy other drinks, in the end i decided to support own class.

Yeap and today at first in the morning dunking the teachers doesnt seemed to be successful.
But after a while i guess it is much better
Going round the sch to raise the amount is a super tiring job.
Yeap but in the end. good job to everyone.
Coz i tink we did pretty well.

Erm yeah, but anw this is gonna be the last carnival for us.
Hmmm.... when i thought of this, errr lyk a bit sad leh.
And even if im gonna come back to the nxt carnival, its gonna be 2 yrs later.
Which is lyk soooooooo long.
And for today, time reali pass super fast.
Well, but its over.
Ehhh... but a bit regreted.
Coz i din reali go crazy. dats wad i intended to do today.
But i din, i din play lots of games either.
Well, wadeva its over.
And yeah. juz be happy with it.
We managed to reach the targeted amount. i managed to take at least one look at him.
So be happy, lijuan.
Dun tink abt wad u have not done.
Tink abt wad u have done.
:)



April 10, 2009

Hello.
Erm. today is good friday.
Wow. i love holidays. coz i can slack.
Ok anw..
Erm i juz wan to say, i might not be posting so often.
Haha. i tink im lyk tan wei xuan.
Gonna take a break from blogging.
But im not copying her!

Erm.. its juz dat i found myself slacking recently.
Reali slacking alot, which i should not.
And sometimes in class, im juz not paying attention to the lesson.
This is reali bad for me.
So i seriously think dat i should do something.
And maybe to study more and use the com lesser.
Yup, and i've decided to blog less.
So dun blame me or kip telling me to post if u havent see me posting for a long time.
Yup. and dats all.
Wait till the nxt time i post.....

April 2, 2009

Hello.
This is gonna be a short post.
Coz i gt nth to do so i decided to blog.

Yup so i change my blog address.
Why?
Coz i juz feel lyk changing it.

Yup anw today was so boring.
I was so damn disappointed when i gt back my narrative.
Wth. I only gt 16.
I mean, at least when mr tan mark mine, i did better.
And the marker says my handwriting is bad.
But i duno wads so bad abt it.
Omg, dats reali so disappointing.
But i bet charmaine is so happy abt her narrative.

Yup den bio we did something else.
Oh haha, its bio plus art plus eng plus TPI.
Ok but anw gt our hands so dirty.
Nah. Den oso had the chi mock exam.
Errr. which i tink is quite difficult?

Erm yup and dats all.
Bye ppl.

March 27, 2009

Hello.
I finally posted, after abt more than a wk.
Hahas im busy, although its the first wk of term 2.
Ok well, I AM EXTREMELY HAPPY TODAY!
Erm firstly, our frisbee team won the first in upper sec level.
Wow, although i wasnt of much help.
But anw, im still happy for the team and for 4d1.
Erm, but i would oso like to apologize to my frisbee team members.
I feel so guilty, im so sorry, i din help much.
Erm although i dun tink anyone of them comes to my blog and will see this.
But i swear i did my best during the last few rounds.
Erm, the first round i din run much, but the nxt few rounds i reali put in my best effort.

Ok secondly, our class won quite a lot of games?
At least show dat we have class spirit!

Den thirdly, i took a pic together with the team, hahas.
Which i hardly have a chance to.

Forthly, me and li xuan managed to persuay mrs esther fong to be dunked.
She is the first teacher we approached and first successful one.

Den lastly, my wish came true!
I finally had a chance to.
I finally saw him!
Hahahaha. I was reali happy.
Although i din see him for once more before i leave the school.
Erm, and i duno if i will see him again.
But anw, i shld be contented.
And we shld all be contented.
So, im reali reali happy.
And its finally off my wishlist.
Coz it came true.
And off my blog, coz i finally see him! :)

Hahas.
Oh yeah, let me post the pic dat we took juz now.
Since i hardly take pic with anyone of them.





March 16, 2009

I am sooooooooo not feeling well.
Down with flu and slight fever.
And sore throat for many many days :(

March 13, 2009

Hello ppl.
I finally can blog after one wk.
And yay, are u ppl happy? Finally this term has come to an end.
Finally a break.
But anw, this whole wk is such a busy wk although its the last wk of this term.
There are still tests and blah blah....
Oh well, quite a lot of things happened this wk.
Erm, the progress report for this term is out.
Check the mark sheet.
Well, im rather satisfied with most of the subjects except for chem, bio and humanities.
Erm i noe we shouldnt reali take this so seriously, coz most of the marks is juz from one or maybe two tests.
Doesnt tells much.
Erm, but anw, nxt term shall be better.
Im gonna put in extra effort in it.
Reali, no pain, no gain.

Anw, had narrative test today.
Omg. The title was survival.
So i tht that the person would need to survive.
And i changed my narrative.
But in the end, mr tan said that the person may or may not survive.
ZzzzZZ. i dunnid to change it lah.
But wadeva, i hope it will be better?
Yeah and anw, on monday had our chem spa.
Well, i tink i reali screwed up.
I screwed up my bio spa, and now i screwed up chem spa.
But well, i should only put in more effort for the nxt spa.
At least i have to do well in one science.

Ok anw, let me announce something.
IM GONNA CUT MY HAIR.
Its a big big news coz i havent cut for a very very long time.
But i hope i dun get a shock of my life.
Coz it has been damn damn long since i see myself with the not rebonded hair.
Like 2 years ago, before my first rebonding?
And now im gonna cut without rebonding, seriously im damn scared.
Errr, but is my hair reali dat long?
Somehow i feel that it isnt.
But many many ppl said it is vry long.
Esp leong qian hua, when i told her i havent cut my hair for 2 years.
Her reaction was damn big lah.
Wads wrong?
Ok but i seriously cant bear to cut it off.
Juz dat im having hair fall.
Some ppl tell me its coz my hair too long, too heavy. dats why.
Errr, i duno if its true, but i tink i heard before.
secondly, my hair has lots of split ends. its getting more and more messy.
So im sry to my hair.

Ok, i shall stop talking abt my hair.
Anw. erm... this term one hol.
Well, cant spend it slacking.
Have to do revision, do hw and stuffs.
Im officially starting my revision for o levels in the term three hols.
I duno if it is considered kiasu..
But i somehow feel dat its a bit late alr.
Yeah, but its not lyk my whole hol will be studying and studying.
Maybe a bit of relaxation.
Yes, have to spent the time wisely.

Anw, ytd was talking to charmaine abt o levels, jc poly stuffs.
Haha, i reallized i always talk to her abt this.
But somehow, when i talk abt this topic, i will feel so motivated to study.
And so, if nxt time i feel lyk slacking, i shall find someone to talk with abt this.

Ok anw, im gonna go eat lunch now.
And guess wad im eating?
Cup noodles. Poor thing rite.
At first wanted to eat in sch, which is also not much better.
But i was still full, so came home.
Now im hungry can only eat cup noodles :(
Yup, so dats all and i tink its quite a long post alr rite?
Err ok den bye.



得放手时须放手,能饶人处且饶人
I tink this should be wad im advising myself to do.
Coz i want to overcome this.

March 6, 2009

Today is another bad day.
Emo in class for some reason or maybe no reason.
I duno, seriously duno.
I tink im having serious mood swings.
And dats wad tan wei xuan said too.
During recess emo, after sch super high.
Seriously, i want to noe wads wrong with me.

But anw im trying to switch to the right mode now.
Hopefully im ok now.
OK but anw, juz thanks to those who showed me concern and asked abt me.
Thanks to you too.


I hope not.

March 5, 2009

Hello.
Im free to blog today.
Yes but one thing i realize, my blog is getting more and more dead.
Should i juz delete it?
Lol. I juz have a blog for few months only and now im thinking of deleting.
Ok wadeva, i'll tink abt it.
Anw today suppose to have the study grp thing.
Well, but out of 6 members, 4 not free.
So, we can only cancel it.
And whose fault is it? Leader's fault lah.
And anw, today had chi test.
I find it so diff.
Well, but at least ytd's maths test was easy rite?

Err, actuali i expected the maths test to be easy.
I mean shouldnt reali say its very easy.
But the standard is juz lyk the usual practice we had in class.
Coz the sch obviously noe dat many ppl are quite weak at maths.
So they wont have a damn diff paper and make everyone flunk it rite?

OK and today had ep.
Well, first time joining in the discussion.
Coz i went for bio spa last week.
Err. i was so blur at first.
Got no idea wad they talking abt...
Yeah, but after a while it gets better.

Yeap, and dats all.
Bye.

February 27, 2009

Today is a bad day, it really is.
But thanks to you anyway :)

February 25, 2009

Hello ppl.
Today had pe.
Ran 2.4km..
But its juz trial run.
So when we were running, i told twx to hurry and dun walk.
She dunwan listen to me....
Haizz...
OK anw dat was reali tiring lahh..
All along we have been running 3 or 4 rounds.
Now we have to run abt 9 rounds.
Ok, but no choice.

Erm..
Yeap. Den during bio, we watched a video on child birth.
Before watching, i was quite excited.
After i watched, i was shocked.
I shouldnt mention the details here lah.
A bit disgusting.
But i din have the appetite to eat.
And i din eat for recess.
But wx was eating her waffle.
So me and charmaine were making fun of it.
Yeah and during recess i did the canteen duty ALONE.
Niger ang totally forgotten about it and din help me at all.
When he came down, i've finish doing it.
WTH.
And i still have to continue doing canteen duty for 2 more days :(

OK den poa gt back test paper.
Sucks.
I did so badly.
When shervence asked abt my marks, i dun dare say lahh.
Lols. coz he get higher than me, it will be so embarrassing.
Luckily have grace, even higher than shervence..
Hahas, but this test was reali screwed.
Lols, i kip screwing up my tests recently.
Bio, chem, ss, poa and ytd's maths.
Ytd's maths test was oso a disaster for me.
Crap, i wrote lots of it.

OK den last period had eng.
Actually mr tan told us to stay back to edit our story plot.
But for those who are not free, can leave.
So i decided to leave, coz i gt something on.
And omg.
Those who stayed, they did finish.
And mr tan marked theirs.
Meaning now they can alr start writing their narrative.
Im so slow....
I'll have to pass to him to mark tml, and duno when to get it back.
And wad if mine cant be approved?
Wth. i damn scared.
This time CA only based on this narrative......
I cant screw it up.
Esp when it is eng.....
Gosh. ok but its over.
I juz hope mine will be approved.
Coz he said mine need more details.
So this time round i wrote quite alot, i guess?
Abt 1 and half pages filled up...

Ok fine.
I scared tml will get back maths test.
Coz ms toh say if we do finish our maths hw, she will give us back.
Den everybody dunwan.
Lols. first time nobody wants to get back test paper..
Ok anw, i somehow find myself slacking abit this few days.
Dats why u all will see this blog post, coz last time i usually dun blog on weekdays..
Erm, maybe coz thr isnt much test this wk?
Yeap, but i tink i shouldnt remain so slack.
OK yup dats all.
Bye

February 23, 2009

Today is a boring boring day...
Its oso a sucky day.
Today's first lesson was geo, gt chased out of the com lab halfway.
So went to 4a1 classroom and we had to sit on the flr.

Den had the double period of chem.
Had to do the experiment.
Hate doing it lah.
Stinks man.

And after recess had to slacky periods.
I din reali pay attention during chi.
Dats why i said it was slacky.

But today was reali a disappointing day.
I din expect it.
Why cant I?
I din have it in the past, does dat mean i cant have it now?
But i noe it wont be easy.
But somehow, i tht i did..
And when i noe i din, its reali very disappointing.
I reali wanted to noe why.
It simply sucks.
Reali, it sucks.

But nth can change it.
So im nt juz gonna let it be lyk dat.
It wont be easy, but i will try.
Seriously, i dunwan another disappointment.
I dun have it in the past, but i wan it now.
All i hope is that thr are still changes.

Well. sry for saying so much without telling u all wad.
Anw, im gonna off my com soon.
Coz im gonna go do eng.
And.. study for maths test.
I dunwan another one.
OK and dats all. bye.

I noe i will.
But I dunwan.
So pls, stop it.

February 20, 2009

Hello.
I havent been blogging for this whole wk?
And i promised charmaine oh i will blog today.
So i should.
Erm i've been busy studying for test this few days.
Poa.
And in the end, its postponed.
And its so diff. and i dun tink i can do well. And it juz sucks.
Yes and chem.
And den, it was postponed too.

Oh yah, anw had an emergency evacuation exercise on wed.
Oh haha. Dat was so funny.
At first mr tan was waiting for the bell.
but it din ring, so he decided to do an activity.
And he got ready the ppt, juz abt to press and the bell rang.
Lols. i tht it was some sound effect from the ppt.
So wrong timing lahh.
Den i tink we lyk no sense of urgency.
Still walking slowly, haha.
Den we reach ISH, den tok alot thr.
Duno why stay so long thr oso.

Yeah, so took the chem test today.
Hahas. But tink its manageable.
Although i've lost 2 marks.
I must win wijohn.
MUST!!!
I noe i seem so kiasu.

Oh yah.
Gt back bio test this wk.
Screw up my first bio test for this year.
Sucks.

Oh yah anw tml is a special day.
Coz tml will have 爱就宅一起。。
Episode 1.
Must go watch lehh.
on channel u.
Hahas. Got JIRO!!!
Yay. i noe i seem so crazy.
Im sry, but i reali JIRO.
Coz he ROCKS a lot.

Ok.
Im so sry.
I guess there's nth much to talk abt.
Well so i shld juz end here.
Ok im still waiting for charmaine to online.
But anw, bye.



I duno why i told u so much.
I noe i shouldnt, and i wont.

February 15, 2009

Hello.
Let me tok abt ytd.
Hmm. i was out ytd to attend a wedding dinner.
Cool rite?
getting married on valentines day.

Well, but i guess its quite ex thr. coz firstly, its valentines day.
Secondly, its a weekend.
Thirdly, the place seems quite grand.
Erm. i duno if it is, but at least i find the place rather nice.

And they did something which i tink is v special.
They exchange their rings right at the ballroom thr,
and signed the certificate of marriage right thr,
Where everybody can witness it.
I tink its damn cool lah.
out of all the wedding dinner i went to, non of them did this.
Well. but wad i enjoy most was the food lah.
Hahas.

OK anws, i reached home at arnd 12.
Bath and remove make up, blah blah..
But den i was quite sleepy alr.
So i fall asleep the moment i lied down.

Yeah and for today.
Erm my schedule is..
Im going out for lunch ltr.
And im gonna complete all my homework, including those due on wed.
If possible lah, i hope so.
And... yeah. at least study for poa or chem test.

Yupp.
dats all ppl.
Bye

February 12, 2009

Hellos.
I blogged ytd, and today i did agn.
Erm. prob coz tml thr's no test.
Except for the ci yu thing dat wont take reali long.

Oh yah anw, juz now gt double maths.
Ms toh started on the new topic.
And finished it.
Gosh lah, i dun understand at all.
Seems so complicating....
Maybe coz i wasnt paying attention.
Duno why, i din pay much attention during maths today.

And anw, omg, im lyk tan wei xuan lah.
Coz dat time she was reading the passage, and she starting laughing.
And i did the same today.
Now i understand, it is reali so paiseh lah.
Coz gt a sentence was sumthg lyk...
" 其实,我有时候在地铁上也不会让位给老人。。。"
So i find dat very funny when i was reading.
And i started laughing.
Den duno why, once i started laughing, will juz kip laughing and laughing non stop.
So i was trying my best to control it.
And its reali damn embarrassing.
Lols.

Hmm. anw tml is friendship day.
Yeah, i've prepared presents.
I noe im nice.
Haha.
Erm, but anw i havent finish wrapping.
So im gonna do dat ltr.
And we have lots of hw for maths this weekend.
Im gonna do some ltr if not i will have to rush through the weekends, which i dun wan to.
Yupp, and so...
Dats it.
Bye ppl.


HBTY

February 11, 2009

Hellos.
I decided to blog since im quite free today.
Erm but anw it will be a short one since thr's nth much.
Oh anw, had bio test today.
It totally sucks.
I screwed up the test.
I lost abt 7 marks :(
Well. But since Its over, den too bad.
Anw, pe lesson today was fun lah.
Erm. at least i get to touch the freesbie.
Compared to last wk, which is omg.

And anw, im waiting for ms ng to return back the ss test papers lah.
So long alr...
Hmm. but i dun tink i did any better.
Ok. anw. it shall be all for today.
Bye.



If you tell me abt it, i will stop.
Seriously, i will.
Coz im not lyk dat.
But i juz want to noe.
Anyway it doesnt matter anymore now.
Coz i dun tink i shld.
No matter wad happen, i wont.
And thanks, coz all these made me see things clearer.
For one last time,
MY27D
And dats the last time im gonna say this.

February 6, 2009

Hellos.
Ok one week din blog.
Well anw this whole wk is filled wif tests.
Everyday oso have a test.
So.. i dun reali have the time to blog.
Well ok anw..
Hmm ytd.
Had ss test.
Gosh i guess i screwed up the test.
After hearing a bit on wad ms ng said abt the test.
Well anw ytd, very interesting.
Had lunch wif charmaine, wei xuan, li xuan and qian hua at subway.
Hmm. half of 4d1's class gathering at subway!
COOL.
We were the first grp to reach.
After sitting down, the guys came, got 7 of them i tink..
Den janise dat grp came.
And after a while, saw jacqueline they all.
But sad, they went long john's silver instead.
Well anw.
Me and wei xuan decided to share a meal.
So we had both the cookies and the chips.
But i tink we arent suppose to take the chips...
But anw, we din noe, so we took it.
And it was on our tray, when niger walk pass us, he juz took it away.
Den he open up and started eating.
So he gave both of us one.
I tht he would eat a bit and gave us back.
And guess wad, he actuali ate finish the WHOLE packet, and gave us back the empty packet.
WTH!

Ok den we were chatting and talking damn loudly.
Now i feel so guilty.
Gosh..
And guess who i saw?
Randy.
Our sec 1 facilitator.
Coz li xuan was telling me randy beside us.
So i turn..
And charmaine was lyk " RANDY ? "
Den he turn and look at us.
OMG.
Dat was so embarrassing.
So i told him we were his juniors.
Damn funny lah charmaine...
Ok after we left, on our way to mrt, saw wei hong.
Guess wad?
Shervence actuali told him that the four of us is flirting with him!
WTH?
Omg, seriously. Why shld we flirt with him?

Ok, so anw today.
During tpi, ms toh and ms tan started telling us abt the o levels.
Lyk the cut off points, and lyk whether we want go jc or poly.
And wad course we wan study all those stuffs.
Omg, den i suddenly gt this kind of very stressful feeling.
Coz this yr, most of the cut off points have decrease by alot.
Damn stress lah, after hearing wad they say.
Ok fine anw, today.. friday.
cleared all the test for this week!!!!
Next wk shld be better i guess?
So far only heard dat thr's bio test?
And maybe poa?
Yupp. and juz now when going home, i took a bus.
NOT MRT!
I took with may ee.
Lols.
Ok. yeah and dats all.
Im gonna do some hw ltr, coz i wan a good rest for saturday and sunday.
Im so damn tired this whole week.

6 more days

MY22D

I've already tried my very best.